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Title: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 03:27:07 pm
Hello there.

So this whole forum thing is quite new to me (you could probably tell that I'm new to the site). To be honest, I've always been reluctant to join HSC forums because I've seen forums where people respond sarcastically or are just plain rude. I mean, come on guys we're all on the same boat! But after attending two HSC Head Start Lectures- physics with Jake and modern history with Susie (omg you guys are amazing), I decided to try and have a go at this forum.

So hey! I'm Olivia and I'm very awkward ._. Here are a few things about me:
- I am an awkward turtle who is crippling with stress and paranoia, hence my dark humour
- I love reading Classic Literature (Mr Darcy and Mr Thornton FTW!)
- For some reason, I enjoy watching documentaries, especially history documentaries
- I watch a lot of video game walkthroughs/game plays. Ironically, I have an X-box downstairs but I'm too lazy to go downstairs and physically play video games. Plus, I'm too broke to constantly buy new games ;-;
- I like looking up unrelated HSC maths and physics stuff like reading about Fermat's Last Theorem, Poincarè Conjecture and have read two of Stephen Hawking's books
- My favourite TV shows include Game of Thrones, Rick and Morty and Victoria
- I also like making study notes, even though they're not the most effective way to study. I usually spend my holidays making notes about any upcoming topics to familiarise myself with the content and hopefully solidify my understanding in class and at tutoring

The subjects I'm currently taking are:
- Mathematics
- Extension Math
- Advanced English
- Modern History
- Physics
- Studies of Religion 1
- Society & Culture (though once Extension History is confirmed, I will be dropping SAC)

I love maths and physics (but they never reciprocate my feelings RIP) and modern. Although I had to take SOR because I go to a catholic school, I don't mind the subject since it's kinda like modern and balances out my math-based subjects and my content-based subjects.

Well this post is longer than anticipated. Since today is my last day of holidays, I'm not sure how often I will post. I'm hoping that I can interact more with everyone in the ATAR Notes community (from the small number of replies to my posts, you guys seem like a nice, welcoming community :))

Anyways, I'll see you then :-)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: paigek3 on October 08, 2017, 03:42:16 pm
Welcome to the forums! How awesome that you get to spend your entire HSC journey on here! Too bad you are dropping SAC, that was one of my faves! But can completely understand how daunting the PIP is and juggling it with your Ext History major work probably would be a little too stressful! Good luck for your first day tomorrow :)

What ATAR are you aiming for and what do you want to do after yr 12?
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 04:02:35 pm
Welcome to the forums! How awesome that you get to spend your entire HSC journey on here! Too bad you are dropping SAC, that was one of my faves! But can completely understand how daunting the PIP is and juggling it with your Ext History major work probably would be a little too stressful! Good luck for your first day tomorrow :)

What ATAR are you aiming for and what do you want to do after yr 12?
Hello there! Ahh yes, SAC wasn't actually a subject that I desperately wanted to get into since it was on my 'back up subjects' but my Curriculum Coordinator stuffed up my time table and I decided to pick up SAC- Fortunately, I grew to like SAC.

As for your question, I'm aiming for a 90+ ATAR, preferably a 92 since I'd like to do Engineering (Hons)/Science at UNSW. As you can tell, I'm a huge science nerd (no shame lol) since I'm an aspiring aerospace engineer/physicist :-)

Thanks for your message!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on October 08, 2017, 04:08:55 pm
Ooh welcome to the forums, another fellow prelimmer woo! Hahah it's great to have you on board here, I'm looking forward to reading your future updates :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 04:15:05 pm
Ooh welcome to the forums, another fellow prelimmer woo! Hahah it's great to have you on board here, I'm looking forward to reading your future updates :)
Woo prelimmers unite! Good luck for your first day of year 12 :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: paigek3 on October 08, 2017, 04:15:44 pm
Hello there! Ahh yes, SAC wasn't actually a subject that I desperately wanted to get into since it was on my 'back up subjects' but my Curriculum Coordinator stuffed up my time table and I decided to pick up SAC- Fortunately, I grew to like SAC.

As for your question, I'm aiming for a 90+ ATAR, preferably a 92 since I'd like to do Engineering (Hons)/Science at UNSW. As you can tell, I'm a huge science nerd (no shame lol) since I'm an aspiring aerospace engineer/physicist :-)

Thanks for your message!

Wow!!! That is awesome!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Potatohater on October 08, 2017, 04:21:46 pm
Damn you sound like one cool kid, I look forward to reading your journal! Even though you've only made one entry, it made me feel as if I could go on the whole year 12 journey again. Then again that could also be me not wanting to do the HSC... Hope you've had a good break and are ready to smash year 12 despite what that bitch NESA throws at you :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on October 08, 2017, 04:27:32 pm
hiiiiii!!!

welcome to the journal squad! what topics are you doing for modern and extension (i used to do it, then dropped). do you have an idea of what you're going to do for your major work? in response to a few of your facts:
- yessssssssss mr darcy
- victoria? like itv victoria? love that show, although it's been pretty historically inaccurate lately. have you watched the crown on netflix? daaaamn that's a good show.

i hope AN becomes a really great place for you throughout year 12! keep the questions coming in (especially in modern hahaha) :-)
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really random question but are you indonesian? your surname gives me that vibe hahahahah

best of luck for year 12,
fantasticbeasts
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 04:28:21 pm
Damn you sound like one cool kid, I look forward to reading your journal! Even though you've only made one entry, it made me feel as if I could go on the whole year 12 journey again. Then again that could also be me not wanting to do the HSC... Hope you've had a good break and are ready to smash year 12 despite what that bitch NESA throws at you :)
Ahaha I'm not sure about cool but thanks xD And good luck to you too for your HSC!

hiiiiii!!!

welcome to the journal squad! what topics are you doing for modern and extension (i used to do it, then dropped). do you have an idea of what you're going to do for your major work? in response to a few of your facts:
- yessssssssss mr darcy
- victoria? like itv victoria? love that show, although it's been pretty historically inaccurate lately. have you watched the crown on netflix? daaaamn that's a good show.

i hope AN becomes a really great place for you throughout year 12! keep the questions coming in (especially in modern hahaha) :-)
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really random question but are you indonesian? your surname gives me that vibe hahahahah

best of luck for year 12,
fantasticbeasts

Omg hello again! I have been brainstorming ideas for my Major Work but I'm still a bit unfamiliar with Extension History so I'll see what the subject is like and modify if I need to. And in response to your response to my facts (is this response-ception *mind blown*):
- Ahaha Mr Darcy will always be a favourite sajkhdaf
- Yes, Victoria the TV show with Jenna Coleman and Tom Hughes. Probably not the best historical drama but I love Prince Albert too much. I have seen the first episode of The Crown but I haven't been watching it. I really need to catch up!

Btw, thank you so much for constantly replying to my modern history questions lol xD
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And yes, I'm actually half-Indonesian, half-Chinese. Excellent guess! How did you know? A lot of people can never guess my nationality!

Mod edit: Merged posts, use the "Modify" button on the top right :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on October 08, 2017, 04:48:11 pm
Omg hello again! I have been brainstorming ideas for my Major Work but I'm still a bit unfamiliar with Extension History so I'll see what the subject is like and modify if I need to. And in response to your response to my facts (is this response-ception *mind blown*):
- Ahaha Mr Darcy will always be a favourite sajkhdaf
- Yes, Victoria the TV show with Jenna Coleman and Tom Hughes. Probably not the best historical drama but I love Prince Albert too much. I have seen the first episode of The Crown but I haven't been watching it. I really need to catch up!

Btw, thank you so much for constantly replying to my modern history questions lol xD
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And yes, I'm actually half-Indonesian, half-Chinese. Excellent guess! How did you know? A lot of people can never guess my nationality!


hahahah hey!

good on you for starting early - that was my biggest downfall this year. had i started earlier, i probably wouldn't have dropped. the history extension course has two main units: what is history, and your case study. what is history is all about the interpretation and writing of history (sounds crap, but is soooo interesting) and the case study is from the syllabus. the case study is about someone, or something, and there are key debates within those which you'll learn about. there's also the interpretations in the debates on the person/event's significance. the exam is on those two topics - you have two hours, one hour for each essay on those topics. history extension is all about interpretations, rather than what actually happened, so when choosing your major work topic, make sure it's interesting and that there are a ton of different perspectives!

oh my gosh yeeeeeeeessssssss. tom hughes as albert = amazing. he's so beautiful. and yea, not the best historical drama... there are a ton of better ones out there. pleaseee keep on watching the crown!! a lot more accurate than victoria. another good show is outlander, which is comparable to game of thrones. although it's fiction, much of it is based on real people and real events. acting is ace in that one.

no worries! i love modern, and am very happy to answer your questions :-) if you thought modern was great this year, it gets even better.

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OH MY GOODNESS. NO WAY. SAME. i know a ton of indonesian people (indonesian church and a few from school hahah) so i guess that's where the indonesian surname vibe came from.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 04:57:04 pm
hahahah hey!

good on you for starting early - that was my biggest downfall this year. had i started earlier, i probably wouldn't have dropped. the history extension course has two main units: what is history, and your case study. what is history is all about the interpretation and writing of history (sounds crap, but is soooo interesting) and the case study is from the syllabus. the case study is about someone, or something, and there are key debates within those which you'll learn about. there's also the interpretations in the debates on the person/event's significance. the exam is on those two topics - you have two hours, one hour for each essay on those topics. history extension is all about interpretations, rather than what actually happened, so when choosing your major work topic, make sure it's interesting and that there are a ton of different perspectives!

oh my gosh yeeeeeeeessssssss. tom hughes as albert = amazing. he's so beautiful. and yea, not the best historical drama... there are a ton of better ones out there. pleaseee keep on watching the crown!! a lot more accurate than victoria. another good show is outlander, which is comparable to game of thrones. although it's fiction, much of it is based on real people and real events. acting is ace in that one.

no worries! i love modern, and am very happy to answer your questions :-) if you thought modern was great this year, it gets even better.

Spoiler
OH MY GOODNESS. NO WAY. SAME. i know a ton of indonesian people (indonesian church and a few from school hahah) so i guess that's where the indonesian surname vibe came from.
Extension History sounds very interesting, hence why I'm excited for this subject!
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OMG YAAAASSSS! Unfortunately for me, I don't know many Indonesian people apart from my relatives. Plus, my Indonesian has withered away to me with a very Aussie accent. And don't get me started on spelling. But I can still understand it. And props to you for your very sharp Indo-radar lol.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: beatroot on October 08, 2017, 05:35:48 pm
Hello hello hello!!! Welcome to the AN Forums!! Woop another Prelimminer transitioning into Year 12 tomorrow!! Super cool that we will see your ENTIRE journey from start to finish ;D. Strangest coincedence ever but I was actually planning to do History Extension so that I could drop SAC. Sadly I wasn't allowed so I had to continue SAC. What do you plan on doing your history major on?? It's terrific that you are already planning your major work! That is soo good!! ;D ;D


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And yes, I'm actually half-Indonesian, half-Chinese. Excellent guess! How did you know? A lot of people can never guess my nationality!


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ngl i was on the same boat as fantasticbeasts3 here hehehe. i was about to ask you but kinda knew you had indonesian blood because my friend has the same last name as you and she's indonesian :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 06:04:57 pm
Hello hello hello!!! Welcome to the AN Forums!! Woop another Prelimminer transitioning into Year 12 tomorrow!! Super cool that we will see your ENTIRE journey from start to finish ;D. Strangest coincedence ever but I was actually planning to do History Extension so that I could drop SAC. Sadly I wasn't allowed so I had to continue SAC. What do you plan on doing your history major on?? It's terrific that you are already planning your major work! That is soo good!! ;D ;D

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ngl i was on the same boat as fantasticbeasts3 here hehehe. i was about to ask you but kinda knew you had indonesian blood because my friend has the same last name as you and she's indonesian :)
Hello beatroot! That's quite unfortunate that you couldn't do Extension History. But SAC can be interesting as well!

As for my history major, not sure if the topics I brainstormed are good (or even relate to the syllabus) but here are a couple of topics I'm considering:
- Presentation of history in video games (e.g. Assassin's Creed)
- Portrayal of the Cold War in films/TV shows
- Unsolved case of Jack the Ripper
- Hitler (not sure what, but Hitler is such an enigmatic historical figure everything about him is hotly debated)
- Winston Churchill's quote 'History is written by the victors.' (this quote is quite intriguing but I'm not sure what to do with it. Maybe evaluate it? Idk)

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Omg so many people exposing me lol xD But that's so cool your friend has the same surname as me!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: beatroot on October 08, 2017, 06:52:47 pm
Hello beatroot! That's quite unfortunate that you couldn't do Extension History. But SAC can be interesting as well!

As for my history major, not sure if the topics I brainstormed are good (or even relate to the syllabus) but here are a couple of topics I'm considering:
- Presentation of history in video games (e.g. Assassin's Creed)
- Portrayal of the Cold War in films/TV shows
- Unsolved case of Jack the Ripper
- Hitler (not sure what, but Hitler is such an enigmatic historical figure everything about him is hotly debated)
- Winston Churchill's quote 'History is written by the victors.' (this quote is quite intriguing but I'm not sure what to do with it. Maybe evaluate it? Idk)


very interesting topics!! i quite like the 'presentation of history in video games' and churchill's quote ones. can't wait for your updates ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lollzza on October 08, 2017, 06:55:48 pm
Oh my gosh hey! Another prelimmer! Or, I guess, HSCer now haha. Great to see you and I hope we can help you out and vice versa through this likely rollercoaster of a year! Also Modern yas. Do you know your modules/electives for it??

Also thinking of taking History Extension so it's cool to see other people's ideas too! The video games one + Jack the Ripper definitely piques my interest. Personally I'm gonna do Alexander Hamilton and how he was perceived through different American governments and how information available affected that, ultimately culminating in the musical.

But I'm super excited for this year with all the new year 12s and feel free to chat anytime!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on October 08, 2017, 07:07:03 pm
Heyyy :D I'm ANOTHER soon to be HSCer!....and another Modern and Extension kiddie...Feels so weird that I'm starting my final year of school tomorrow!! My last 'first day of a new year'//....a mixture of sad scared and excited...
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 08, 2017, 07:16:27 pm
Oh my gosh hey! Another prelimmer! Or, I guess, HSCer now haha. Great to see you and I hope we can help you out and vice versa through this likely rollercoaster of a year! Also Modern yas. Do you know your modules/electives for it??

Also thinking of taking History Extension so it's cool to see other people's ideas too! The video games one + Jack the Ripper definitely piques my interest. Personally I'm gonna do Alexander Hamilton and how he was perceived through different American governments and how information available affected that, ultimately culminating in the musical.

But I'm super excited for this year with all the new year 12s and feel free to chat anytime!
YAAASSS another prelimmer! Kinda scary how prelim year finished so quickly!

As for my modern history electives, these are my modules:
Germany 1918-1938
Personality: Leni Riefenstahl 1902-2003
Conflict in Europe 1935-1945

What about you?

Heyyy :D I'm ANOTHER soon to be HSCer!....and another Modern and Extension kiddie...Feels so weird that I'm starting my final year of school tomorrow!! My last 'first day of a new year'//....a mixture of sad scared and excited...
Hello fellow prelimmer (I like to say prelimmer so I can say it's only prelims guys lol)! Ayy another modern and extension student! Yes it's so weird how it feels like a new year is starting but it's still 2017! Good look for tomorrow :)

Mod edit: Merged posts :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lollzza on October 08, 2017, 07:33:02 pm
Oo we're doing Germany too! Gonna hit'chu up if I need help ahah.
Heyyy :D I'm ANOTHER soon to be HSCer!....and another Modern and Extension kiddie...Feels so weird that I'm starting my final year of school tomorrow!! My last 'first day of a new year'//....a mixture of sad scared and excited...
Omg hey! So cool how all the prelimmers are finally making their way out of the shadows (I say as a member since year 10 welp). And another history extension student!! Wow I feel like we attract them ahha.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: katie,rinos on October 08, 2017, 08:33:53 pm
It's so cool how many of you are doing history extension! I do it this year and really love it. It's amazing that you guys are already thinking about ideas for your major because it took me forever.

My major was on the holocaust and for my question I looked at a debate between two historians on why the men of police battalion 101 were involved in the Holocaust, which was something I found really interesting. One of my friends looked at Jack the Ripper for her major as well and she liked it.

If you haven't already read it, I wrote this guide to break down the extension course!

Looking forward to reading your future entries!
Good luck everybody with starting year 12 tomorrow! ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 09, 2017, 08:49:51 pm
So it was the first day of school and already I want to curl up in a ball and cry ;-; Actually, too late; already did T_T (Warning: this post will be half rant, half narrative)

Period 2: Physics (period 1 was an assembly)
We spent the lesson going through our yearly exam. Surprisingly, I didn't do as bad as I anticipated. So here's the back story: I started going through the prelim and HSC syllabus at tutoring since year 9 because that was how enthusiastic I was to start physics lol. Come year 11, I got very confused with the method my physics teacher taught and the method my tutor taught. Even though I know the content back to front and even taught my friend when she needed help, I'd always do mediocre in my exams- my teacher thinks it's because I stress too much during the exam. As a result for the constant stress, I have the tendency to break down before and/or after the exam (usually after the exam). Before my task 1 prac exam, I had a panic attack since I wasn't sure what to expect. Back to my yearly exam, I managed to do better in this exam since previously, I would just barely pass. But I still want to get a higher mark in physics.

Period 3: Modern History
Funny thing about my modern teacher, she was like to my class,"I've marked your yearly exams but I didn't want to go through it today because I'm not bothered right now. But overall, I'm very disappointed." What a great way to start year 12! She did say there were some people that did well in the 10 mark essay in Section 2 but a lot of people didn't bother studying for that (which was the Indian Mutiny) so she was able to tell that most didn't study. Personally, I think I failed the Section 1 source based questions because I panicked when I was trying to succinctly respond to the source questions. And I hope I did well in the essay because I spent so long gathering quotes that showed that each country was to blame for the outbreak of WW1. Back to class, we just spent the class starting the first syllabus dot point but thanks to Susie's Head Start lecture, I knew what was going on! On a side note: History Extension is confirmed salfjlasfjlajlsfkh so excited

Period 4: Advanced English
I feel like today was just going to be a bad day because we also got our Task 3 essay back. And my rank dropped ;-; For half yearlies, I managed to come 2/96 but my marks dropped to a B-range mark. Sure it's not a bad mark, I was just hoping to maintain an A-range mark. It was worse because this assessment weight 30% on top of our yearly exam so I'm screwed. Plus, the teacher that marked this essay was notorious for roasting students- according to my friend who has her for Advanced English and Extension English. And I can see her roasting in her comments. I opened up my test booklet and all I saw was red T_T But thank god that this term, we have no english assessment! We're starting Area of Study but our first assessment, which will be a speech, will be presented next term.

