Term 1 Week 3General UpdateHi fam 😊
I decided to post this on Wednesday just so I might have some more things to say.
For once I am actually on top of all my work!! I got this app called WaterDo and it is so good (made by the same people as Forest) and I highly recommend! (it does cost money though). I think it has 100% made a huge difference to my productivity in just a week and I’m feeling pretty good about myself ngl
On a less happy note, my composition performance with my friend on Monday didn’t go so well. In short, he walked out of the auditorium mid-performance. I won’t say much more about it, mostly because I get anxious that someone from my school might read this and piece together who I am. I actually get quite bad anxiety about the whole VCE journal thing, but I’m determined to continue. Just won’t include super specific stuff that could identify me I suppose. Anyone else like that?
Spesh Last week for once in my life spesh actually made sense! We are moving lightning fast through content like NO other subject I take it's crazy. I forget how useful edrolo can be for consolidating what we learn in class. I’m just really slow to process stuff and need lots of practice time (which is hard to come by these days would you believe), is anyone else like that? We've moved onto Mod functions and ellipses, hyperbolas and I think we'll cover parametric equations tomorrow.
Yesterday I actually finished the work in class which was a miracle. I need to talk to my teacher about a study score goal because she seems to think I’ll get a 30 but I want a 35 ☹. I know that’d be hard but I want to try because I want every shot I’ve got at this scholarship in Brisbane as I will be broke af and at least it would pay some air fares XD
EnglishALA in English is just one of my favourite things ever, because it is SO satisfying when you write a decent paragraph. I sat down and wrote a whole paragraph in 20 minutes (bear with me guys it's week 3

) and I was pretty chuffed because it's not terrible. I think I focused too much on each specific detail about the article though, and not enough about the broader strategy employed by the author etc. I'll take it to my teacher tomorrow and see what she thinks. I reeealllly want my creative SAC mark back and I know it's gunna take a hundred years but I just really want to know if I got that 30/30. I'm honestly expecting maybe 27 or 28/30 given that I think I left a few important things out of my statement of intention. My teacher said it was 30 material but idk what she actually meant. I probs need to stop expecting so high because the reality is probably less than I'm expecting. I'll be very disappointed if I get a 25 tho. Oh well. I tried my best right?
ChemI am loving chem this week. These thermochemical equations are so fun and the pracs are great, we are going to burn biodiesel tomorrow that we made in class last week and I'm really excited to put some theory into practice. I've moved ahead of my class on content per the advice of my teacher and started looking at redox because as I mentioned before I am just bad at it, and I will need a lot of practice with it.
On another note, I've been thinking lately that I'm expecting way too much of myself. I did so good on last year's exams, but I know that doesn't directly translate into year 12 scores, hence why I'm scared about this english mark, and I wanted to ask people's opinions of how much your year 11 scores are a reflection of your capabilities for year 12?
I think I need to stop expecting 100s of myself because they're rarely going to happen, and just settle down and try my very best. It's all anyone can ask, right? Obsessing over numbers does me no favours.
Anyway I know it was a long update, but thanks for reading anyway fam. I hope you're all having a good week!!
~ Lemur
