Soooo, I have (un)officially finished Bachelor of Science

Honestly feels pretty unreal to think that after this, I'll be (technically) starting my first year of Doctor of Veterinary Medicine. I still feel like I'm fresh out of high school.
Despite that though, this was a super hectic year as well. Part of me feels like I just left high school, but the other part feels like I've changed so much since year 12. University is such a different world.
In my last update from a year ago (wow it has been a while, hasn't it?), I mentioned that I wanted to pick up a maths diploma. Well, I did, but then immediately unenrolled only after a few weeks for really minor reasons (HECS, workload, and doubts over whether a maths diploma actually has any use).
Now I'm back in good old Science/Vet Med. I hate to admit it, but I feel kind of stuck. DVM was my dream course back in high school but now I'm worried I went into it for all the wrong reasons. High school me naively thought being a vet meant working in a cool, non-corporate environment while being in a stable, high-demand industry with great pay. I really didn't do my research properly.
Earlier this year, I got a job at a clinic, and now work there as a junior vet nurse while studying a Cert II. The vets I work with all warn me to not go into DVM for the reasons I had back in high school (stability + pay). I also realised I can't imagine myself working in a tiny vet clinic for the rest of my life - it just feels so claustrophobic.
So I guess I'm having a quarter life crisis??
Anyway, the question I'm now facing is - what am I going to do now? I technically start DVM 1 soon, and that is scary. High school me would've expected me to be counting the seconds till I call myself a DVM student, but in reality, my feelings are more of doubt and confusion.
I'm not sure whether I want to study DVM. I don't think I have the right motivations. But what am I going to do with my life if I don't study it? What can I even do with a undergrad bioscience major?
So I made the decision to defer my final year of studies. Instead, I'm currently interstate doing an internship at the Department of Agriculture, in their animal biosecurity division. I've also found another vet clinic and I'm planning to work there full time for a year as a vet nurse before I make the decision on whether or not to do DVM.
I hope that working full time at a vet clinic will give me a much better idea as to whether this is something I'd be able to do in the future. I don't want to graduate DVM bright eyed and bushy tailed, land my first job as a veterinarian, realise I actually hate the job, and either cop it for the rest of my working life or switch fields, in which case I've wasted 6 years of my life.
My subjects and grades because I guess I should actually talk about uni stuff in my uni journal
Did 7 subjects last year, VETS20019 being the only compulsory subject for my major.
Semester 1
- VETS20019 Frontiers in Veterinary Science - 75 - H2A
- ANSC20005 Companion Animal Biology - 82 - H1
- MAST20031 Analysis of Biological Data - 94 - H1
- ECOM20001 Econometrics 1 - 90 - H1
Semester 2
- ANSC20003 Topics in Animal Health - 92 - H1
- FNCE20005 Corporate Financial Decision Making - 88 - H1
- FNCE30012 Foundations of FinTech - 65 - H3 (lmao)
It definitely hurt when my only Veterinary Science subject so far ended up being my second worst unit.
I'm also really sad that my exchange plans to UC Davis went down the drain. Maybe I should re-enrol in the maths diploma just to extend my degree by a year so I can go lmao.
To finish off this post, here's a ranking of all the subjects I've done at uni!
Spoiler
Veterinary & Animal Science Subjects / Core Science Subjects / Electives and Breadths
1. ANSC20005 Companion Animal Biology
Easily the best subject hands down. Super interesting, not difficult, and the subject organisation was also absolutely fantastic!!
2. ECOM20001 Econometrics 1
Something about drawing conclusions about society from a giant, messy set of data was just so satisfying. I wish I had space to do Econometrics 2 as well.
3. MAST20031 Analysis of Biological Data
I felt like this subject is the bio version of Econometrics 1. Doing both together in one semester was super helpful because there was such a huge overlap.
4. FNCE30012 Foundations of FinTech
Wow ok this subject was a struggle. But the content was absolutely fascinating. It did murder my WAM (thank god for WAMnesty) which is why I'm depriving it of top 3 spot.
5. MAST10010 Data Analysis 1
Easy H1. StudentVIP reviews don't do it justice.
6. FNCE20005 Corporate Financial Decision Making
Very glad I chose this over FNCE20003 Intro Personal Finance, despite the content being somewhat dry at times.
7. FNCE10002 Principles of Finance
PoF gets a bad rap and when I was doing it I sometimes felt the content was straight up depressing. Looking back on it though, I'm really glad I took it.
8. ANSC20003 Topics in Animal Health
The lecturer's name is Dr Cakebread lol. I still crack up every time I think of the review on StudentVIP - "Dr Bland was great, Dr Cakebread was frustrating". I thought it was a joke at first. Subject itself was decent.
9. VETS20019 Frontiers in Veterinary Science
Putting my first (and so far, only) Veterinary subject dead centre because while it wasn't bad, it wasn't as interesting as the Animal Science subjects I've taken.
10. MAST10005 Calculus 1
Not a bad unit. It made me wish I did Spesh in VCE. A very easy subject to score well in if you put in the effort.
11. PHYC10009 Foundations of Physics
So this was compulsory for Veterinary students back when I was in first year, then the next year they made it optional lmao. Content was not bad though. Also made me wish I did physics in VCE.
12. CHEM10003 Chemistry 1
Meh.
13. CHEM10004 Chemistry 2
Meh.
14. BIOL10011 Biology: Life's Complexity
I found the subject quite a struggle, and the exam was way too long and difficult.
15. BIOL10009 Biology: Life's Machinery
Gave me anxiety.
16. BCMB20002 Biochemistry & Molecular Biology
Almost made me reconsider my course.
17. Dishonourable mention: ZOOL20006 Comparative Animal Physiology
This was a "recommended" subject for vet students. I dropped this subject for ANSC20003 Topics in Animal Health because it was giving me a mental breakdown.