Period 5: Extension Math
Now here comes the bigger problem that made me wanna cry. My math teacher decided to kill us by giving us our extension math paper AND mathematics paper in one go even though they haven't finished marking a few sections in mathematics. I figured that I was going to fail extension math since my friend and I couldn't even finish a past paper- it still kills me to see me fail. The thing is, I usually do better in extension math than mathematics (I was ranked 3/22 in half yearlies), but with this exam I didn't even pass.  I don't know the average mark for our class but judging on other people's reactions, I don't think the others did well. As for mathematics, I managed to do well in one section but I can't say the same for other sections of the paper. If I failed my extension math yearly, I'm hoping that at least I did better in mathematics.

But here's where my rant comes in: my math teacher sucks! Like, she legitimately sucks at teaching. Our class agreed that she can barely teach. Personally, I like my teachers to know what they're teaching and confidently explain the concepts to the class. Sure, I don't mind a few mistakes here and there but my teacher looks like she doesn't know what she's teaching and makes mistakes in her working out- at this point, it's basically this guy (who's first in maths and extension math) who is teaching her and the class. On top of that, I've approached her numerous times asking her to help me with a question or see if my working out makes sense but she always says,"I'll get back to you" and never responds. Oh, and a few days before our yearly exam, one guy in my class asked for her help with one of the questions from a past paper. She responds with:"If this question shows up in the exam, move on to the next question." If we were to follow her advice, all of us would finish the exam in less than 10 minutes! It's gotten to the point where I need two math tutors but I'm thinking of changing one of my math tutors because I can stand my math teacher.

To make things worse, there are some people in my class that shouldn't be in extension math. We have a lot more 5.2 students in our class, and I'm not saying that they're not capable of doing extension math. In fact, I think that they could also do well in extension math. The problem is that they have the attitude of 'I think I'll have a go at extension math and see how I go' and aren't serious in their studies. They obviously don't do work in class (and got to the point where my math coordinator had to speak to us about our behaviour) and my math teacher even told me that she believes that our class should be split in half because that's how much hope she has in us! And who to blame for this? My Curriculum Coordinator. Last year, our subject letters came so late (the week before year 10 finished school) and she stuffed up all of our subjects. On top of that, she allowed people to do extension subjects even though they didn't appear on the top ranks for our half yearlies! She even stuffed up my subjects because she swapped modern history with IPT and confirmed with me that I'll be doing modern history (at that time, I was going to do engineering studies as well). Come beginning of year 11, she didn't give me extension math and swapped that 1 unit with SLR so I changed my time table so I was doing modern and SAC. If this was settled last year, then my math teacher would've ended up as my physics teacher since they wouldn't run engineering studies! And my physics teacher (although sometimes not the best at teaching physics) is much better at teaching maths than my current math teacher! ajhfkahfk so grumpy

Period 6: Society & Culture
I still have to go to SAC even though I plan to drop this subject since the first two weeks for this term are still prelims. But then my teacher said we're getting our exams back. At this point I was emotionally numb because I was too busy crying in math and I figured that I wasn't gonna do well in my SAC yearly exam. Surprisingly, I managed to come 2/35 in yearlies. Too bad that I'm planning to drop this subject- it would be stressful though to keep SAC and do extension history so I'm hoping that I won't regret my decision.

Sorry that this was a really long post and it was mostly a depressing post with my ranting. I had a feeling that I wasn't gonna do well in my yearlies, which was why I wasn't looking forward to the first day of school. Plus, I was extremely burnt out by the end of term 3 I feel like 2 weeks wasn't a long holiday- I tend to get stressed and burnt out pretty easily so the first day was already exhausting. But no homework at least!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 10, 2017, 09:51:07 pm
Day 2 of being Year 12! Well, today was quite uneventful since sports day is on Tuesday and we only had three periods. Except I woke up today feeling emotionally numb from yesterday's depressing events. But I did feel a bit better today even though I'm usually dead inside lol.

Period 1: Mathematics
Math in the morning made me sad since it was a constant reminder of my failure. My teacher said our class average was 25% but she doesn't remember whether it was mathematics or extension math- highly doubt it was extension math because everyone did really bad. She was also going through some of the questions and the solutions for the extension math paper but usually teachers would post the solutions in the Google Drive but she only posted the solutions for the replacement questions- replacement questions meaning that when the school bought the papers, they had to change some of the questions because we're behind by two topics -_- I was trying to find the solutions to the whole paper but when I asked my teacher, she said she only uploaded the solutions for the replacement questions and admitted that, and I quote,"got lazy" at posting the rest of the solutions. What a great teacher! We're surely gonna do well in our HSC!

Period 2: Studies of Religion
My teacher was away today but she did send us some class work via email yesterday. Haha funny story: So I have my school email on my phone and when I opened it on my phone, I was scanning through the email and then I panicked when I saw the words "I am very disappointed..." I thought she was talking about our exams and died even more. When I opened my email on my laptop, I realised she said she was disappointed that she won't be joining us for the first SOR lesson with us lol. Moral of the story: read the email properly before panicking.

Period 3: Modern History
Yesterday my teacher mentioned that overall she was disappointed at us for our crappy results for our yearlies. My class was already anxious at her blunt comment yesterday so she decided to begin the class by showing us the range of marks people got and how many people got certain marks- anonymous of course. That made us panic even more because there was a wide spread of marks, along with some people getting zeroes in some of their responses. But I was relieved when I got my two papers back.
Section 1 (WW1 source based): 24/25
Section 2 (Indian Mutiny essay): 10/10
That one mark that I lost annoyed the hell out of me because it was the type of question where it had two statements and you had to decide if they were true or false. The thing that annoyed me the most was when my teacher was explaining why one of the statements were true, she read out the quote that made the statement true and I underlined that quote and incorporated that quote in my 6 mark response! *flips table* lakjfljafsljalwhowefh We handed our papers back and now I'm waiting for Section 3, which was an essay on the causes of WW1.

Sport/Major Work Session
Since I still haven't dropped SAC, I still need to attend these Major Work sessions. My modern teacher gathered up all the Extension History students today to go through the rough outlines of the syllabus. Funny because she said the meeting was only gonna go for 10 minutes but ended up going for an hour lol. Her introduction to the subject was that it would require us to study history as a concept rather than studying a historical event and warned us that it's very philosophical. She even gave us a taste on what kind of historical debates we would be covering! One thing you should know about me is that I LOVE philosophy- I have books by Marx, Plato and Aristotle on my shelf at the moment. Haven't read them but I was introduced to philosophy in Year 9 when I had to make an iMovie on Philosophy in the Hunger Games, an assignment I enjoyed.

The problem about Extension History was that my modern history teacher is an afternoon person and she will be taking us this term and can only meet up Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday. She offered Tuesdays and Thursdays- crappy timing because those two days are my tutoring days! She asked if I could try and move Tuesday tutoring sessions to another day but I can't because I have three hours of tutoring on Tuesdays with different tutors and they can't move to another day. I'm hoping she would agree to my proposition that we can have lessons on Wednesdays and Thursdays since my Thursday tutor is a bit more flexible and I only have one lesson. Another problem was that my history and SAC teachers recommended me to keep SAC since if people drop out of Extension History- say three people left- they might not run the subject unless if we're too far into the course, or at least keep it by the end of the year. This means that I'm currently doing 13 units and I'll have to work on two Major Works during sport. Even though it was only a meeting and I was just brainstorming ideas for my SAC PIP I was already exhausted in absorbing all the information about Extension History. The reason why I was initially gonna keep SAC for a while is that I'm afraid my Extension Math marks might drop so I can easily drop Extension Math with a back up subject. But with Extension History starting next week, I'm gonna end up doing 13 units. I'll probably speak to my Curriculum Coordinator about this tomorrow.

As for my SAC PIP topic, I decided to do a PIP on Kawaii culture- this was the topic I chose in my Task 1 mini PIP. Since the only problems I had with my mini PIP was my annotated bibliography, my SAC teacher said I can stick to that topic and refine it at the moment, and it also suited my situation of being unsure whether to drop SAC or stay due to my circumstances with Extension History.

So, today was kinda uneventful, though I'm really excited for Extension History next week because my teacher said we'll get to study Hamilton! My teacher also said that if Hamilton were to come to Australia, we would go and watch it and judge all the historical inaccuracies lol. Or maybe it is historically accurate? And on a side note: my Winston Churchill books arrived today!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lollzza on October 11, 2017, 10:06:12 pm
So, today was kinda uneventful, though I'm really excited for Extension History next week because my teacher said we'll get to study Hamilton! My teacher also said that if Hamilton were to come to Australia, we would go and watch it and judge all the historical inaccuracies lol. Or maybe it is historically accurate? And on a side note: my Winston Churchill books arrived today!

Booooooooooiiiiiiiiii I could write you an essay about Hamilton's directorial decisions (and i shall be for Ext History wink wink). In essence it has weirdly accurate details but a lot of stuff didn't happen. E.g. Burr and Hamilton weren't friends irl but did work together in law at some point. And if it comes to Australia I will see you there.

 I am in the same boat as you for the subjects though! A little scared to drop IPT because if people drop extension history then ill be left at 10 units which I do not want to happen. But teacher will probably be mad if i try and take 13 for a term haha. I'm glad you're happy with those results though! Remember, it was just prelims ahah. 
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 11, 2017, 10:15:54 pm
Booooooooooiiiiiiiiii I could write you an essay about Hamilton's directorial decisions (and i shall be for Ext History wink wink). In essence it has weirdly accurate details but a lot of stuff didn't happen. E.g. Burr and Hamilton weren't friends irl but did work together in law at some point. And if it comes to Australia I will see you there.

 I am in the same boat as you for the subjects though! A little scared to drop IPT because if people drop extension history then ill be left at 10 units which I do not want to happen. But teacher will probably be mad if i try and take 13 for a term haha. I'm glad you're happy with those results though! Remember, it was just prelims ahah.
"It's only prelims guys." I swear that is my motto for the whole year lol.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: HamBurr17 on October 15, 2017, 09:41:35 pm
So, today was kinda uneventful, though I'm really excited for Extension History next week because my teacher said we'll get to study Hamilton! My teacher also said that if Hamilton were to come to Australia, we would go and watch it and judge all the historical inaccuracies lol. Or maybe it is historically accurate? And on a side note: my Winston Churchill books arrived today!

Booooooooooiiiiiiiiii I could write you an essay about Hamilton's directorial decisions (and i shall be for Ext History wink wink). In essence it has weirdly accurate details but a lot of stuff didn't happen. E.g. Burr and Hamilton weren't friends irl but did work together in law at some point. And if it comes to Australia I will see you there.


You guys are STUDYING HAMILTON?!?!!?!?!?!???!?!?!?!

Oh man, I weep  ;)

But seriously, if when it comes to Australia, I too will see you there XD
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 15, 2017, 10:41:47 pm
Hey guys!

Just a short post today but to any Year 12's taking the HSC tomorrow:
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!

I'm sure your hard work will be paid off :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 21, 2017, 07:00:11 pm
So I haven't had time to post for the past week since I've been busy (even though only two weeks have passed whoops!) but doing 13 units worth of subjects is slowly eating away my sleep. The stress hasn't kicked in yet but HSC year is starting next week so my stressed mode is probably gonna kick into gear soon. These two weeks have been really uneventful- not surprising since barely anything has happened apart from the usual 'school-home-homework' routine with a few tutoring sessions here and there. ALTHOUGH I did go to an English excursion on Thursday to go see a play at Belvoir St Theatre; 'Ghosts' was the name of the play. I really enjoyed that play since the set was really pretty and the acting was amazing! But I couldn't help but think about discovery throughout the whole play -_-

And then I managed to finally get my driver's licence on Friday! I've been procrastinating in doing my Driver's Knowledge Test but now that I've finally got my L's, I can't wait to start driving.

So yeah, nothing much has been happening. I have been trying to maintain this habit of doing study notes at the end of each week on Evernote to try and stay on top of my subjects, which is weird since I usually write my study notes and I'm usually really picky with what study resources and stationery I should use- I've turned into a stationery/textbook connoisseur. I'm hoping that if I have time, I want to do some stationery reviews that could help in exams as well as some textbook reviews since I have a bunch of textbooks sitting on my bookshelf right now- both mediocre and good ones!

(This post was probably a mess so sorry for my thoughts being all over the place :) )
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on November 12, 2017, 02:50:55 pm
So it's been a while since I've written anything. Exam notifications have been piling up and my stress levels have been increasing each day- ahh fun times. Now I have a Modern History topic test tomorrow, an SOR exam on Tuesday and a Permutations and Combinations topic test on Wednesday, which kinda sucks since I had to go to a society and culture excursion on Thursday and Friday. It was fun but my homework and exam preparations had to be put to a halt, meaning that my weekends are gonna be drowned by homework to catch up and make sure I'm on task in terms of my assignment. Sometimes I'm surprised I haven't cried myself to sleep this week but that's probably gonna kick in when my math exams are around the corner.

Speaking of math, my prelim reports have just been mailed and boy is my dad annoyed. Not at me, per se, but more at my school. If you haven't noticed yet, my math teacher really sucks- not just me holding a grudge against her but the whole class can agree that she legitimately cannot teach. So my 2U math rank has improved in comparison to my half-yearlies but my 3U rank has plummeted from a 3rd to a 7th. But I'm more concerned over my yearlies mark. Our class failed so bad in our yearlies our class average was a 25%, with the highest mark being a pass- barely pass. Even though my rank is 7/22 (now 14 since so many people dropped), my course grade is a D, meaning that if you look at the mark distribution, everyone got either a D or an E with only one person getting a C. My dad was furious at the school when he saw the mark distribution because it reflects how ineffective my math teacher is at doing her job. On top of that, I've been dissatisfied with my math tutor as of late since he tends to get distracted with other tutors in the same room and talk about something irrelevant like memes while I'm flailing in my seat, trying to get his attention. My other math tutor is also not the best since there have been times when he looks at a question and says,"Huh. Not sure how to do that question" and this isn't a one time thing; this happens at least once a week. Like I get that all tutors can solve every single math problem but if this is happening consistently, then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also, I've recently realised how much I suck at time management. Juggling with 2 Major Works, homework, exam preparations and studying has been a massive struggle for me. I've been trying to finish my annotated bibliography for SAC but my math homework takes up most of my night. And I've been a bit neglectful towards my History Extension Project lately, probably because I'm not sure where to go (I have my topic but I'm not sure how to narrow it down to a question).

Another thing I realised is my lacking extra-curricular activities. Sure, I did Red Shield Appeal, helped out in Breakfast Club twice and volunteered for subject selection evening, but I've barely done anything and if I want to apply for School Recommendation Scheme or any scholarships, my application would not give me a leverage over the other applicants. I've been trying to look for places to volunteer but most of them say that you need to be 18 and over to volunteer. I've tried talking to my career advisor but she tells me not to worry about it since I've done a lot in Year 10 but I've heard that the Selection Committee does not give a toss about my Year 10 contributions and I should do more in Year 11 and 12. If anyone knows anywhere I could volunteer or an upcoming event that is accepting volunteers please PM me or just respond to this post because I really want to do some volunteering and holidays are coming up soon.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on November 13, 2017, 07:21:31 pm
Hey guys! Quick post today but I just wanted to tell you write that I just got accepted to the Honeywell Engineering Summer School! OMG I'M SO EXCITED TO DO SOME ENGINEERING STUFF (idk what lol) AT THE END OF THE TERM!

The only problem is that it costs $800 to attend it since I'm staying at a place for 6 days ._.

Anyway, that's basically all for today :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 17, 2018, 11:03:55 pm
Woah I haven't been here in a while. Coming back from my Engineering camp and then hit with the realisation that have two assignments to complete and a crap load of holiday homework. At this point, I've finished my holiday homework; I'm just in the dilemma whether I should focus on my Major Works or update my study notes. And school is slowly creeping up. Yay stress!

This week has been tiring since these AtarNotes lectures have been going on for the whole week, this being my second time attending the lectures. I found myself laughing internally because when I saw the group of lecturers (Jamon, Elyse, Rui and a whole bunch of others), I couldn't help but feel shocked that I'm seeing them in real life. I found this thought funny because it's almost like a reaction when you encounter celebrities; I've either spoke to them via the forums or read their posts so it made me feel like I knew them but at the same time know nothing about them. This is probably my inner nerd gushing over the whole AN team because I realised how much I admired them (like seriously, speaking to Susie via email for the first time led to me gushing to my friends how admirable Susie and the whole AN team are).

And then I found myself in the ATAR results discussion page. The more I scrolled through each page, it elevated my mood that there were a handful of people that were happy with their ATAR. I felt like a proud mum seeing everyone achieve at least something, even though I've never talked to them before via the forums or face to face. I guess that kinda motivated me to update my studyblr (add me @studywithlivia #shamelessplug) and push through my studies.

10 MORE MONTHS UNTIL THE HSC not sure if I should be happy or not lol

That's enough gushing from me.

On a side note: so my new math tutor is very unreliable at the moment so I'm math tutor hunting again- really difficult to find good ones that can teach 3U math so if you guys know anyone please let me know!
My english tutor is also kinda ditching me because she has internships this year (which is bad because she's capable of helping me in english, society & culture and modern history) so anyone who knows good english tutors please let me know!

Anyways, I'll see you soon (probably in like 9742761 years)!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on January 17, 2018, 11:11:57 pm
hey hey!!

i was exactly the same with all the lecturers at the AN meetups - it's so strange meeting people you know from the internet in real life! sometimes i'm still shocked i know them?? like i just wow hahahaha

as cliche as it sounds, year 12 goes by super fast. you probably won't believe it until you get to half yearlies, or maybe even after that, but time just flies. make the most of it - it's such a great year (albeit very stressful at times) :-)

all the best for the rest of the year!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 17, 2018, 11:22:10 pm
hey hey!!

i was exactly the same with all the lecturers at the AN meetups - it's so strange meeting people you know from the internet in real life! sometimes i'm still shocked i know them?? like i just wow hahahaha

as cliche as it sounds, year 12 goes by super fast. you probably won't believe it until you get to half yearlies, or maybe even after that, but time just flies. make the most of it - it's such a great year (albeit very stressful at times) :-)

all the best for the rest of the year!
Ahaha Year 11 was already stressful for me. Can't wait for school to start (note the sarcasm).

But I am looking forward to the fact that I'll be done by the end of the year- no more backstabbers, gossip, disorganised departments and teachers treating us like we're primary school kids.

Make the most of your 3+ month break! Your hard work has paid off :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on January 17, 2018, 11:55:43 pm
Ahaha Year 11 was already stressful for me. Can't wait for school to start (note the sarcasm).

But I am looking forward to the fact that I'll be done by the end of the year- no more backstabbers, gossip, disorganised departments and teachers treating us like we're primary school kids.

Make the most of your 3+ month break! Your hard work has paid off :)

it'll only be stressful if you make it stressful :-) take it day by day, and the year will go so fast. i can definitely agree with you on the backstabbers and gossip; it's sort of gone after high school hahaha, although there will always be some of it.

definitely having a pretty chill break, and you chill out too! the holidays aren't made for studying (not going to lie i read all my english texts in the holidays... but still leave time for doing absolutely nothing!)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Natasha.97 on January 18, 2018, 06:23:44 am
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On a side note: so my new math tutor is very unreliable at the moment so I'm math tutor hunting again- really difficult to find good ones that can teach 3U math so if you guys know anyone please let me know!
My english tutor is also kinda ditching me because she has internships this year (which is bad because she's capable of helping me in english, society & culture and modern history) so anyone who knows good english tutors please let me know!

