hey i'm in a similar situation! i'm abc and i've only started to go to chinese school this year. i'm doing chinese unit 3/4 because i did it as an early start, i'm doing english language and methods unit 1/2 because i'm in year 11. although i speak chinese semi-fluently at home, it's definitely an advantage but it also has a few downsides. starting from a lower level of speaking proficiency, you may be able to pick up more formal linguistic skills easier which is what really matters in the exams.
i'm assuming you're in year 9/10 (sorry got confused in the post)? honestly start writing chinese essays early and it will pay off in the future. although it seems really hard, the formatting of essays is consistent and quite easy to remember, i think its more the fluidity of writing with grammar, syntax and vocabulary that challenge most of us. i personally know quite a few people who are fluent in chinese but did not score that well in terms of their study score because they didn't put the work in. examiners are likely going to be understanding in the oral component if you aren't fluent and are more lenient with marking.
if you don't speak chinese fluently, in my opinion DONT go to xjs. i know it is my own experience but the pressure that the teachers there put you through is tremendously higher than normal school. if you already go to xjs, my condolences. nah for real like it affects my mental health and lowkey put my already crushed self-esteem through the wringer, but it has given me motivation to do well and really really good resources.
sometimes family drama gets in the way of studying and i still struggle with that, i suggest blocking out as much of it as possible and just study. english language 1/2 so far for me has been quite breezy in comparison to chinese so if you are more fluent in english, you might find it alright i think. methods on the other hand i would not take advice from myself hahah. with the medicine/law expectation it kinda sucks but i guess we have to put up with it temporarily.
i dont go on atar notes often because sometimeess you find yourself comparing yourself to others unhealthily. i actively try to avoid this as it does affect your mental health but what really matters is how YOU do in vce. yes there are some really smart people here but remember that you are also able to achieve great things! keep your head up and carry on to do your best!
best of luck to you and i hope you can believe in yourself as much as people around you probably do