Check our our tuition board here! :D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 26, 2018, 04:45:46 pm
Hello there!
So there's less than a week until school starts and I feel like I'm very behind in everything. I just finished my physics notes but making them took longer than expected and I still need to update my study notes for English, SOR1, Modern History, SAC and Math. Should I just update my study notes or should I continue working on my Major Work? If I continue working on my Major Work, which one?

I'm also feeling a bit behind in my Major Work at the moment. At the moment for Society & Culture, I've contacted two sociologists who are experts in ethnic studies (both haven't responded to my emails ;-;), refined my questionnaire and have already annotated ten sources for my annotated bibliography. However, I need to do my content analysis (meaning that I have six movies to watch and take notes) and I need to send out my questionnaire. To any SAC students, where should I be up to at this moment? To me, I feel really behind.

As for History Extension, I've contacted three experts (two who have already responded to my questions), finished my proposal essay have already included around ten sources in my reference list. However, I have a long list of sources I need to sift through and take notes as well as read this book I've borrowed online and have been renewing it even though I've barely touched it. Where should I be up to in my project?

My motivation has been depleting as school gets closer. Hopefully I find motivation somewhere and finish all the things I need to do before school starts.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on January 26, 2018, 06:19:11 pm
hi!! hope you're doing well. :-)

i'd probably do the notes first, because there's a huge sense of satisfaction in having them updated, and that will probably help with motivation.

as for major works, i have no experience there except for being a history extension drop out?? the sources take a very long time to go through; so don't be too worried if you feel like you're behind - it's the case for everyone. the essay is (apparently) easier to get through so you should be good if you start it at the end of term. can't say much about SAC, but beatroot should help you out there ;)

don't be too disheartened if you don't finish all the stuff you planned to do - motivation is hard to come by when you have so much to do, so don't do too much work at once, otherwise you'll tire out very easily.

all the best!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: beatroot on January 26, 2018, 06:27:37 pm
Hello there!
So there's less than a week until school starts and I feel like I'm very behind in everything. I just finished my physics notes but making them took longer than expected and I still need to update my study notes for English, SOR1, Modern History, SAC and Math. Should I just update my study notes or should I continue working on my Major Work? If I continue working on my Major Work, which one?

I'm also feeling a bit behind in my Major Work at the moment. At the moment for Society & Culture, I've contacted two sociologists who are experts in ethnic studies (both haven't responded to my emails ;-;), refined my questionnaire and have already annotated ten sources for my annotated bibliography. However, I need to do my content analysis (meaning that I have six movies to watch and take notes) and I need to send out my questionnaire. To any SAC students, where should I be up to at this moment? To me, I feel really behind.


Coming from someone who did two major works during their HSC, they are the priority at the moment! They're due first! It's gonna be harder to work on them whilst you are studying for your subjects back in the classroom context. However don't neglect your study notes to the point where you don't study at all. As for right now, I think the ratio for the work put towards your major and your study notes should be 65:35 or 60:40.

(And coming from someone who actually did a PIP during their HSC ;) ) You are making great progress!! Seriously you should be proud of yourself for brainstorming and getting your primary research done! At this rate you should just work on your questionnaire and get it posted ASAP. Also definitely get your secondary research done because this will help you build your central material whilst you are awaiting answers for your questionnaire and the two sociologists (who I hope will) respond to your email. If it makes you feel better, I didn't start my questionnaire until end of Feb and didn't start my central material until March (was one of the the last ones to start). But I still ended up finishing first in the class (submitted my PIP 4 days before the due date). As long as you keep persevering, you can do it! :) I felt I was motivated for my PIP the more primary research methods I got done and more chapters I submitted to my teacher.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 27, 2018, 05:07:06 pm
Hey guys!
So yesterday I was losing a bit of motivation but my mood got lifted when one of the historiographers I contacted responded to my email and answered my question! He was really nice about his responses and very understanding towards the fact that I am a high school student and still a bit new to coming up with questions. And his responses were very detailed so it's safe to say that I have someone to quote in my History Extension project.

On the other hand, I recently posted my SAC questionnaire on AN forums and the Facebook Discussion page. I'm probably a bit impatient but I keep refreshing my page to see if there are any new responses xD. I kinda got a bit sad because there were two people who weren't really responding properly. One of them was alright because I could at least get an opinion from their response but the other participant kinda started questioning the questions so I couldn't get an opinion. I started getting self-conscious over my own questions even though my teacher and the AN community are really happy with my questions (I'm sorry I'm weak). To any SAC students, is it common to find these kinds of people when you were gathering responses? I'm trying to not let that get me down since I've seen someone recite Disney song lyrics in another person's questionnaire.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: kauac on January 27, 2018, 10:22:27 pm
Hey guys!
So yesterday I was losing a bit of motivation but my mood got lifted when one of the historiographers I contacted responded to my email and answered my question! He was really nice about his responses and very understanding towards the fact that I am a high school student and still a bit new to coming up with questions. And his responses were very detailed so it's safe to say that I have someone to quote in my History Extension project.

On the other hand, I recently posted my SAC questionnaire on AN forums and the Facebook Discussion page. I'm probably a bit impatient but I keep refreshing my page to see if there are any new responses xD. I kinda got a bit sad because there were two people who weren't really responding properly. One of them was alright because I could at least get an opinion from their response but the other participant kinda started questioning the questions so I couldn't get an opinion. I started getting self-conscious over my own questions even though my teacher and the AN community are really happy with my questions (I'm sorry I'm weak). To any SAC students, is it common to find these kinds of people when you were gathering responses? I'm trying to not let that get me down since I've seen someone recite Disney song lyrics in another person's questionnaire.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia

Hi Olivia!

When I was reading through your posts, all that I could think of was that you must be super busy! Coming from a person who chose NO humanities or major work subjects, it does sound like you have made a lot of progress this holidays! I encourage you to make sure you have some relaxation these last few days before school is back - it's completely okay to take a break for as much time as you need if you are feeling overwhelmed.  :) Most importantly, do what you need to get yourself in the right frame of mind for this term...If it makes you feel less stressed and more motivated to continue motoring on through the last of the holiday work, then go for it! But try not to overwork yourself before school starts back... Remember, the HSC is an endurance event, not a sprint.  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: beatroot on January 27, 2018, 11:07:54 pm
On the other hand, I recently posted my SAC questionnaire on AN forums and the Facebook Discussion page. I'm probably a bit impatient but I keep refreshing my page to see if there are any new responses xD. I kinda got a bit sad because there were two people who weren't really responding properly. One of them was alright because I could at least get an opinion from their response but the other participant kinda started questioning the questions so I couldn't get an opinion. I started getting self-conscious over my own questions even though my teacher and the AN community are really happy with my questions (I'm sorry I'm weak). To any SAC students, is it common to find these kinds of people when you were gathering responses? I'm trying to not let that get me down since I've seen someone recite Disney song lyrics in another person's questionnaire.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia

It's definitely common to see people who give out a ~meh~ answer to your survey. I definitely had a couple of them in my survey. It was a pain but this made the whole analysing part easier because this extra time I could've had reading their answers, I could proceed to reading actual and useful responses to the survey. I had a couple of girls in my SAC class who were attacked by some of their survey participants. One girl did her topic on 'white privilege' and I kid you not, at least five people had a go at her. Another girl got a response saying 'how dare you steal my topic!'. There was one girl who did her PIP on body images and one survey participant said 'I identify as a mayonnaise'.

Completely normal if you get responses that aren't up to standard. You can always talk about this in the log part of your PIP :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 28, 2018, 06:52:51 pm
Hey guys!
So yesterday I was in a low mood but today I FINALLY FINISHED MY ENGLISH NOTES! Well, not everything, just my notes on The Tempest. I think I should do my content analysis for SAC but I really want to make notes for my related text. I'll have to marathon the movies for my SAC content analysis tonight and hopefully finish before tomorrow so I can practice my English speech.

Hopefully, school doesn't bombard me too much on the first week of school (I start on Wednesday) so that can give me a chance to finish my notes for SOR, SAC and Modern (I don't think I'll have time to make notes for Math so I'll just focus on doing practice questions).

Short post today because I barely ate today so I can finish my English notes lol.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Potatohater on January 28, 2018, 10:38:24 pm
i was exactly the same with all the lecturers at the AN meetups - it's so strange meeting people you know from the internet in real life! sometimes i'm still shocked i know them?? like i just wow hahahaha

I know I'm late to this post but YES! It's so weird to think that I got to talk to Susie about drama in real life not just over the forums, but what I find the most bizzare is going up to everyone and being like "hi I'm potatohater" and getting responses of "I'm fantasticbeasts3" or "I'm blasonduo" etc. haha

Hey guys!
So yesterday I was in a low mood but today I FINALLY FINISHED MY ENGLISH NOTES! Well, not everything, just my notes on The Tempest. I think I should do my content analysis for SAC but I really want to make notes for my related text. I'll have to marathon the movies for my SAC content analysis tonight and hopefully finish before tomorrow so I can practice my English speech.

Hopefully, school doesn't bombard me too much on the first week of school (I start on Wednesday) so that can give me a chance to finish my notes for SOR, SAC and Modern (I don't think I'll have time to make notes for Math so I'll just focus on doing practice questions).

Short post today because I barely ate today so I can finish my English notes lol.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia


OMG you finished your English notes! I applaud you! My English notes in all honesty never got finished - they were just random bits of info everywhere and mostly a massive mess. Hopefully you get time to work on the other subjects, just do a bit every day or so even and you'll get there for sure!

Good luck starting the 2nd quarter of year 12!  :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 29, 2018, 09:21:15 pm
Hey guys!
So the realisation just hit that school is starting on Wednesday and my paranoia over my holiday homework has struck. I finished my Modern history essay weeks ago (and Susie is already cool with it) and then I see the messages in my Modern class group chat. I spent half of the day frantically asking them to make sure I did everything the best I could because my teacher is really pedantic over everything (e.g. double spacing, size font etc.) and she included on the Google doc what information to include. I wasn't sure if I did my essay right because I divided my paragraphs into social, economic, political and cultural (since the essay question was on the impacts of WW1 on women in Britain) and one of the other guys did one paragraph per dot point (since the list of information to include was in dot points). Personally, I found it a bit strange to do one dot point per paragraph because how do I dedicate one whole paragraph about social class? I don't know, I'm kinda freaking out that I did my essay wrong and I even checked the essay marking criteria (yes, my teacher said this was just holiday homework but has set out a marking criteria) and it didn't really say if there was a specific number of paragraphs needed for the essay. My teacher isn't even gonna be here in Term 1!

Anyway, I spent the whole day marathoning the movies I needed to watch for my SAC content analysis. I only had three of the movies I needed to watch so I only could watch them (and my Internet died on my so RIP data). I guess I should also update my logbook for SAC and History Extension since I was kinda lazy to walk to my printer and I realised I had to pay to print at the local library (I didn't have to walk to my main printer since it relied on Wi-Fi. I'm a spoilt child. Sue me). And then I just realised I forgot to add the date I viewed the websites in my reference list so I have to fix that up -_-.

On the other hand, I feel really happy (and validated) when ATAR Notes shared my image on their Instagram (and gave them permission of course!). I'm just hoping that people get a bit more motivated. Obviously, I've been feeling a little down recently but I'm starting to pick things up again. It's funny because in the caption they (idk who moderates the Insta account lol) mentioned my UNSW pamphlet. I've never realised that has been keeping me motivated this whole time even though those pamphlets have been sitting on my desk for over a year xD. (Maybe I should start a studyblr thread in the AN forums ;D).

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on January 30, 2018, 04:26:14 pm
Aw man, I completely feel you haha! I did all my holiday homework literally 2 days before school started and I'm pretty sure I did more in those days than I did my entire holidays. I feel super guilty because I know heaps of people who had already completed their syllabus notes and shit - like what the actual fuck?? Haha you should totally start a study blog or whatever they're called, I find them so aesthetically pleasing to look at... though ironically they often fuel my procrastination haha! Good luck with everything :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 31, 2018, 04:15:00 pm
Hey guys!
So... the inevitable first day of school just passed and there have been so many changes to the school it was kinda unsettling lol. I knew we were gonna have a new AP but a new principal kinda sprung up on us since they revealed that our previous principal would move after school ended. The thing about our AP and principal was that they were both so chill and approachable you could just hang out and talk to them forever at lunch. The new principal and AP though... I don't know, they feel like your traditional teachers where they set this relationship of: "I'm the teacher, you're the student" and keep a strong barrier between them. Sure, there is a difference in terms of hierarchy but a likeable teacher is someone who can maintain this strong dynamic with the student. Keeping up a barrier will make it difficult for a lot of students to accept new teachers. I don't know, that's just my reflections on teachers.

Speaking of teachers, I GOT A DIFFERENT MATH TEACHER!! I'm so excited because my new teacher was the teacher I really wanted for math. My previous math teacher (if you haven't read in my previous posts) is horrible at teaching, and this is a class consensus not just me being that one hater in the class. She gave me so much anxiety because she was always so unsure when she would teach but thankfully, we have a different teacher. My older sister actually had my current teacher for General Maths and she was really happy with him because he was so passionate about teaching maths and just learning in general. And a passionate teacher is always a great teacher. The happier they are with their job, the more willing they are to teach and give us support. So yeah, I'm happy with this change because he is really approachable and organised. I am a bit concerned about his ability to teach the 3U content because one of my friends asked him a perms and combs question last year during her study period and he was unsure how to answer it. I would assume that over the holidays, he would've revisited the 3U content to make sure he was prepared for us- and I wouldn't doubt that about him because he enjoys learning.

Another new teacher I have is a new Modern History teacher. I knew we were getting a new teacher for modern because my usual teacher gave us a head's up that she will be on leave for Term 1. I was a bit concerned but when I googled the name of my new teacher... boy was he qualified to teach. I love my usual teacher because she's so pedantic and although that stresses me out, it also gives me a sense of calmness in the sense that I can trust her for giving me feedback because she likes to give feedback. But this new teacher, he has a PhD in History! I was amused because we have a high achieving academic teaching at a kinda-broke private school lol. He did tell me that he has written journal articles so I'm gonna try and dig for his journal articles lol.

With the first day of school comes marks for our first assessment. Math I kinda knew my mark because my teacher emailed it to us over the holidays. I kinda knew I wasn't gonna do as best as I wanted to because the 3U exam was my last exam and I was already exhausted with the whole year just gone by. Sure, I'm always disappointed at myself in math but I really want to bring up my math marks, and to be honest, I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong with my study; I do every question in my homework exercises, I actually do my homework, I ask my teacher questions and do past papers. Should there be anything I should change in my studying habits? If anyone who has suggestions please let me know!

I also got my physics prac exam back. I was dreading it because throughout prelim year, I would just pass physics when physics was the one subject that I really prepared for. I knew the syllabus back to front and contributed often to the class but my marks wouldn't show that. My physics teacher thinks that I get stressed during the exams, hindering my problem solving skills- sounds reasonable because my teacher has seen me numerous times breaking down after my exams (not as bad as tunnel vision but usually hyperventilation and just plain sobbing). But I actually didn't do as bad as I thought. I managed to come 2nd in my exam. I kinda got annoyed at the guy who came first because he's very arrogant and likes to look down on people, especially in math. But I'm in the process of scabbing marks so I'm hoping my teacher can give me the two extra marks lol.

My modern marks were also given back. I already knew how I went in the multiple choice because my teacher went through it last year but I was concerned with my short answers. I also felt under pressure with my marks because throughout prelim year, I managed to hold onto my 1st rank- but I shouldn't depend on my prelim ranks because they determine nothing. When I got my paper back, I found that I lost marks in my source analysis, except her comments were more on making my responses a bit more nuanced- personally, I'm not sure if that comment is worth deducting two marks because throughout my response, she had a few ticks and 'greats' here and there. But I still maintained my 1st place so I'm kinda content with that.

So yeah, first day back at school. I have an English speech due next Monday so I really need to cut down my analyses. My post is a bit disorganised, probably because my mind is all over the place at the moment.

Anyways, seen you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Opengangs on January 31, 2018, 04:31:11 pm
Aye, congrats on surviving another day of year 12! Whew.

In terms of improving your maths marks, there may be a couple of reasons why:

First and foremost: are you confident with the content itself? Is it too difficult to wrap your head around? Usually, they are the first indication of why you may have a mark that is undesirable, but don't worry! You've got the whole year to bring that up. If this is you, then go back to different varieties of question. Challenge yourself, and do the harder questions from the textbook rather than sticking with the questions at the beginning. A good way to do questions from the textbook is to do the last two columns or do every third question. This allows you to be efficient with your study, and you're not constantly attempting questions you definitely can do in the exam. You could always go back and attempt more questions if you don't feel comfortable.

Secondly, do you feel anxious when you walk into the exam? You may have a good foundation, but that all becomes redundant if you freak out during the exam. If this is you, then take a few deep breaths and control your breathing before you begin your exam. Make sure you're feeling relaxed. During the exam, don't slouch your back or lean towards the table. Your body language signifies your anxiety level, and you don't do as well because there's too many things happening at once in your mind. Have a nice posture; don't grip your pens too hard, and just do the questions. :) Perhaps, take note of how you're breathing as well, and make the conscious decision to slow down and control that breathing. You'll feel a lot better when you do.

Thirdly, make a note of where you're constantly losing marks. Is it a specific topic, or are they just silly mistakes? Do you forget to add the "+C"? Write these mistakes into a journal or notebook, and keep adding to it when you get an assessment or exam back. Look over them before an exam, so you don't make that same mistake. Write in different coloured pens to help you visualise it in the exam. This helps to understand specifically where you're going wrong, and by constantly reminding yourself of these mistakes, you'll slowly and consciously omit them from the actual exams and the HSC exam.

Hopefully, these were helpful to you in some way haha.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on January 31, 2018, 04:57:21 pm
Aye, congrats on surviving another day of year 12! Whew.

In terms of improving your maths marks, there may be a couple of reasons why:

First and foremost: are you confident with the content itself? Is it too difficult to wrap your head around? Usually, they are the first indication of why you may have a mark that is undesirable, but don't worry! You've got the whole year to bring that up. If this is you, then go back to different varieties of question. Challenge yourself, and do the harder questions from the textbook rather than sticking with the questions at the beginning. A good way to do questions from the textbook is to do the last two columns or do every third question. This allows you to be efficient with your study, and you're not constantly attempting questions you definitely can do in the exam. You could always go back and attempt more questions if you don't feel comfortable.

Secondly, do you feel anxious when you walk into the exam? You may have a good foundation, but that all becomes redundant if you freak out during the exam. If this is you, then take a few deep breaths and control your breathing before you begin your exam. Make sure you're feeling relaxed. During the exam, don't slouch your back or lean towards the table. Your body language signifies your anxiety level, and you don't do as well because there's too many things happening at once in your mind. Have a nice posture; don't grip your pens too hard, and just do the questions. :) Perhaps, take note of how you're breathing as well, and make the conscious decision to slow down and control that breathing. You'll feel a lot better when you do.

Thirdly, make a note of where you're constantly losing marks. Is it a specific topic, or are they just silly mistakes? Do you forget to add the "+C"? Write these mistakes into a journal or notebook, and keep adding to it when you get an assessment or exam back. Look over them before an exam, so you don't make that same mistake. Write in different coloured pens to help you visualise it in the exam. This helps to understand specifically where you're going wrong, and by constantly reminding yourself of these mistakes, you'll slowly and consciously omit them from the actual exams and the HSC exam.

Hopefully, these were helpful to you in some way haha.
Ahaha thanks for these tips! I feel like stress is the biggest factor because a lot of things trigger me in the exam. When I did my 3U exam last term, the guy who I was placed next to has this ridiculous habit of tapping incessantly and that increased my stress levels dramatically. On top of that is just pure paranoia with whether I know my content or not. I'm not sure if that impacts my understanding of the content, but I tend to be really paranoid so I end up doing every single question in the exercise (and my new teacher prefers it if we do every question in the exercise). But I feel like exam questions just throw me off in general. No matter how many past papers I do, I'm always thrown off in exams. I don't know how to approach it in an exam but then afterwards I kinda figure out.

Idk, I think it's a mix of stress and confidence. But thanks again for these tips :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 03, 2018, 07:25:31 pm
Hey guys!
Remember how I said that I came second in physics? Well I managed to scab one more mark for my physics exam, making me equally first! It's kinda funny because people have made jokes about the guy coming first being my rival (including my physics teacher lol) and when he heard me talking to my teacher about my mark, he kinda got bitter. Don't get me wrong, he is really smart but he also likes to look down on people.

Anyways, I managed to catch a cold -_-. How does one get a cold during hot weather? Well, last year I got a cold around the same time and when I met my doctor last year, she said fluctuating weather can cause colds. It's kinda bad because I have a speech due on Monday and I've already made it clear to my class mates that I want to go first (or I hope I did). Welp :/ looks like I'll be in a coughing fit during my speech. It's not that bad at the moment; it's just that my throat is making it uncomfortable to swallow and my left nostril is always blocked.

And speaking of speeches, boy am I glad my friend was doing a study group for English. Well, I couldn't attend their study group per se, but I did contribute to critiquing one of the people who attended. The thing is, the host of the study group is basically who everyone in the study group looked up to because she's really good in English (and does 3U english) so she was the one giving the comments but she wasn't satisfied with the comments a lot of people gave her. Hence, we both decided to critique each other's speeches since I couldn't come to the study group and I might as well critique a friend's speech while she gives me her comments on my speech. It managed to work out well because she tried her best to give as much feedback as possible while I did the same- it was kinda funny when we were in the library and she was in the middle of commenting my speech, our English teacher wandered past where we were sitting and she got triggered seeing him (I think it's because she got triggered about 4U english and the shame she got from our English teacher lol).  I feel a bit more confident in my speech.

The problem is, how much should I practice? Last year, I spend Sunday practicing all day to the point that I used the exact same words when I spoke, making me sound like I memorised a full script. At this point, I know most of my points and I have to look down at my notes a few times before talking about my points. But I'm also scared that I'll over-practice (is that even a thing xD) and then sound robotic on Monday. If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know!

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on February 03, 2018, 09:50:15 pm

Hey guys!
Remember how I said that I came second in physics? Well I managed to scab one more mark for my physics exam, making me equally first! It's kinda funny because people have made jokes about the guy coming first being my rival (including my physics teacher lol) and when he heard me talking to my teacher about my mark, he kinda got bitter. Don't get me wrong, he is really smart but he also likes to look down on people.

Anyways, I managed to catch a cold -_-. How does one get a cold during hot weather? Well, last year I got a cold around the same time and when I met my doctor last year, she said fluctuating weather can cause colds. It's kinda bad because I have a speech due on Monday and I've already made it clear to my class mates that I want to go first (or I hope I did). Welp :/ looks like I'll be in a coughing fit during my speech. It's not that bad at the moment; it's just that my throat is making it uncomfortable to swallow and my left nostril is always blocked.

And speaking of speeches, boy am I glad my friend was doing a study group for English. Well, I couldn't attend their study group per se, but I did contribute to critiquing one of the people who attended. The thing is, the host of the study group is basically who everyone in the study group looked up to because she's really good in English (and does 3U english) so she was the one giving the comments but she wasn't satisfied with the comments a lot of people gave her. Hence, we both decided to critique each other's speeches since I couldn't come to the study group and I might as well critique a friend's speech while she gives me her comments on my speech. It managed to work out well because she tried her best to give as much feedback as possible while I did the same- it was kinda funny when we were in the library and she was in the middle of commenting my speech, our English teacher wandered past where we were sitting and she got triggered seeing him (I think it's because she got triggered about 4U english and the shame she got from our English teacher lol).  I feel a bit more confident in my speech.

The problem is, how much should I practice? Last year, I spend Sunday practicing all day to the point that I used the exact same words when I spoke, making me sound like I memorised a full script. At this point, I know most of my points and I have to look down at my notes a few times before talking about my points. But I'm also scared that I'll over-practice (is that even a thing xD) and then sound robotic on Monday. If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know!

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
HAHAHAHHA OMG GIRL, I was basically in the same position as you are now when I was preparing for my major work presentation/speech for Multimedia lol. I had severe glandular fever and reflux laryngitis, so I completely lost my voice and so I asked my teacher if I could go the next day (so it would subside a bit) and he sternly said no. In order to decide the order, he randomly picked people out of a hat so I was praying I would be picked on another day. And of course... I had to go first. I got full marks on the presentation though, so it's tough but possible HAHHAA
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 03, 2018, 09:51:38 pm
HAHAHAHHA OMG GIRL, I was basically in the same position as you are now when I was preparing for my major work presentation/speech for Multimedia lol. I had severe glandular fever and reflux laryngitis, so I completely lost my voice and so I asked my teacher if I could go the next day (so it would subside a bit) and he sternly said no. In order to decide the order, he randomly picked people out of a hat so I was praying I would be picked on another day. And of course... I had to go first. I got full marks on the presentation though, so it's tough but possible HAHHAA
Omg lol! How does one present with a lost voice?? At least you got full marks xD
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on February 03, 2018, 09:55:09 pm

Omg lol! How does one present with a lost voice?? At least you got full marks xD

HAHAHAHAHA I KNOW, I had to keep gasping and pausing because it hurt so much! I literally lost it all, and I just kind of squeaked my words out the best I could - albeit sounding dead as fuck lol. I know!! It didnt help that I improvised the whole thing on the spot, so I was sure the max I could get was 70% xD Probs got it because he felt bad for me tbh HAHAHHAA
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 09, 2018, 08:38:21 pm
Hey guys!
So week 2 of the year has gone by and I'm exhausted already. I think my main struggle is to maintain a balance with homework and Major Works. My math homework takes up at least four hours of my study time so by the time I finish my homework, I'm too tired to do anything. Or sometimes I don't finish my math homework and I just have to move on because I literally cannot do any more questions. I'm hoping I can do more of my Major Works and hopefully start my creative this weekend- I'm starting to get sick of math lol.

Anyways, I kinda found out that my new math teacher isn't the best at teaching 3U content. We started going through integration by substitution and he didn't really address any questions involving a u^2 or re-arranging what u was and make it equal to x. It was a bit confusing for me when I did the homework because we never went through it in class and I didn't expect it. He didn't know about these kinds of questions until I asked him next lesson. I had to ask my physics teacher as well to explain it to me and he was able to explain it better than my math teacher. Yet again, my new math teacher is better than my previous one so I should be complaining.

I'm also starting to feel behind in my Major Work. My Society & Culture teacher told me I'm not behind but I still feel a bit behind. On top of that, I'm barely getting any responses for my questionnaire. I have 54 responses at the moment but I was hoping that I was able to push it up to 100 responses once I sent it to the Year 11s since I was able to get around 51 responses when I sent it on HSC Facebook Page, AN Forums, PIP Exchange, Year 12s and the teachers. So now I've resorted to sending it to my family. Except my dad started roasting my questionnaire before he even looked at it, saying that I should be putting more closed ended questions than open ended since I'm surveying a large sample size. At this point, I don't even know what I'm doing anymore- I've gotten numerous people to check my questions and people say they're fine. After getting a number of responses, I'm seeing flaws- does this mean that I can't use my responses anymore?

So yeah, nothing major has happened this week, apart from me still suffering with a cold.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 12, 2018, 07:32:53 pm
Hey guys!
Welcome back to Olivia's Angsty Journal lol. I've been a bit angsty recently, probably because I was still adjusting over the fact that I'm doing my HSC. Or maybe it's because of the influx of new Year 11 students who don't really give a toss about the Year 12s. My previous AP made it clear that Year 12s get first dibs on seats in the yard (since my school yard barely has any seats or shade). Yet Year 11s keep taking our spot under the tree -_- Yes, I'm petty but yet again, last year's Year 12 students probably hated us when we were in Year 11. Looks like the tradition is still going ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Anyway, I feel a bit more relieved with my progress in my SAC Major Work. I've finally completed three primary research methods and I'm on the lookout for interviewee candidates: either a sociologist who knows a fair bit on race/ethnic relations and diversity and someone whose parents are interracially involved. I've asked my dad to be on the lookout for experts since he works in the teaching/academic field in social science. Hoping to get that organised in a few weeks time so I can properly plan out my chapters. I have a basic structure of my PIP- I just need to fill it in with my primary and secondary research. But I think in the meantime, I need to increase the number of sources because at the moment I have 11. I have at least ten journal articles on my desktop waiting to be read but I find it difficult to manage my Major Works since math takes up about four hours of my study time- I'm lucky today because it was an easy exercise (we just started logarithms and exponentials) and it was quite short.

As for History Extension, I need to do more readings. I also have a bunch of journal articles and other sources to be viewed but I focus a lot on math. I am happy with my progress since I have consulted two experts and already have secured my third one- I just need to finalise my interview questions. However, my History Extension teacher told us that we will be getting our proposal essays back tomorrow and I'm a bit nervous, even though Susie has approved my essay and I basically bombarded my teacher with questions during the first week back.

Anyways, I'll see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 14, 2018, 07:58:15 pm
Hey guys!
So barely anything has happened school-wise, apart from my friends and I always ranting about the Year 11 students- seriously, we tell them to walk around our small circle (in comparison to their massive group) and they just keep asking 'why?' as if they don't give a toss. Yeah, I get mad easily- that's why I watch teen drama shows; it gives me a reason to hate on something lol.

Anyways, today I did something really big for my studygram- I finally changed it into a business profile. Did I make the right choice? I don't know. This was something I've been meaning to do but never had the guts to do so. So now I did it. What next? I kinda wish to get my posts sponsored- I love the studyblr community but there are times I wished that I could earn money from my posts and try and make a name for myself so I can put it in resumes and scholarship applications. But at the moment, I just need to post regularly to make sure my followers are constantly updated- I went on a long hiatus last year and that was a bad decision.

Back to my school-related stuff, I finally finished my creative! Even though we don't do the creative until Trials I still want my teacher to go through my creative as soon as possible so I can spend the rest of the year refining my creative piece. I'll post my creative on AN forums after I've received my teacher's feedback for some peer marking so I can compare the comments and see where to go with my creative piece. I feel like it was easier for me to write my creative because I related to my character so much since I focused more on family discovery- moral of the story: write something you can relate to; it makes it easier to write. I found it difficult to include more 'showing not telling' because my teacher commented on my Year 11 creative piece that some of my description was irrelevant to the plot or the theme. I'm trying to find a balance between the two so I'll see what my teacher has to say with my first creative piece.

On another note, I'm starting to get a bit desperate in getting more people to do my PIP survey. I'm at 62 responses at the moment and I really need to push it up to 100. I've asked my dad to promote it on his Facebook page, asked my tutors to promote it, posted the link here and on HSC Facebook discussion page, PIP exchange, sent it to the Year 11's, 12's and my teachers- where else should I post it? I'll attach the link here if people haven't done my survey.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on February 14, 2018, 08:54:53 pm
Why not put the link in your signature? I don't know if you will get that many more, but just a suggestion :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 14, 2018, 09:01:17 pm
Why not put the link in your signature? I don't know if you will get that many more, but just a suggestion :)
Ahaha didn't think of that! Thanks for the suggestion :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on February 14, 2018, 11:16:17 pm
Oo what's your studygram? I'm on the app so I can't see your signature, but I'll give you a follow if you tell me your username haha
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 15, 2018, 03:38:00 pm
Oo what's your studygram? I'm on the app so I can't see your signature, but I'll give you a follow if you tell me your username haha
My studygram username is studywithlivia!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 15, 2018, 11:09:54 pm
Hey guys!
This week on Olivia Rants Over Year 11's- lmao I rant about them so much because they're literally not respecting us. We told them to move over a bit because it's literally 20 people vs 5 smol Asian girls and none of us are intimidating enough to tell them off- well, my friend has yelling power but she's petite so no one listens to her. We even told them NICELY to move over and how we don't wanna pick a fight with them and they moved 1cm away from us. We even tried discussing obscure topics like girl stuff and the dark side of the web (trying to keep things here PG13 even though most of us are probably 16 and older xD) to get them to move away and THEY DON'T GET IT. My school is only Year 11 and 12 and we're literally having a non-violent protest against them it's frustrating.

With that aside, I'm starting to get restless with my new Modern History teacher. I feel like we're behind and we're spending so much time on minor things. For example, he spent the entire lesson talking about Australian politics and tried to loosely link to the Weimar Germany topic. Personally, I kinda feel that he should've explained proportional representation and the political spectrum and compare between Australia and Germany- talking about the number of seats in the Senate and the House of Representatives was a bit too much. I kinda feel bad for my sub teacher as well because he's a legit historian but can't control the class. I really miss my teacher because she had everything under control and we feel productive. I have a topic test tomorrow and I have no clue what to study for- I asked him which syllabus dot point and he just said the stuff we've covered but it feels like we've covered nothing!

Anyways, the responses started to roll in after my last post, which made me feel a bit relieved. I have 70 responses at the moment and one of my friends on Facebook offered to share the link, albeit she's not sure if people can see her post. If you guys haven't done so, please do the survey (in my signature) and share the link because I need 30 more responses. I really wanna start analysing my primary results as quickly as possible.

One that note, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 16, 2018, 06:34:54 pm
Hey guys!
GONG XI FA CAI

Translation: Happy Chinese New Year!

Got some red envelopes from my family today is I'm currently rolling in money lol. This day is probably where my main source of income comes from because we literally get hundred dollar notes from relatives, depending how generous they're feeling this year xD. I kinda miss seeing dragon dancing on the streets and fireworks shows- back in Indonesia, the neighbours and I would play with the fireworks and we'd go to the city to see dragon dancing- if you guys haven't seen them, you should look them up on Youtube because whoever's under the dragon has some seriously amazing acrobat skills!

On another note, I'm feeling a bit tired lately- probably because I keep sleeping at around 12.30am. I know that's nothing in comparison to other people who sleep at 2am but I tried to not fall asleep in class today -_- I had 2 topic tests today as well, so that was stressful. Modern was okay because it was just to show how well we're absorbing the information (except one of the questions asked us another name for the German Revolution and I just sat there for a good minute trying to figure out) but math was probably the most stressful because my teacher said we need to get at least 70% or we'll have to resit the test. Not really confident with my math topic test because I got negatives in some of my answers (like the area questions)- like, I know the method but sometimes when my friend and I do a question together, we don't get the answer from the answers.

Apart from that, nothing much happened today, except for the fact that the Year 11's are starting to be a bit more mindful in sharing the space. We're on our side and they're on their side. It's kinda tense because one of my friends kinda approached the girls (since it's a massive co-ed group) to talk to them about sharing the space and they just ignored her and walked away. It's very frustrating dealing with them because they're not really willing to do their part of this mutual respect we're trying to establish.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on February 16, 2018, 10:17:06 pm
Omg your experience with the year 11s is legit so fucking relatable, it's hilarious because I thought I was just a cruel person HAHAHA. In my situation though, it's year 10 imports who don't even understand English so they just stare at us for 2 seconds then continuing chatting in their foreign language or whatever, ugh it's so frustrating.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on February 16, 2018, 11:21:57 pm
Low key so enjoying this Year 11 saga - Way better than half the crap on TV ;)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 16, 2018, 11:37:16 pm
Low key so enjoying this Year 11 saga - Way better than half the crap on TV ;)
Omg you will find juicier drama here at my school than soap opera- at this point if we've had so much drama going on (we're only a Year 11 and 12 school), we have a euphemism for that: all you need to say is 'spill the tea' and tea party here we come!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 19, 2018, 08:54:42 pm
Hey guys!
I only had four hours of sleep today -_- I stayed up until 12.30am to finish off my annotated sources since I put a deadline for myself to annotate ten more sources. Do I regret it? Kinda. But at the same time, I'm glad that I have twenty sources at the moment so I can easily meet that maximum of thirty sources. I was already struggling to fall asleep since I finally turned off the lights at 12.30am but then I tossed and turned until I was about to fall asleep at around 2am. But then my cat started meowing out of nowhere- and she meowed for 15 minutes straight. I put the pillow over my head and she decided to sleep on the pillow, before moving to the window sill or something. And then I had to wake up at 6am -_- My eyes are so dry at the moment so I better sleep early. Oh yeah, and this is my cat. She just got out of surgery so we're monitoring her at the moment.

Apart from that, I managed to interview a marriage celebrant today for my SAC PIP! I wasn't sure if she would be entirely useful for my PIP because my main concern is that she would only be able to answer questions relating to interracial marriage and not racial identity but we talked for about 20 minutes on the questions that I prepared and some other questions I came up on the spot. She was very nice despite me being awkward and probably mumbling at some points (we spoke over the phone). So now comes the tedious part of transcribing everything. However, I'm still looking for a multiracial person to interview, preferably someone from Generation X- if anyone knows someone who falls under this category please let me know!

I also need to prepare for an interview with my history teacher. Considering how he is a legit historian, I might as well interview him for my History Extension Major Work. My semi-structured approached worked today so I may be following a similar method tomorrow. I'm hoping I don't yawn too much because we scheduled an interview before school since our timetables don't line up lol.

Back to the Year 11 Saga (I noticed many of you here enjoy the juicy drama at my school xD). They were surprisingly civil in sharing the space... kinda. I mean, we sat in our spot and they sat in their spot, although their massive group sometimes ends up going into our spot. It's annoying because they're the type of people who don't really care about school so we can't pull out the "I'm doing my HSC this year" card. It's even worse how they catch the same bus my friend and I catch and my friend told me how one of the guys was jokingly opening her bag on the bus- even though she called them out they were just laughing at her. Firstly, I don't understand why they find it amusing to open up random people's bags- what is this, kindergarten? And secondly, I don't get why they would just do that. If they really wanna tell us off, they might as well do it face-to-face rather than doing silly pranks. It was even more annoying today because they were late for the bus except our bus was at the intersection so these guys could easily knock on the door of the bus and the bus driver is kinda obligated to open the door for them. We kinda wished that the bus driver just ignored them and drove ahead because it was their fault for not arriving to the bus stop on time.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on February 19, 2018, 09:18:08 pm
Hey guys!
I only had four hours of sleep today -_- I stayed up until 12.30am to finish off my annotated sources since I put a deadline for myself to annotate ten more sources. Do I regret it? Kinda. But at the same time, I'm glad that I have twenty sources at the moment so I can easily meet that maximum of thirty sources. I was already struggling to fall asleep since I finally turned off the lights at 12.30am but then I tossed and turned until I was about to fall asleep at around 2am. But then my cat started meowing out of nowhere- and she meowed for 15 minutes straight. I put the pillow over my head and she decided to sleep on the pillow, before moving to the window sill of something. And then I had to wake up at 6am -_- My eyes are so dry at the moment so I better sleep early. Oh yeah, and this is my cat. She just got out of surgery so we're monitoring her at the moment.

Your cat is adorable - I hope they recover well!! And I hope you have a better sleep tonight! I'm perpetually being bitten by the "I don't need 8 hours sleep," temptation, it's cost me many a stupid mark in many an exam - Don't make a habit of it (especially with the drama, you need the energy ;))
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 20, 2018, 08:02:50 pm
Hey guys,
OK TIME FOR SOME JUICY DRAMA BECAUSE I AM SO ANGRY AT THE YEAR 11'S. So my friends and I were sitting in our usual spot under the tree- at the moment, the Year 11s were staying on their side and we were staying on our side. We were having a conversation on circumcision (as you do with five girls and one guy)- I told you we talk about the strangest crap. But then suddenly, two Year 11's just came over and sat with us and we just stopped talking and looked at them. They were all like "Oh what you girls talking about" and we just told them we were talking about circumcision (now that I think of it, it's NOT STRANGE- THE BIBLE MENTIONED CIRCUMCISION). And we had a strange conversation about it and they were full on explaining to us what it was even though we obviously know about it since we were talking about it. And then one of my friends bluntly asked them why they're here and thought we agreed on mutual respect and how they stay on their side and we stay on our side. But then they were all like "Well the principal was on about expanding your social circle and socialise more so that's why we're here" and all that with a massive smirk. They were full on laughing and be like "What? You want respect? Let's all hold hands then" and had his palms out- kinda like before the 'peace be with you' part (sometimes we hold hands in that part or we just stand there and shake hands- I'm not Christian so I don't know the full details) but then my other friend moved away from them because she's clearly uncomfortable over the fact that his hands kinda brushed her leg (and we were wearing shorts because it's sports day). And then they go back to laughing and all before going away saying "Look we made new friends and I'll see you guys next time." I swear to god their presence made us so annoyed because WE AGREED TO STAY ON OUR RESPECTIVE SIDES. We even bluntly told them that they're annoying but they were all like "But the principal" blah blah blah.

To any possible Year 11 students reading this- DON'T CROSS STREAMS WITH THE YEAR 12'S. Look here, we want to help you guys and be all senpai with you but if you're gonna piss us off like that and act all smug- just forget about it. I was so ready to help the Year 11's and be all senpai, hoping that they would've matured but at this point, they piss me off so much I want to exterminate them all. Out of the hundreds of Year 11's, only two of them are actually bearable (funny because they used to go out but they visit us individually and my friend basically gives them couple therapy at least once a week lol). So yeah, you deal with your stuff and we deal with our stuff and then we may help you.

Angry thing #2: New principals/AP. I feel like everyone in my school is really annoyed at them, including the teachers. One of the things that annoys the hell out of me is study privileges. So, with our previous principal, we had this thing how if you have a study period during first or last period, you can arrive late/leave early. On Tuesdays, you can leave early after lunch because you do study during sport. Of course, this is dependent on how clean your record is- for those who don't follow the rules don't get those study privileges, hence the word STUDY PRIVILEGES. Apparently the principal doesn't understand this because they might not give study privileges to us- they said they might give it to us depending the state of our uniforms but the whole point of these study privileges is to reward those who follow the rules by letting them go home early and punish those who don't by making them stay at school. On top of this, they were saying how we will be getting our Year 12 jackets on the state of our uniforms as well. But the thing is, WE ALREADY PAID FOR THEM. If they're gonna end up not giving it to us, THEY'RE BASICALLY SCAMMING US. They said they'll give the money back but we already went through the process of getting these jackets fitted and organising the lettering on our jackets and to disregard all this effort because of uniforms?!

(Insert Jackie Chan meme here- too lazy to insert. Y'all know which one I'm talking about.)

Oh yeah, the principal also enforced a printing policy how the teachers aren't allowed to give us too many handouts. As someone who does Humanities subjects, ALL OF OUR WORK IS HARDCOPY. I want to annotate my sources and write notes on worksheets, especially in Modern History. As for History Extension, I get 20 page journal articles for homework. I can read 2-3 pages online but more than that dries my eyes- this is why I hate reading journal articles- the pages are so damn long I'll waste paper if I print it. And it's ironic because teachers are always like "Take your noses out of your electronic devices" and all but how can we do that if our work will be online?!?!?

(Again, insert Jackie Chan meme)

Today is such an angry post lol. I really need to vent this out because my school is going downhill like a negative exponential graph -_-

On the bright side, I found a multiracial person from Generation X! My math teacher told me she prefers to be kept anonymous so I decided to do a structured interview with her. Hopefully, my questions don't scare her away even though I put a disclaimer just to be safe. And I also interviewed my history teacher/historian for my History Extension Major Work. All I need to do is to transcribe everything, and transcribing is a pain -_-

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 21, 2018, 07:30:12 pm
Hey guys!
WARNING: THIS IS ANOTHER ANGRY POST.

I'm so sorry about the number of angry posts I've been writing in the past week- it's so annoying because I really want the school or just anyone to listen to us but no one wants to. So Angry thing #1: Boys. And when I say this, I don't mean like a bunch of girls giggling over guys because they're attractive or something. I'm talking about the ones who won't listen. The thing is, my friends and I sit in our regular spot under the tree near the small field (we have fake grass and our school is very small). We don't mind if guys play soccer or football on the field- it's a field so it's their right to play. But when the ball gets out of control and ends up landing and injuring us, that's a problem. We don't care if it's an accident but considering how today they were only trying to kick a ball into the goal and they were using half of the soccer field, they had no reason to kick the ball really hard. Half of the soccer field is about 10 metres. I don't know how the rules of sports ball works, but considering how it's a small field and you're using half of the field, you don't need to kick the ball that hard. The ball keeps landing near us (and landed in the middle of our small circle at some point) and it was starting to get annoying. Since the principal was on duty, we told him to tell them to calm down with the ball because they don't need to kick it that hard. So he goes and talks to them nicely and goes off elsewhere. And then the ball lands in our spot. AGAIN. This time, two of the guys come over and we kinda told them to calm down with their kicks because they're gonna end up hitting us but then they get defensive saying: "Do you know how hard it is to kick that goal in the net? Why don't you girls have a go at kicking the ball? It's not like the ball actually hit you guys." BUT THE THING IS THIS PROBLEM HAS BEEN HAPPENING FOR A WHOLE YEAR. All of us have been hit by the ball. It's come to the point whenever I hear the loud sound of them kicking the ball, I curl up in a ball (haha) out of instinct. My friend jumps out of paranoia that the ball will hit us. It got to the point where my friend and the guy started yelling each other and he was all like: "I came here to apologise" EVEN THOUGH HE DIDN'T EVEN SAY SORRY so my friend told them to go away.

But then the ball keeps going out of the field over and over again to the point that it almost hit the glass of the library and the chapel. It's almost like they're doing this on purpose because they kept looking in our direction. When the ball went past us again a different guy ran after the ball and we told him twice to stop but he's all like: "It's not my fault that they can't play soccer." THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS ARGUMENT. We're trying to talk to them civilly and tell them to stop kicking the ball but they won't listen. And where is the principal? All he was doing is standing and watching them even though he's already spoken to two of the guys. He finally took their ball when the ball goes into his direction. The fact that he didn't even do anything annoyed the hell out of us. He's the principal so he should use his power to ensure that the students feel safe. I felt so angry at the guys I was close to tears- yes, I get angry tears. I never yell at people because I'm not very open with my opinions (in real life of course xD) but I couldn't help but tell them off. What pisses me off the most is that two of the guys are members of the SRC and most of them were friends with the vice captain. THE FREAKING SRC. You're supposed to be the responsible ones and you're not making sure that we feel safe.

Which brings me to Angry Thing #2: SRC. This will probably make me sound salty because I applied for SRC and didn't get it but at this point, I don't even care anymore. The SRC has no dynamic whatsoever. I keep talking about study privileges and my friends and I keep telling the SRC about this and to bring it up in the next meeting. But the thing is, they don't even bring it up. Even the SRC in our homeroom told us he will bring it up but when we asked our SRC friend about this she said they didn't really talk about study privileges. But the thing that pisses my friends and I even more was what happened last year. In our Task 1 2U Math task, the math teachers didn't print out questions 1-4 in the multiple choice, making our paper to be marked out of 31 instead of 35. Sure, we were annoyed that the math teachers didn't even know about this until seconds before we started the exam. We tried to petition but most of the students were pessimistic about how there won't be any change. And I don't blame them because the SRC has the same opinion. The thing is, my friend asked two of the SRC members to represent us and bring it to our principal (and this was happening in Term 4 last year) because they were the only two people in the SRC that did 2U math so we thought they could sympathise with us (although, the other dropped to General Math). The thing is, they weren't very willing to represent us in their meetings. They only brought it up to the previous vice principal during an informal context (when he was on duty). The thing is, in the formal letter my friend wrote up, we're requesting for a teacher evaluation i.e. allowing students to evaluate the math department because our math department is VERY DISORGANISED. And the problem is, they don't want to listen to our feedback. My dad's a teacher so I know that as a teacher, sure you're supposed to teach your students the information you know but the process of learning doesn't end when you become a teacher- you need to be able to take the criticism of others in order to help you grow and suit your teaching style to the needs of the students. THIS IS WHY WE PAY THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR YOU TO GET PAID THOUSANDS EVERY YEAR. The fact that most of the teachers get salty after Parent-Teacher Interviews isn't professional- considering how my parents are using their hard-earned money to get me to get educated and I'm not getting the best teachers out there is very frustrating.

And let's talk about the SRC's as well. We've mentioned to them to maybe install nets around the field, bring up study privileges and even requested them to bring the math issue to the principal. But the reason why our student body is so pessimistic is because the SRC's have the same opinion. They were like to us when we bring up the math issue: "I don't think anything's gonna change tbh." YOU ARE THE STUDENT REPRESENTATIVE COUNCIL. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY WHAT'S GOING TO CHANGE. Your purpose is to represent the student body. This is why there are no issues being raised during the meetings. You guys aren't listening. And the problem is, the SRC members all come from the same friends circle- that's not an accurate representation of the student body. Most of them do Humanities subjects- there's nothing wrong with that. But what about the Extension classes? There's only one person in the SRC who does an Extension class and he does Extension English. THERE IS LITERALLY NO ONE WHO'S REPRESENTING EXTENSION MATH. And my 3U class is pissed over that. They were so riled up about the math issue last year our whole 3U class were rioting over this BECAUSE NO ONE SYMPATHISED WITH US. And sure, not every single person is going to be represented because that's unrealistic but at least BE WILLING TO REPRESENT US. We don't even have a voice.

Again, sorry for this angry post. My school is really going downhill at this rate. When I wrote this, I was shaking in anger because that's how infuriating this is- I really needed to get this off my chest. The only good thing that's happening this week is that we have a Study Day this Friday because the Year 11's have something going on.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Joseph41 on February 21, 2018, 07:31:18 pm
No need to be sorry about being angry! Whatever you feel, that's a valid feeling.

Thanks for sharing. Hope the anger reduces a little soon. ;)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 21, 2018, 07:37:25 pm
No need to be sorry about being angry! Whatever you feel, that's a valid feeling.

Thanks for sharing. Hope the anger reduces a little soon. ;)
Ughh it's so frustrating at the moment I'm on the verge of tears just re-reading my post!

I'm a crybaby don't judge me xD.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Joseph41 on February 21, 2018, 07:38:15 pm
Ughh it's so frustrating at the moment I'm on the verge of tears just re-reading my post!

I'm a crybaby don't judge me xD.

Nah, no judgement whatsoever. Sending nothing but positive vibes your way. :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: K888 on February 21, 2018, 11:07:19 pm
^ RE: the soccer ball troubles - I always found kicking or throwing the ball back into the people who kicked it in the first place to be quite effective. If you have any netballers in your friendship group, get them to do a good solid throw to scare the boys a bit ;)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on February 24, 2018, 05:33:28 pm
Hey guys!
Haven't really updated you on anything after my angry post. That's because on Thursday my year coordinator was on duty so she was able to confiscate the ball from the guys! Thursday was peaceful and Friday was Year 12 Study Day because the Year 11's had an event that day. On Friday, I was updating my Weimar Germany notes- while I was doing that, it made me realise how difficult it is to make study notes out of worksheets. Don't get my wrong, my Modern sub teacher has potential to be a good teacher. However, our class discussions aren't proving effective because there is always a group of people who decide to talk during the discussion, making it difficult to make discussions productive. On top of this, worksheets are filled with information- both useful and irrelevant. As someone who enjoys making study notes, I want resources that clearly show where exactly where it fits in the syllabus. I don't want to fill my notes with irrelevant information because I could just buy a textbook for that. I had to resort in using my Modern History textbook- which is something I try and avoid because my teacher is gonna mark my assessments so I might as well use their resources.

I also got my History Extension Proposal back. Kinda salty I was one mark away from full marks because my teacher suggested some more focus questions that could've made my proposal better but I included those questions in my interview questions -_- I hope this mark doesn't impact too much of my overall mark for my Major Work- I probably sound like an over-achiever but I really wanna do well in History Extension. I really love the philosophical aspects of this subject (and I love philosophy to the point I wish they offered it as a subject!). And the most discouraging thing for me is not doing well in a subject I'm very passionate about- already had to deal with that kind of suffering in Prelim physics.

Also, I'm so close in getting 100 responses for my SAC questionnaire. At the moment, I have 94 responses. I'm getting extremely restless because I really wanna start analysing my results. If anyone here hasn't filled out my questionnaire, please do so! I got self-conscious because I had a teacher email me talking about how flawed my questions are- I emailed my SAC teacher out of stress because I've already done so much for my PIP I don't want to start again. She reassured me that these projects will be subjective to a certain extent so I shouldn't stress over it. I'm also kinda struggling in how to structure the first chapter of my PIP. I know what I want to address in the first chapter, I'm just unsure in how to do so. Should I list a bunch of ideas I want to discuss or is it like an essay plan? If anyone has any ideas please let me know! I also keep procrastinating in starting to write an introduction for my PIP. The problem is, I know what to include- it's just starting it off where I'm struggling. I think procrastination is starting to hit me again- I'm getting too self-conscious over everything I just end up not starting -_-

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 03, 2018, 09:07:06 pm
Hey guys,
You'll never guess what I just did. I just printed all 170 pages of the History Extension Source Book of Readings. Do I regret this? Yeah, kinda. But when I saw my printer churn out those pages I had to keep reminding myself that I'm doing this for the sake of education. I'm really annoyed by my school's change in the printing policy. At this point, I don't remember what I've ranted here because I'm just annoyed at my school. I think this printing policy has impacted the Humanities subjects the most- I hate reading long passages online; my eyes already burn from the lack of sleep and half of my work is on my laptop. Putting documents online isn't gonna help that.

Apart from that, I finally got 100 respondents for my questionnaire! My teacher also approved my PIP structure so I can start chapter writing. The only problem is that I have no clue how to start xD I looked at the exemplar chapters and there's no specific structure to it- it's not really an essay, but it's not really a report either. My teacher has scheduled me to sit down with her during our Major Work sessions on Tuesday so we can sit down and break down the chapter- my teacher hasn't gone through chapter-writing because no one is up to that yet; not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

As for my History Extension Major Work, the experts I've contacted has been very gracious with me, especially how long they're responses are to my questions. I've interviewed four experts so far- not sure if I should go tracking down for more or just keep coming up with more questions. My most recent historiographer that I've contacted actually recorded his responses xD Looks like I have 2 things to transcribe -_- I still need to write up a transcript for my interview with my Modern teacher/ historian. On top of this, the same historiographer has requested to read my paper when I'm finished because he's curious to read my findings. I panicked reading the email because now there's pressure on my Major Work (on top of general stress) because AN ACADEMIC WANTS TO READ MY ESSAY ksjfhkfhjkqw.

I should be sleeping early tonight because I'm volunteering tomorrow for Clean Up Australia Day with my friends (although I'm a bit concerned it's literally located in the middle of nowhere).

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on March 03, 2018, 10:22:36 pm
On top of this, the same historiographer has requested to read my paper when I'm finished because he's curious to read my findings. I panicked reading the email because now there's pressure on my Major Work (on top of general stress) because AN ACADEMIC WANTS TO READ MY ESSAY ksjfhkfhjkqw.
Why don't you see if he could read it before your final submission? He may be able to improve your final work in some small way.

I don't mind if you ignore my suggestion, because submitting something like this to an academic would be downright TERRIFYING!!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 03, 2018, 10:34:33 pm
Why don't you see if he could read it before your final submission? He may be able to improve your final work in some small way.

I don't mind if you ignore my suggestion, because submitting something like this to an academic would be downright TERRIFYING!!
That's what I thought too but just interacting with academics is already scary lol- getting them to judge my work is scarier!

But he's been really nice to me because he's also a high school teacher so he's very understanding in my lack of interaction with academics xD
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 05, 2018, 04:17:34 pm
Hey guys,
THE OSCARS HAVE ARRIVED! I was actually so excited to see who would win Best Picture, Best Actor and Best Director. I was actually hoping The Shape of Water would win something AND THEY ACTUALLY DID! So happy for Guillermo del Toro for Best Director and Best Picture. Low key, I was kinda rooting for Greta Gerwig for Best Director because WE NEED MORE WOMEN IN FILM AND DIRECTING! At the same time, I loved The Shape of Water. If you guys haven't seen it, I would highly recommend seeing it. The cinematography is really beautiful and I loved the homages to classic films such as Samson and Delilah- plus, it would be perfect as a Discovery related text ;). I was also rooting for Gary Oldman for Darkest Hour- some of you guys might have seen my review of that film at the beginning of the year and his performance was amazing.

Along with Awards seasons come dissent. A lot of people rooted for Christopher Nolan for Dunkirk. Although I haven't seen the film, I've read a lot of reviews on how severely disjointed the film was- I had a discussion with my English teacher on the Oscars today (because we're film nerds lol) and he was telling me how artistic the film was, but the non-linearity didn't allow the audience to really experience the emotions of the characters. On top of this, a lot of people wanted Timothee Chalamet to win Best Actor- I do see him as a possible contender but I feel like Gary Oldman won Best Actor because of how well-received biographical films are with the Oscars Guild. At least Call Me By My Name won Best Adapted Screenplay! Cue salty Logan fans lol.

Anyways, that was just me fangirling over the Oscars. Oh yeah, today's my birthday as well lol (one more year = more responsibilities piled on ;-;)

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: kauac on March 05, 2018, 04:47:35 pm
Happy Birthday Olivia! Hope your day has been, and continues to be, amazing!  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Joseph41 on March 05, 2018, 04:48:22 pm
Happy birthday, friend! 🎈🎈🎈
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 05, 2018, 04:50:01 pm
Happy Birthday Olivia! Hope your day has been, and continues to be, amazing!  ;D

Happy birthday, friend! 🎈🎈🎈

Happy birthday Olivia ;D
Wishing you many happy returns :)

Thanks for the birthday wishes :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: snowisawesome on March 05, 2018, 04:51:06 pm
Happy birthday Olivia ;D
Wishing you many happy returns :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 14, 2018, 09:37:31 pm
Hey guys,
It's been a very tiring week since I last updated my journal- my main concern is burning out before exams even start. I have a bad record of burning out really quickly. I think last week wasn't a good week in general because I keep passing out at my desk and I have no idea why I'm feeling tired all the time. I've been trying to sleep earlier but the earliest time is 11:30am, and that's the time I turn off the lights, not fall asleep. It takes me around 30 minutes to an hour to start falling asleep. So yeah, my body clock is screwed.

Apart from that, I finally submitted my first chapter of my SAC PIP to my teacher! She gave me some comments to help polish my chapter but at this point, I feel like all the editing will be done towards the end. I found that I tend to write better when I rely on my stream of consciousness- I can't stop and then write a few hours later because I like to be in my mind palace when I write so I can write down everything in one sitting (cookies for those who get that reference ;))

And that 'technique' on relying my stream of consciousness also applies to writing essays. I am severely uncomfortable in writing History Extension essays- it's gotten to the point that I'm freaking out about how to write them because I still have no clue how to write them. I know how to plan them, it's just writing it. And we never really go through an exemplar essay and point out where you get the marks. And at this point, I'm just freaking out about History Extension because we're not given a lot of opportunities to do practice essays- I was talking to my modern sub teacher and he was mentioning that in one school that he taught, they did practice essays every two weeks; I kinda wish that's what we did because none of us are getting the practice we need in writing History Extension essays. And from my experience in reading those essays, they are extremely different to your standard essay. My teacher treats it like a normal Modern or English essay, but when I do so, I'm not really writing it 'correctly.'

I don't know, I'm just high on stress at the moment, especially since my main concern is math. It's my weakest subject yet it's the subject I invest the most amount of time. I spend around 3 hours a day on math yet I'm not getting the results I want. And at this point, I don't know what I'm doing wrong with my studying. Out of all my exams, math stresses me out the most-  I have a record of having panic attacks after all my math and physics exams (haven't had one for physics in a while though). And counsellors don't help- already seen one and she was useless.

So yeah, here's a moody, pre-exam update. Hopefully, my mood will be a but more uplifted next time I write.

See you soon.

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 21, 2018, 09:00:59 pm
Hey guys,
So scholarships have been on my mind as of late. Firstly, UNSW Co-op Scholarship Program. I'm not entirely sure if I can get that minimum 96 ATAR but I will apply for it just to see how I go. My main concern is that the character limit underneath each section scares the hell out of my because I'm not entirely sure if I've done enough to fulfil those character limits, especially the question on 'significant achievement or project' and 'personal development.' With me, there's two extremes when it comes to answering questions that relate to my achievements. I can either just barely say anything because my mind goes blank whenever they ask what I've done in extra-curricular and co-curricular, or I can just ramble on what I've done and what I've learnt which causes me to go over the word limit -_- There's never an in-between for me. I should start drafting my responses but I'm occupied with exam preparation.

And speaking of scholarships, I'm also applying for ANU Tuckwell Scholarship. As I'm answering the questions, it actually freaks me out a bit how this application can basically determine what university I can go to. It also scares me that you need a minimum ATAR of 95 to get the scholarship. On top of that, it's in Canberra. I don't mind living on my own- I consider myself to be a more independent person. I'm much more concerned about that one story I heard about how a college in ANU had this weird hazing/initiation. I won't describe it because it's really disturbing but the actions are quite... misogynistic/anti-consent; it's basically sexual harassment but worse. Even though this scholarship will cover accommodation at a different college, the thought of that story is a bit unsettling.

Just some random thoughts on scholarships at the moment. I really need to finish my ANU application.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Mada438 on March 21, 2018, 09:08:52 pm
Hey guys,
So scholarships have been on my mind as of late. Firstly, UNSW Co-op Scholarship Program. I'm not entirely sure if I can get that minimum 96 ATAR but I will apply for it just to see how I go. My main concern is that the character limit underneath each section scares the hell out of my because I'm not entirely sure if I've done enough to fulfil those character limits, especially the question on 'significant achievement or project' and 'personal development.' With me, there's two extremes when it comes to answering questions that relate to my achievements. I can either just barely say anything because my mind goes blank whenever they ask what I've done in extra-curricular and co-curricular, or I can just ramble on what I've done and what I've learnt which causes me to go over the word limit -_- There's never an in-between for me. I should start drafting my responses but I'm occupied with exam preparation.

And speaking of scholarships, I'm also applying for ANU Tuckwell Scholarship. As I'm answering the questions, it actually freaks me out a bit how this application can basically determine what university I can go to. It also scares me that you need a minimum ATAR of 95 to get the scholarship. On top of that, it's in Canberra. I don't mind living on my own- I consider myself to be a more independent person. I'm much more concerned about that one story I heard about how a college in ANU had this weird hazing/initiation. I won't describe it because it's really disturbing but the actions are quite... misogynistic/anti-consent; it's basically sexual harassment but worse. Even though this scholarship will cover accommodation at a different college, the thought of that story is a bit unsettling.

Just some random thoughts on scholarships at the moment. I really need to finish my ANU application.

See you soon!

- Olivia
These ATAR cutoffs sound tough! I was under the impression that if you applied for a scholarship and got a semi decent atar like a 60 or something, you'd get it.Not any of these rediculous 95, 96+ cutoffs!

Just answer them as best you can! If you can't think of what to write then don't write much. Better to leave stuff blank then lie about yourself IMO

Don't let one story of a college deter you from that Uni! Like its not representative of that uni at all.
Although i'm curous, what college was it as i am looking at attending ANU and moving intersate myself

Hope all goes well!  :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 21, 2018, 09:26:09 pm
These ATAR cutoffs sound tough! I was under the impression that if you applied for a scholarship and got a semi decent atar like a 60 or something, you'd get it.Not any of these rediculous 95, 96+ cutoffs!

Just answer them as best you can! If you can't think of what to write then don't write much. Better to leave stuff blank then lie about yourself IMO

Don't let one story of a college deter you from that Uni! Like its not representative of that uni at all.
Although i'm curous, what college was it as i am looking at attending ANU and moving intersate myself

Hope all goes well!  :)
Hey there!
Thanks for the word of encouragement :) I feel like this whole process is just stressing me out. The application is already seven pages long -_-

As for those hazing stories, I'll link you to the article that listed a bunch of disturbing hazing stories. Most of them are at USyd but the one ANU story occurred at John XXIII College.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on March 21, 2018, 10:49:49 pm
I should start drafting my responses but I'm occupied with exam preparation.

Not sure about the ANU one, but if the Coop one is still due in September then omg don't touch it yet. Wait until holidays or Term 2 when it is less busy ;D

Awesome job applying, lots of people who have gotten Coop don't think they'll get 96. I've heard of people getting in with lower in isolated instances (no idea if true). The Coop scholarship is great because it isn't based on academic merit once you've hit that 96 mark - Purely on your qualities as a future employee :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 23, 2018, 02:36:53 pm
Not sure about the ANU one, but if the Coop one is still due in September then omg don't touch it yet. Wait until holidays or Term 2 when it is less busy ;D

Awesome job applying, lots of people who have gotten Coop don't think they'll get 96. I've heard of people getting in with lower in isolated instances (no idea if true). The Coop scholarship is great because it isn't based on academic merit once you've hit that 96 mark - Purely on your qualities as a future employee :)
Hey there (for some reason I didn't get notified when you responded),
I feel like my career advisor has built up so much hype around this scholarship that I feel like the fact I haven't done anything with it makes me feel like I should at least start doing something with it- takes so much self control to hide that Coop brochure under the piles of past papers xD

As for ANU, since it's a 3-stage scholarship, the student applications were due on 22nd March, and since it was my first time applying for a scholarship, I was just paranoid if I answered any of these questions correctly (even though these questions are open to interpretation lol).
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 29, 2018, 05:48:06 pm
Hey guys,
Haven't been updating as much because half-yearlies are next week; I think I'm using this as an excuse to get away from the studying xD At this point, I think doing past papers and writing practice essays should be what I need to focus on during the long weekend. I'm much more concerned about my Modern History essays because I still need to refine it and it's on Wednesday. I'm also not confident in parametrics- we didn't have time to go through everything on parametrics this week so rip. I tried doing a past paper for 3U and I had no clue how to do parametrics so I ended up just sitting at my desk and cry ;-; Surprised I haven't cried myself to sleep but since today is the last day before exams, just hearing my friends say things like 'Have you done anything on Yeats' or 'Are you gonna write your essays' just makes me stressed.

As for my Major Works, I'd like to think I'm where I should be for History Extension. My teacher recommended me to step back and see how my research fits with my question. I made little notes here and there in my research notes how it links to my focus questions but I need to do a bit more reflection on my progress. My PIP is also going well- I submitted by second chapter this week. I will have to put it on hold because I barely started my SAC speech and I need to focus on my exams. 

My Year Coordinator also spoke to me today about me doing 13 units. This is the second time a teacher has approached me about this- the first time being my Acting Curriculum Coordinator. Both of them are concerned over the fact that I'm doing too many subjects and how people generally do better when they have less units. I was supposed to drop SAC but my HSIE coordinator didn't let me because we weren't sure if History Extension was gonna run. Now I've done so much for my PIP, all this effort would be pointless for me. And I love History Extension as well so I don't want to drop that either- plus, one of my experts wants to read my paper when I'm finished, so it would be embarrassing for me to be like 'Oh I'm not doing the subject anymore' and it would be a waste of time for my experts to give me such in-depth responses. Math, on the other hand, stresses me out the most. There are times where I consider dropping it but at the same time, 2U math gets a bit dull to me- plus I need it to do engineering (pretty sure one of the requirements on the Engineering Co-op Program is that we need a sufficient amount of knowledge for 3U math and physics).

Anyway, I should go back to studying for my half-yearlies.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on March 29, 2018, 11:11:56 pm
If you're doing well then no need to drop right! You're driven, plenty of people do 13 units, you've got this ;D

2U math gets a bit dull to me- plus I need it to do engineering (pretty sure one of the requirements on the Engineering Co-op Program is that we need a sufficient amount of knowledge for 3U math and physics).

^^ There's no hard requirement here, Coop will only care about your ATAR. Though doing those subjects might make you appear more suited to the scholarship, maybe?

In terms of what you actually need to know at uni, they reteach everything you need from Physics. 3U is basically useless. It's really only Calculus ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 29, 2018, 11:30:54 pm
If you're doing well then no need to drop right! You're driven, plenty of people do 13 units, you've got this ;D

^^ There's no hard requirement here, Coop will only care about your ATAR. Though doing those subjects might make you appear more suited to the scholarship, maybe?

In terms of what you actually need to know at uni, they reteach everything you need from Physics. 3U is basically useless. It's really only Calculus ;D
At the moment, I'm trying to give an equal amount of attention to my subjects but math basically takes up most of my time and at the moment. I invest more time in math yet I still sit at around the average mark.

I think my main concern is having to catch up in uni. I was talking to one of my engineering friends (who also happens to do electrical engineering at UNSW ;)) and did 2U math, and he said that he found his first year a bit difficult because he only did 2U math.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on March 29, 2018, 11:41:23 pm
At the moment, I'm trying to give an equal amount of attention to my subjects but math basically takes up most of my time and at the moment. I invest more time in math yet I still sit at around the average mark.

I think my main concern is having to catch up in uni. I was talking to one of my engineering friends (who also happens to do electrical engineering at UNSW ;)) and did 2U math, and he said that he found his first year a bit difficult because he only did 2U math.

It is definitely a little tougher if you haven't done 2U, only because the pace you jump to is waaay different. If you come from MX1 you're used to moving a bit faster.

In terms of knowledge though, you'll use very little 3U stuff, it's mainly 2U!

So I guess I'm saying: It's not that not doing MX1 makes things difficult. It's that people who don't do MX1 are likely to find it difficult anyway, because the jump is bigger for them. If that makes sense :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on March 29, 2018, 11:53:04 pm
It is definitely a little tougher if you haven't done 2U, only because the pace you jump to is waaay different. If you come from MX1 you're used to moving a bit faster.

In terms of knowledge though, you'll use very little 3U stuff, it's mainly 2U!

So I guess I'm saying: It's not that not doing MX1 makes things difficult. It's that people who don't do MX1 are likely to find it difficult anyway, because the jump is bigger for them. If that makes sense :)
As for the requirements for Coop, I was referring to how hit mentioned that 3U math and physics is recommended knowledge. And on top of that, in the FAQ section where it addresses recommended/assumed knowledge, it mentioned how that kind of knowledge is desirable and although it won't prevent me from enrolling, it can put me at a disadvantage.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on March 30, 2018, 12:09:32 am
As for the requirements for Coop, I was referring to how hit mentioned that 3U math and physics is recommended knowledge. And on top of that, in the FAQ section where it addresses recommended/assumed knowledge, it mentioned how that kind of knowledge is desirable and although it won't prevent me from enrolling, it can put me at a disadvantage.

Yeah that's all the usual university boilerplate they shove into the documentation for every degree - They'll pick the best person for the scholarship. Whether that person does 3U or not is highly unlikely to matter much, if at all ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 02, 2018, 02:03:10 pm
Hey guys,
So tomorrow's my first day of exams. This is probably me procrastinating even though I'm trying to practice essay writing but I keep getting distracted. I think at this point I kinda lost my motivation and I'm just exhausted. And the year has barely begun! I'm extremely conscious of burning out, but how does one tell if they're burning out?

Anyway, I'm starting to get paranoid with my essay responses- I typed out an essay for each module, answering one of the questions since my analysis and essay is essentially the same; I just need to twist my thesis to fit with the question. But at this point, I'm not even sure if I'm establishing a strong link with my thesis.

And my paranoia is also growing on my Modern and SOR responses. I'm not sure if I'm doing anything right anymore. I have a 'meh' attitude for my exams because I'm so exhausted but at the same time, I need to do well in my exams. I'm not even sure if it's because my stress is increasing drastically (is there even such thing as living without stress?) or if I'm just high on caffeine- but even then, I don't drink string coffee!

Anyways, short update from me because I really need to go back and do my work.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Caitlynk_22 on April 02, 2018, 05:10:28 pm
Hey guys,
So tomorrow's my first day of exams. This is probably me procrastinating even though I'm trying to practice essay writing but I keep getting distracted. I think at this point I kinda lost my motivation and I'm just exhausted. And the year has barely begun! I'm extremely conscious of burning out, but how does one tell if they're burning out?

Anyway, I'm starting to get paranoid with my essay responses- I typed out an essay for each module, answering one of the questions since my analysis and essay is essentially the same; I just need to twist my thesis to fit with the question. But at this point, I'm not even sure if I'm establishing a strong link with my thesis.

And my paranoia is also growing on my Modern and SOR responses. I'm not sure if I'm doing anything right anymore. I have a 'meh' attitude for my exams because I'm so exhausted but at the same time, I need to do well in my exams. I'm not even sure if it's because my stress is increasing drastically (is there even such thing as living without stress?) or if I'm just high on caffeine- but even then, I don't drink string coffee!

Anyways, short update from me because I really need to go back and do my work.

See you soon!

- Olivia

I'm sure you'll be fine! I'm having issues with procrastination too... though, my exams do start on Friday. Good luck for tomorrow and I hope you do really well!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 02, 2018, 05:44:56 pm
I'm sure you'll be fine! I'm having issues with procrastination too... though, my exams do start on Friday. Good luck for tomorrow and I hope you do really well!
Ahh thanks! I feel like once you close the laptop and just do it, that stress from needing to study transforms into the stress from thinking about the exams.

But good luck to you too for your exams!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: emilyygeorgexx on April 02, 2018, 05:53:56 pm
Hey guys,
So tomorrow's my first day of exams. This is probably me procrastinating even though I'm trying to practice essay writing but I keep getting distracted. I think at this point I kinda lost my motivation and I'm just exhausted. And the year has barely begun! I'm extremely conscious of burning out, but how does one tell if they're burning out?

Anyway, I'm starting to get paranoid with my essay responses- I typed out an essay for each module, answering one of the questions since my analysis and essay is essentially the same; I just need to twist my thesis to fit with the question. But at this point, I'm not even sure if I'm establishing a strong link with my thesis.

And my paranoia is also growing on my Modern and SOR responses. I'm not sure if I'm doing anything right anymore. I have a 'meh' attitude for my exams because I'm so exhausted but at the same time, I need to do well in my exams. I'm not even sure if it's because my stress is increasing drastically (is there even such thing as living without stress?) or if I'm just high on caffeine- but even then, I don't drink string coffee!

Anyways, short update from me because I really need to go back and do my work.

See you soon!

- Olivia

Omg I feel you! The 3 weeks leading up to half yearlies was the biggest load of drama for me and stress along with lots of tears. The only motivation I had was proving the people wrong who were talking about me behind me back!

I had 3 exams last week and I’m absolutely mentally and physically drained at this point. Especially last week where I had my economics exam and started studying at 9am, finished at 11:50pm and then got up at 6am the next morning to revise before the test.

Anyways I’ve only got one more exam this week, only downside it’s 3 hours!! Oh and plus my Mod C speech.

However, you seemed to have been on the ball and pumping out all your study so I know you’ll do amazing!

Best of luck for the upcoming weeks  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 02, 2018, 06:01:51 pm
Anyways I’ve only got one more exam this week, only downside it’s 3 hours!! Oh and plus my Mod C speech.
Ouch 3 hours! What subject is this?

And same! I have a Society & Culture speech next week as well. It's not as bad since it's just me talking about my Major Work but we have to talk for 10 minutes ;-;

Omg I feel you! The 3 weeks leading up to half yearlies was the biggest load of drama for me and stress along with lots of tears. The only motivation I had was proving the people wrong who were talking about me behind me back!
Yeah, I think that's one of my main motivations. A lot of people talk crap about me and I just wanna do well just to prove them wrong (especially how my friends and I just found out these group of guys were rating our appearance just because they 'have a thing for Asians.' Like wtf!)

I had 3 exams last week and I’m absolutely mentally and physically drained at this point. Especially last week where I had my economics exam and started studying at 9am, finished at 11:50pm and then got up at 6am the next morning to revise before the test.
I think it's great that your exams are spread apart since you get to have more time to study for other upcoming exams. It's more on the issue of making sure you don't burn out. I'm expecting my weight to fluctuate from stress eating and then reducing my food portions so I can spend more time studying -_-

But good luck to you too for your exams! Don't stay up too late (I'm a hypocrite for saying this because I sleep at ~12.30am ;D)!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: emilyygeorgexx on April 02, 2018, 07:25:34 pm
Ouch 3 hours! What subject is this?

And same! I have a Society & Culture speech next week as well. It's not as bad since it's just me talking about my Major Work but we have to talk for 10 minutes ;-;
Yeah, I think that's one of my main motivations. A lot of people talk crap about me and I just wanna do well just to prove them wrong (especially how my friends and I just found out these group of guys were rating our appearance just because they 'have a thing for Asians.' Like wtf!)
I think it's great that your exams are spread apart since you get to have more time to study for other upcoming exams. It's more on the issue of making sure you don't burn out. I'm expecting my weight to fluctuate from stress eating and then reducing my food portions so I can spend more time studying -_-

But good luck to you too for your exams! Don't stay up too late (I'm a hypocrite for saying this because I sleep at ~12.30am ;D)!

It’s a good ol 3 hour business exam consisting of 20 MC, 40 marks SA and 2 essays! I’ve never sat a 3 hour exam before, max I have done is 2.5 hours and honestly it felt like the longest time ever.

Even my maths exam it was 2 hours but managed to finish the paper with 55 minutes to spare, don’t even know how that happened!

I have been too stress eating easter eggs this whole weekend, yet when I get to the actual exam day I am so anxious and literally eat nothings otherwise I feel physically sick.

Same, with the perceptions about myself from other people! However, mine seemed to be coming from teachers as well who are doubting my ability, which is odd I know.

However, I do feel pressure from people in my grade though as I seemed to maintain a 100% mark throughout business studies in year 11 so I fear if I stuff up in these exams they’ll all just be like oh what happened to you!!

But, once again all the best and good luck!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 03, 2018, 07:49:33 pm
Hey guys,
English exam done and dusted! I was glad that they gave us the first question for both AOS and Module B since the question was a bit broad (since they gave us two possible questions for both areas). I was panicking last night because when I gave myself 40 minutes to write my essay I went over time and basically wrote eight pages on those HSC booklets (one page double sided = two pages). I was hoping that the stress is gonna help me cut down my essay but I ended up using up eight pages today for both of my essay- I usually write six pages so asking for another booklet was a bit strange for me.

I'm trying to memorise my responses for tomorrow because I have SOR and Modern ;-; Those are the subjects I do the best in so I'm hoping having two exams on one day isn't really gonna impact my performance.

Anyway, short update today because I need to study.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on April 03, 2018, 08:13:25 pm
So good to hear your exam went well! Asking for anew booklet does feel good though hahaha, like there’s a weird sense of accomplishment there.

Best of luck for tomorrow!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: dcesaona on April 03, 2018, 08:31:28 pm
Hey guys,
English exam done and dusted! I was glad that they gave us the first question for both AOS and Module B since the question was a bit broad (since they gave us two possible questions for both areas). I was panicking last night because when I gave myself 40 minutes to write my essay I went over time and basically wrote eight pages on those HSC booklets (one page double sided = two pages). I was hoping that the stress is gonna help me cut down my essay but I ended up using up eight pages today for both of my essay- I usually write six pages so asking for another booklet was a bit strange for me.

I'm trying to memorise my responses for tomorrow because I have SOR and Modern ;-; Those are the subjects I do the best in so I'm hoping having two exams on one day isn't really gonna impact my performance.

Anyway, short update today because I need to study.

See you soon!

- Olivia

That's so good! I had my english exam today as well and I think it went okay. Our discovery essay was "discoveries involve both gains and losses" which threw me off a little bit (I'm not sure if this is considered a tough AOS question but I found it hard). Anyways, I accidentally wrote my creative and started writing my essay in the same booklet! SO now when they go to get marked, half will be gone. I'm going to tell my teacher tomorrow and see if he can do anything about it because I'm reallyyyyyy worried. But, worse case scenario I take it to the education faculty thing and get it re-marked!

ALSO, I only managed to write three body paragraphs in my essay (2 on prescribed and 1 on related) so I'm also kind of worried about that. But my rank in English is currently 3rd so I'm hoping that my rank will hold me in the top 10!  :)


Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 03, 2018, 08:39:13 pm
So good to hear your exam went well! Asking for anew booklet does feel good though hahaha, like there’s a weird sense of accomplishment there.

Best of luck for tomorrow!
Ahaha for some reason it does- I think it's that false sense of 'I'm writing a lot please notice my efforts' even though my handwriting size is medium-large ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 04, 2018, 07:55:53 pm
Hey guys,
Four more exams to go! I had two exams today: SOR and Modern. I never expected myself to write a 6-page essay for SOR; usually my essays are around 4-5 pages. I was kinda concerned I wasn't able to finish my essay but I managed to answer all my short answer questions in 20 minutes so I had 40 minutes to write my essay and managed to have 15 minutes to spare. It was funny because it was a sighted response and the RE coordinator was like 'You guys know the question- do you still want reading time?' and people put their hand up. I just sat there reading the marking criteria but I kinda wished he weren't given the reading time; I wanted to just jump into writing my responses.

I also managed to finish early for Modern, which was strange as well since I had 15-20 minutes to spare. I was really worried I wasn't able to finish writing my essay because my teacher told me I should set myself 20 minutes to write Part A so I can spend more time on Part B. Since my Part A was nearing 600 words typed, I was worried I wasn't able to finish my essay. But I managed to finish everything lol. I wrote two (and a bit) pages for Part A and 6 pages for Part B (and my normal and exam handwriting is medium size).

Anyway, I need to start practising my SAC speech (I have to talk about my PIP for 10 minutes welp).

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: kauac on April 04, 2018, 08:03:32 pm
Hey guys,
Four more exams to go! I had two exams today: SOR and Modern. I never expected myself to write a 6-page essay for SOR; usually my essays are around 4-5 pages. I was kinda concerned I wasn't able to finish my essay but I managed to answer all my short answer questions in 20 minutes so I had 40 minutes to write my essay and managed to have 15 minutes to spare. It was funny because it was a sighted response and the RE coordinator was like 'You guys know the question- do you still want reading time?' and people put their hand up. I just sat there reading the marking criteria but I kinda wished he weren't given the reading time; I wanted to just jump into writing my responses.

I also managed to finish early for Modern, which was strange as well since I had 15-20 minutes to spare. I was really worried I wasn't able to finish writing my essay because my teacher told me I should set myself 20 minutes to write Part A so I can spend more time on Part B. Since my Part A was nearing 600 words typed, I was worried I wasn't able to finish my essay. But I managed to finish everything lol. I wrote two (and a bit) pages for Part A and 6 pages for Part B (and my normal and exam handwriting is medium size).

Anyway, I need to start practising my SAC speech (I have to talk about my PIP for 10 minutes welp).

See you soon!

- Olivia

Fantastic! Seems like you conquered both of your exams today.  ;D Don't you love it when you finish earlier than you expect in exams? I reckon its one of the best feelings ever!  ;D Hope the rest of your exams go well!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 04, 2018, 08:07:51 pm
Fantastic! Seems like you conquered both of your exams today.  ;D Don't you love it when you finish earlier than you expect in exams? I reckon its one of the best feelings ever!  ;D Hope the rest of your exams go well!
More like scary for me- it feels like I missed out on something when I finish early. I wouldn't mind if there were 5-10 minutes to spare so I can quickly go through my exam but 20 minutes is too much time left over.

Good luck to you for your exams!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: emilyygeorgexx on April 04, 2018, 09:49:13 pm
More like scary for me- it feels like I missed out on something when I finish early. I wouldn't mind if there were 5-10 minutes to spare so I can quickly go through my exam but 20 minutes is too much time left over.

Good luck to you for your exams!

Omg, it feels so odd when you have spare time left over. This is gonna be so titf, but I literally finished my maths exam with 55 minutes to go. How that even happened, I really don't know. I did check over and correct some answers, so it wasn't like I didn't do nothing.

Hopefully, my early finish time of the exam doesn't compromise the actual mark I get!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 05, 2018, 11:27:32 pm
Hey guys,
Another update from me on my exam week. Nothing too bad happened today because I just showed up to school for about 1 hour 30 minutes just to do my SAC speech, which was basically about my PIP. It wasn't that bad because I brought the whole transcript up there with me but I just put in on the desk just for reference- I never looked at it lol. Kinda scared that I didn't talk for 10 minutes because when I finished my speech (there was a timer next to the Powerpoint on the laptop) it said 8 minutes something. But then when I walked past my teacher after the presentations, she said I talked overtime lol. She wasn't strict on the timing though so I don't think I'd get marked down for that.

Anyway, I went back home for the rest of the day, hoping to do some studying but I was too tired to do anything. I hate myself for sleeping for the whole afternoon lol. And now I've been procrastinating whoops. I mean, I have a day off tomorrow because I have no exams but I do have tutoring tomorrow and Saturday because next week is all my math-y subjects (with the exception of History Extension).

Welp, look out for some ranting next week because math exams are notorious for typos!

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on April 05, 2018, 11:39:17 pm
Welp, look out for some ranting next week because math exams are notorious for typos!

Best of luck!! Glad the speech went well, fingers crossed for a strong finish ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 05, 2018, 11:45:09 pm
Best of luck!! Glad the speech went well, fingers crossed for a strong finish ;D
More concerned over the fact that Extension Math is my last exam- by that time, I'd be too exhausted to do anything ;-;
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 09, 2018, 05:28:13 pm
Hey guys,
So my 2U exam was today kahfkhkehkwhF. I mean, I had like 30 minutes left over but there were questions I had no idea what to do. I know I stuffed up my answers for geometric applications of calculus and my geometric proofs are probably all over the place. I was supposed to go back and have another go at the questions where I had no clue what to do since I circled them but I had to go to the bathroom towards the end of the exam and I couldn't concentrate. And I went to the bathroom before the exam! I just kept flicking through my exam paper over and over again to try and keep my mind off my bladder alfowehfoho. Oh yeah, of course I would break down after my exam. My math coordinator had to sit me down and give a long pep talk about life lol. To be honest, this isn't my first time breaking down after my exams- pretty sure it started in Year 10 and it got worse and worse when Year 11 hit. And now I'm in Year 12.

My mum was able to pick me up from school but then I spent the afternoon procrastinating when I really should be studying for physics. I was hoping for my past paper to finish printing by the time I finished watching a Youtube video but then my list of 'to-watch' videos spiralled and I passed out. I mean, I woke up to pick up my past paper but it turned out my printer was jammed :/ I swear, my study habits are all over the place during exam block.

Anyways, I really need to study for physics.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Caitlynk_22 on April 10, 2018, 05:01:06 pm

My mum was able to pick me up from school but then I spent the afternoon procrastinating when I really should be studying for physics. I was hoping for my past paper to finish printing by the time I finished watching a Youtube video but then my list of 'to-watch' videos spiralled and I passed out. I mean, I woke up to pick up my past paper but it turned out my printer was jammed :/ I swear, my study habits are all over the place during exam block.


Oh my gosh. SAME. My dad picked me up after my 2U math exam and then I spent the afternoon procrastinating. Study habits go out the window for me too especially when it's close to the end of exams and I'm just SO sick of studying.

Good luck for physics!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 10, 2018, 07:23:59 pm
Hey guys,
ahahkhdkhwfkhewkfhkfhq I failed physics. I blanked out during the exam ;-; I was only able to vaguely answer the questions- like, I had the basic idea there but linking it to the question that's when I basically died. I had to hold myself from crying because my math coordinator told me off yesterday to stop being weak (which is a very Asian thing to say lol). And then I broke down in tutoring. I really don't want to lose my rank in physics. I basically spent prelims trying to do well in physics but I ended up just barely passing, and I thought I finally understood it after doing better in my first HSC task but at this rate I'm gonna end up going downhill again. Also because of my inner pettiness of the guy who came first in physics last year has one of the biggest egos so if I were to come first in physics, it's more like a wake up call for him to stop looking down at other people and maybe stop having this unhealthy obsession in isolating yourself.

I really should study for History Extension but I have no clue how to study for it apart from memorising a bunch of quotes that may be relevant to tomorrow's question. I mean, I gave my teacher a practice essay and he said that I'm improving but I'm more concerned with how I'm gonna approach the source tomorrow or plan it. And the fact that I vaguely understand post-structuralism/linguistic turn.

Anyways, I'll get back to studying.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on April 10, 2018, 07:45:17 pm
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I had to hold myself from crying because my math coordinator told me off yesterday to stop being weak (which is a very Asian thing to say lol). And then I broke down in tutoring. I really don't want to lost my rank in physics. I basically spent prelims trying to do well in physics but I ended up just barely passing, and I thought I finally understood it after doing better in my first HSC task but at this rate I'm gonna end up going downhill again. Also because of my inner pettiness of the guy who came first in physics last year has one of the biggest egos so if I were to come first in physics, it's more like a wake up call for him to stop looking down at other people and maybe stop having this unhealthy obsession in isolating yourself.

This sums up in a paragraph a few of the biggest problems with HSC culture at the moment. This sounds like such a toxic environment to be in Olivia, and the two groups that should be offering solace (your teachers and your peers) instead just seem to be exacerbating the issue.

Insert the usual yarn about half yearlies here. The results don't matter, they don't in any way detract from your potential or success, and there is no reason to let them impact on your social and mental wellbeing. You know you work hard, so you have no reason to be self deprecating at all! :)

You know how I measure worth? A positive impact on the world, and a look through your posts on this site alone will tell you what you're worth. Far, far more than a stupid rank in a class ever could :)

Take a breath. You've stumbled, that doesn't mean you are out of the race - Not sure if you are squeezing the Commonwealth Games into your study atm (;)), but the Gold is usually won by someone who wasn't leading at the start. If Yohan Blake can be beaten in the 100m sprint, then you can beat the petty person in 1st place in Physics ;)

Good luck for Extension!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 10, 2018, 08:06:39 pm
This sums up in a paragraph a few of the biggest problems with HSC culture at the moment. This sounds like such a toxic environment to be in Olivia, and the two groups that should be offering solace (your teachers and your peers) instead just seem to be exacerbating the issue.
To be honest, my school is just toxic in general. My friends and I have to deal with people who look down on us and the teachers (coughcoughmathdepartmentcoughcough) don't make it any better because they just blame it on us if we don't do well. Sure, sometimes it's our fault but as teachers, you are the ones guiding us so if we don't do well, take part of the blame in not being able to lead us as well as you could (you meaning the teachers).

And it's even worse right now because my friends and I just found out these group of guys like to rate a bunch of girls based on appearance, and they target our group because they 'like smart girls and they're generally Asian.' My friends and I are so annoyed because they're essentially objectifying us based on our looks but we can't do anything because it's a 'he-said-she-said' situation and we don't have any proof. And things just got even worse when I was doing a past paper for last minute cramming yesterday morning, a guy literally came up to me and said one of my answers were wrong but when I checked the answer, ALL MY ANSWERS WERE CORRECT. He's the same guy who told my friend that he thinks she shouldn't be in the 3U math class. Although we know it's just him being salty that he's not in the 3U class, it's ruining our almost non-existent self-esteem by looking down at us.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on April 10, 2018, 09:38:35 pm
To be honest, my school is just toxic in general. My friends and I have to deal with people who look down on us and the teachers (coughcoughmathdepartmentcoughcough) don't make it any better because they just blame it on us if we don't do well. Sure, sometimes it's our fault but as teachers, you are the ones guiding us so if we don't do well, take part of the blame in not being able to lead us as well as you could (you meaning the teachers).

And it's even worse right now because my friends and I just found out these group of guys like to rate a bunch of girls based on appearance, and they target our group because they 'like smart girls and they're generally Asian.' My friends and I are so annoyed because they're essentially objectifying us based on our looks but we can't do anything because it's a 'he-said-she-said' situation and we don't have any proof. And things just got even worse when I was doing a past paper for last minute cramming yesterday morning, a guy literally came up to me and said one of my answers were wrong but when I checked the answer, ALL MY ANSWERS WERE CORRECT. He's the same guy who told my friend that he thinks she shouldn't be in the 3U math class. Although we know it's just him being salty that he's not in the 3U class, it's ruining our almost non-existent self-esteem by looking down at us.

That's dodgy beyond belief. Make sure you are escalating things to the right people and that you are going past that person to the next one up if they don't give you a satisfactory response. Have to deal with these situations seriously!!

Your school sounds insanely toxic - What a rotten environment to be in!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 11, 2018, 03:39:52 pm
Hey guys,
One more exam left! I had History Extension today, and I basically spent the two hours before the exam just wandering around the school and casually crashing my Modern teacher's Year 11 class because I literally had no clue what to do before the exam. I was gonna do a timed essay but I was too tired to do that (plus Susie told me go to sleep lol). I ended up memorising most of my quotes that are potentially useful for my essay and go through my previous essays to go through the feedback- essentially, I spent the whole term just spamming my Modern sub teacher with History Extension essays since he's capable of teaching History Extension. I'm actually kinda sad I can't spam him anymore essays because he'll be gone next term ;-; Even though he wasn't the best in Modern since he couldn't really control the class, he was really good at going through the structure of my essay and how to improve, even though I asked him like ten times to explain post-modernism/post-structuralism/linguistic turn.

Anyway, going back to my History Extension exam, I spent the remaining hour doing last-minute memorising of my quotes (even though I vaguely remembered my Margaret MacMillan quotes). But then during my reading time, I found out that the source was an extract from Margaret MacMillan's Uses and Abuses of History, which happened to be the source of my quotes! On top of that, the question was on the changing perspectives on the purpose of history, and my most recent practice essay was on the search for truth being the purpose for history. My structure was basically the same, except instead of just talking about post-structuralism, I talked about post-modernism as a whole since my knowledge on post-structuralism is a bit shaky and I'm much more comfortable talking about post-modernism (my teacher took note of that when he marked my most recent essay). I'm a bit unsure whether my post-modernism paragraph made sense and am a bit concerned whether my paragraph on the politicisation of history was forced but I tried to make sure the source was driving my arguments. I'm also hoping my arguments are unique enough and stand out.

Anyway, I really need to start studying for my 3U exam which is tomorrow ;-;

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 12, 2018, 06:53:23 pm
Hey guys,
Soooooo I failed 3U math. My friend and I were trying to do some questions before the exam and then we ended up confusing ourselves when we did a parametrics question. And we also gave up on a trigonometry general solutions question. I took us a good ten minutes to understand what the solutions were doing since we were talking to our physics teacher. And then when we sat for the exam, I knew I was screwed as soon as reading time started. There were a lot of questions where I've seen them but I had no clue how to do it. I left a lot of questions blank because I didn't even know what to do. All I did was put a somewhat relevant equation as part of my working out and then left it. Don't get me started on the typos in the exam. I started crying in the middle of the exam because one of the polynomial questions didn't even make sense even though I tried to work it out. And then it turns out it was a typo. And the parametrics question didn't even make sense because they somehow threw in an O and they didn't even explain where the O came from. The only pronumeral they mentioned (apart from p and q) was F for the focus.

After the exam, my math coordinator called me up and then my friend and I broke down. I get annoyed when teachers say "Oh just do your best" or "You can work harder next time." What if this is the most amount of effort I'm putting in? Math takes up the most amount of time I neglected my other subjects a few weeks ago so I can finish my math homework (my math teacher expected us to finish a chapter by the weekend). Math has become the reason why I sleep at 1am- the homework takes so much time because my math teacher wants us to do every single question and I write out my question as well.

Anyway, I should go and eat now (haven't had dinner)- I just realised I lost weight during exam block because I purposely eat less so I could spend more time studying.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 21, 2018, 02:44:12 pm
Hey guys,
Random update here even though it's holidays. To be honest, I haven't done much work- I've been spamming Joseph41 with a bunch of articles. Big props to him for reading four or five of my articles in a span of a week. I missed writing so much after my exams, I laid in bed for a few hours and then got back to writing. It's become a form of escapism- a lot of my teachers have told me to find a way to 'wind down' before I sleep but I usually dismiss that because I don't really have time for that. Now that I can spend time writing, it's become a way for me to destress. It also helped me get a position as a writer and researcher for an NGO that I'm volunteering for- really excited to start writing for them.

Anyway, not sure if I mentioned previously that I was gonna do some volunteering over the holidays but I did my first volunteering shift last night. Boy was it useless. I signed up to volunteer as general assistance for National Youth Week in Bankstown but they literally said to me "Oh, just hang around here and we'll call you." My friend and I just sat there and talked because we had nothing to do. It wasn't even us- there are groups of other volunteers who weren't doing anything. I feel like they overstaffed because there were a lot of volunteers who didn't do anything. My friend and I did one job, which was to deliver food to the fairy floss guy lol. We got our certificate and free food but it was kinda pointless.

I will be volunteering next Wednesday on Anzac Day at Hyde Park for Red Cross though, so I'm looking forward to that.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 23, 2018, 05:42:42 pm
Hey guys,
Another random update here. So I just got an email from ANU about my scholarship application and turns out I didn't get to pass through to Stage 2. Not entirely how I should feel- on one hand, I'm a bit disappointed because if I were able to get the scholarship, I've secured a place and I just need to worry about my ATAR. On the other hand, ANU wasn't my first choice. To be honest, I'm still tossing up between USyd and UNSW. I know everyone wants to go there but these are the only two universities that offer aerospace engineering. I guess I need to focus all my efforts on making sure my Co-op application looks impressive. Or I need to do two more engineering-based activities hosted by USyd to be able to secure a Propel Mobility Scholarship.

Anyway, I've been doing a little bit of Major Work stuff, particularly History Extension. I feel kinda behind considering how I spent all of Term 1 researching, taking notes and interviewing historians. I'm not entirely sure where I should be up to but I'm glad that I have a vague essay plan at the moment. At this point, I've kinda developed a judgement on my topic, but I still need to flesh out my paragraphs.

As for Society & Culture, I haven't touched it since pre-exams. I told myself I should do a plan for Chapter 3 but I keep procrastinating. By procrastinating, I mean writing articles lol. I missed writing so much during exam block I jumped back into writing after a few hours of lamenting over my 3U math exam lmao.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia

EDIT: Looks like ANU isn't the only institution rejecting me. CSIRO rejected my work experience application as well. Rip ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on April 25, 2018, 09:44:01 pm
Hey guys,
Volunteering update here. I volunteered for Red Cross at Hyde Park today just to serve some tea and coffee for Anzac veterans. To be honest, I always dread volunteering the morning of every volunteering session because I get anxious as to what role I'm supposed to do, or how do I smalltalk etc. It was even worse because my friend was too late to sign up for this so I'd be alone and I'd have to talk to new people. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Most of the people there were in uni- probably because there are some Red Cross uni clubs or something. I actually met a lot of people that did computer science/IT- one of the guys was doing a master's in IT.

When we replaced the previous serving team, I wasn't even able to put on my gloves and one of the veterans asked for white tea. I hate tea and two of the other girls had no clue what type of tea this was. Luckily, the girl next to us told us the types of tea. Funny enough, she mentioned that her family is British- trust the British on their tea lol. Serving was actually fun and I was able to naturally communicate with other people, say if they had the milk or the kettle of black coffee. We were able to have a 15-20 minute break but I got so caught up with serving I had no clue what to do.

I kinda wished I went around to talk to the veterans (considering I'm a big Modern fan) but then it would end up turning into oral history from me spamming them with questions. And then my next thought would be, what if my constant questioning would trigger memories? When I'm bored, I watch Elders React and I was watching them react to Battlefield 1 (most of the female elders said it was too violent and glorified war but isn't war filled with violence??) and there are a lot of people in the comments being like "Hmm they must be trigged from dem 'nam memories" which made me wonder how triggered would war veterans get from my questioning?

Anyway, I had no clue how to smalltalk with veterans so I just stood around and went back to serving. Even when one of the veterans who was wheeled in by (I'm assuming) his grandkids was telling us about his usual sugar, milk, tea ratio and his voice was so soft that I had to lean over and I still couldn't hear him! I had to smile and nod and when he laughed, I had to laugh along even though I had no clue what he said. There was another person who showed up and wanted to tell us her family story and how her great-aunt served as a nurse under the Red Cross and wore a bright red hat for that. Luckily, the girl next to me knew how to small talk while I was like "Oh wow..." I feel like when I typed it here, it sounds sarcastic but I was trying to be show interest by responding but I had no clue what to say. My other smalltalk situation happened during a break when I was standing around with a few girls and there was a veteran in a wheelchair (his family was probably getting a drink or something) and he was like "It's a beautiful day, isn't it?" or something along those lines. I mean, I agreed with him that it was a nice day and then he went on about the weather or something (again, I couldn't hear him!) and then his family came to wheel him away. I'm kinda glad we ended our smalltalk with a 'have a good day' but I had no clue how to continue a conversation.

Even though I was anxious about socialising, it was really fun. Volunteering for old people is so validating because they show a lot more appreciation to these kind of services. There were so many people who said "Thank you so much for your time" or "Your tea is amazing" or "You're doing a wonderful job ladies" (most of us were girls lol) and it felt great that they were appreciative over this. Even the large horde of Indians (I'm assuming Sikh because of their turban), they were the ones who caused a lot more stress amongst the serving team because there were like 20 of them in one go (and a girl knocked over coffee on my hands so I had to run it under cold water for a while)- they were really appreciative of our services. After the drank their coffee or tea, they came back to us and thanked us. Even though it was stressful and I had hot water spilt on my fingers, it was funny seeing them ask for really strong tea. We would give them tea with one tea bag and when we gave them their cup, they would take another tea bag- I've never seen someone take two tea bags.

But no- my day didn't end there. I also attended a focus group hosted by Red Cross because they're trying to encourage more young people to volunteer. I didn't eat lunch until 4pm because they promised free pizza. I swear the Red Cross office is so pretty- the ground floor had marble along the floor and walls, and the kitchen/living room was so pretty. They had a green colour scheme- green walls, green carpet, muted green furniture and green/white bar stools. Even the kitchen is pretty! They had four fridges and a vending machine. And omg their toilets are amazing! There weren't light switches because it's motion detected and there's a shower- a SHOWER. It's like they want the Red Cross staff to stay in the office. I wouldn't blame them because the facilities are really nice. And those lights I mentioned in the bathroom, supposedly it's the same with the living room/kitchen!

I was pretty exhausted by the end of the day. I was out from 9am to 5pm and didn't get home until 5.45pm. I wanted to do a bit of my SAC PIP but I'm too tired to do anything so I think I'll be doing some light reading for History Extension.

See you soon!
- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 01, 2018, 08:33:35 pm
Hey guys,
So school's back. Except I just saw the timetable for my trial exams and I wanna cry ;-; So I have 2U math and Modern on the same day askfjhsfeh. And then I have physics and Society & Culture are also clashing during the same time :/ I'm not entirely sure how this is gonna work. I would assume I'm gonna have to do Society & Culture first and then physics in the afternoon since physics is a 3 hour exam and Business Studies (which is also a 3 hour exam) is after Society & Culture. I'll have to ask my Curriculum Coordinator about it.

I have homework to do so this is gonna be a very short update.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on May 01, 2018, 10:09:30 pm
I hope trials are going to be okay!! I was in the same boat w/ CSSA trials, like what the flying frick is Modern and Maths on the same day? So stupid. You'll get through it though :-)

Hope you have an awesome week!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: emilyygeorgexx on May 01, 2018, 10:15:27 pm
Hey guys,
So school's back. Except I just saw the timetable for my trial exams and I wanna cry ;-; So I have 2U math and Modern on the same day askfjhsfeh. And then I have physics and Society & Culture are also clashing during the same time :/ I'm not entirely sure how this is gonna work. I would assume I'm gonna have to do Society & Culture first and then physics in the afternoon since physics is a 3 hour exam and Business Studies (which is also a 3 hour exam) is after Society & Culture. I'll have to ask my Curriculum Coordinator about it.

I have homework to do so this is gonna be a very short update.

See you soon!

- Olivia

My trial timetable is not amazing as well. I don't have any double ups but I have 4 in a row in the first week, 2 in a row in the second week and 1 in the third week!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 02, 2018, 11:15:48 pm
Hey guys,
It's second day back at school and I'm slowly getting my marks back. I got physics yesterday and I kinda figured I would fail that exam. The annoying thing is that my teacher said there was room for scabbing- if there was room for scabbing, why didn't he just give us the mark in the first place?! On top of that, there were a lot of dodgy questions, like the projectile question in the multiple choice but none of the options had the right answer. Or the fact that the transformer question in the multiple choice didn't have the label 'input' and 'output' in the diagram so there are two correct answers. And then there's just me being salty over the fact that I didn't get full marks in the question about momentum, Newton's 3rd Law and launching a rocket. When we went through it in class, the marking criteria said we had to explain the 3rd Law, state momentum needs to be conserved and apply Conservation of Momentum. However, I mentioned that the 3rd Law (equal opposite reaction etc) and I mentioned that momentum needs to be conserved so there needs to be same amount of momentum when launching etc. Then there were really weird questions like asking us about ablation (even though he mentioned that he rarely sees ablation in HSC papers) or mentioning a specific type of nylon used as an insulator for transformers (and that was also rare as well). I handed my paper back for scabbing but I'm kinda annoyed at how dodgy the paper is. Or maybe I'm just salty.

Math I kinda figured I would fail as well. I mean, I am kinda improving from last year but it's a really slow improvement. If my rate of improvement is this slow, then I don't think I'm ever gonna get at least 90% in the HSC. Last year, I would barely scrape a pass and now I'm passing- my teachers like to include HSC questions in our paper, which I think is quite dodgy because we're all working towards HSC level, which means we shouldn't really be working at a HSC level yet. Sure we need challenging questions but that doesn't mean they should be throwing us HSC questions. Anyway, my math teacher is kinda bitter over the fact that the person who came first in 2U wasn't in our class and he's all like 'There's always room for improvement because no one got 100%.' WTF no one gets 100% in the HSC so how is he expecting us to get that.

Anyway, I'm also a bit salty over my SAC mark. I did well in the speech but I wanted the 20/20 lol. My teacher said I didn't show a strong connection to the five SAC concepts. Will always be salty over that -_- And I'm also salty over English. I'm always like "Remember that time when I was second in English." I mean, I'm ranked 5th in the exam (rank 4th overall) but I wanted to maintain my 2nd rank from last year. Both essays I got an A but I feel like I just managed to get that mark. The only validation I got was the fact that I included a lot of textual references lol- and then there was like 3 paragraphs on how to improve.

I'm a bit nervous for Modern History- that was the only subject where I maintained my first rank throughout prelims and starting Year 12. If my rank dropped I'd probably be slightly bitter but also because of the fact that the girl who sits next to me loves to talk crap about me (since Year 8) but she's always salty how I get higher marks than her, especially in history. If she gets higher than me, she's gonna rub it in my face. Like, in Year 9, our science teacher was horrible and she was like to me "Remember how I used to be first and you used to be second? Yeah, those were the good times." I don't need someone to rub my rank in my face -_-

Anyway, that's probably enough saltiness/bitterness from me in one day. I'm probably gonna get salty when I get SOR back, only because my teacher always says my practice responses are really good but when exams come around and I include the main points in the exam responses, I don't get full marks in my responses.

On another note, is there anyone going to the HTA History Study Day? Really curious if anyone's going.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 03, 2018, 07:14:33 pm
Hey guys,
Short update today but I'm really excited to share this. Over the holidays, I was offered the position to write for a UK-based NGO called We Make Change- the process felt like applying for a job because I had to apply, then do an interview, sign paperwork and I have a work email lol (I just realised the wording is weird. I applied for the position and they offered it to me, just to clarify). Anyway, since this week is RSPCA week- I'm assuming it is in the UK, according to my Head of Research- two of my articles finally got published:

Pangolins: The Most Trafficked Animal You’ve Probably Never Heard Of


Exposing Australian Live Animal Exporters


Kinda annoyed that they still haven't set up my Wordpress account so the author is credited to the blog manager (this is also happening to other writers as well) but I am excited that my article is up.

The reason why I'm excited is because today the Labor Party announced that they will phasing out the live sheep export and RSPCA will be helping by donating to farmers to minimise financial losses. I just found it cool that the day after my article got posted, the Labor Party announced their policy.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Poet on May 03, 2018, 07:20:26 pm
Hey guys,
Short update today but I'm really excited to share this. Over the holidays, I was offered the position to write for a UK-based NGO called We Make Change- the process felt like applying for a job because I had to apply, then do an interview, sign paperwork and I have a work email lol. Anyway, since this week is RSPCA week- I'm assuming it is in the UK, according to my Head of Research- two of my articles finally got published:

Pangolins: The Most Trafficked Animal You’ve Probably Never Heard Of


Exposing Australian Live Animal Exporters


Kinda annoyed that they still haven't set up my Wordpress account so the author is credited to the blog manager (this is also happening to other writers as well) but I am excited that my article is up.

The reason why I'm excited is because today the Labor Party announced that they will phasing out the live sheep export and RSPCA will be helping by donating to farmers to minimise financial losses. I just found it cool that the day after my article got posted, the Labor Party announced their policy.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia

Hey, Liv!
Been reading your journey journal for a while and always find it relatable and enjoyable.
Just skimmed through these articles and they look amazing!
I've been passionate about pangolins for ages, so I'm overjoyed someone shares my sentiments.
This is a great achievement - well done!  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 03, 2018, 07:37:51 pm
Hey, Liv!
Been reading your journey journal for a while and always find it relatable and enjoyable.
Ahaha my saltiness and pettiness over everything is relatable?

Just skimmed through these articles and they look amazing!
I've been passionate about pangolins for ages, so I'm overjoyed someone shares my sentiments.
This is a great achievement - well done!  ;D
Thanks :) I found it amusing because my Head of Research didn't expect me to submit 2 articles within the first 2 days after I got settled in (other writers have other commitments so they don't submit articles like everyday).

And yes! Pangolins need some love! They're awkward and adorable little creatures! I get amused whenever I see memes of pangolins being described as how they look like they're too nervous to ask you to prom or they look like they want to discuss with you an issue in private because of their front two claws. I find their defence mechanism relatable- curling up in a ball sounds like something I would do lol. But it's kinda sad that no one really knows them and their defence mechanism makes it easy for poachers to catch them. We Make Change posted a poll on Twitter asking what the most endangered species was (in conjunction with my article) and about 21% of the voters voted for the African Elephant and the Bengal Tiger.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Caitlynk_22 on May 03, 2018, 10:26:32 pm
Pangolins! Pangolins! Pangolins! They were the starting point for my art major! Gah, so glad to see that people actually know what they are. Even when referring to my previous concept my teacher says armadillo (or however you spell it).

So glad to see someone writing about them! And congrats on getting the articles published!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 06, 2018, 10:57:41 am
Hey guys,
Short update from me. I mentioned previously that I wasn't credited as the author for my previous articles, but now my Wordpress account is set up, I can now be credited as the author! I feel petty to ask my blog manager to give me access to my own articles but I keep reminding myself that I was the one that put in the effort to research and write my own articles (pretty sure my Head of Research is also annoyed at me because I really like to be updated with anything related to my own work lol). So my pangolin article is now credited under my name, I just need to wait if I can gain access over my article on live animal export.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: angewina_naguen on May 06, 2018, 03:53:35 pm
Hey guys,
So school's back. Except I just saw the timetable for my trial exams and I wanna cry ;-; So I have 2U math and Modern on the same day askfjhsfeh. And then I have physics and Society & Culture are also clashing during the same time :/ I'm not entirely sure how this is gonna work. I would assume I'm gonna have to do Society & Culture first and then physics in the afternoon since physics is a 3 hour exam and Business Studies (which is also a 3 hour exam) is after Society & Culture. I'll have to ask my Curriculum Coordinator about it.

I have homework to do so this is gonna be a very short update.

See you soon!

- Olivia

Hey, Olivia!

I feel so bad for you  :'( But how bad is our HSC timetable with that Modern/Society day  >:( >:( NESA just wants to see us crash and burn  :'( I hope the trials timetable won't discourage you because you're such a help on this site and I would love to see you succeed  ;D It's going to be a rough time coming up for all of us but I hope it'll get better after all of this  ;D ;D ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 07, 2018, 07:15:10 pm
Hey guys,
So I'm starting to get my marks back. I'll start off with the good marks because that's the main reason why I still have hope. I got Modern back and I got 24/25, equal first. I'm not sure if my teacher would agree with me because the Modern sub teacher we had last term is a bit nicer with marking. My teacher made it clear that for those who wrote one page for Part A would only get a 6. I find it amusing that the teacher didn't point out my mistake in Part A- I named the wrong film when I was talking about Rienfenstahl's first film and I dreaded to get my paper back but he didn't call me out.

Now to the horrible stuff. Extension Math was brutal and my math teacher was like (jokingly) "I think I gained weight from marking your paper because the sadder the marks, the more breaks I wanna take and the more snacks I eat." We kinda expected our marks to be bad. The paper was 50% prelim and 50% HSC but we haven't done a lot of HSC stuff so there was a lot of trig- except most of us didn't remember how to do the T-formula stuff. So trig was our weakest. To put things into perspective as to how bad we were, our class average was 34%. My teacher was low-key savage about our marks because when we were going through the paper he was like "At this point, I'm happy if I made a mistake in marking."

The thing I'm glad about is that he mentioned that in our class there are two cases: either you're doing well in 2U but 3U is going downhill or you're going downhill in 2U and 3U. If you're going downhill in both classes then he will want to speak to you and possibly offer dropping 3U but still remain in the class because when he spoke to my math coordinator, some of us have issues with teachers (so when we go through 3U content, those who drop 3U will do 2U revision). Thankfully, I'm in the first case (I mentioned before I'm improving in 2U). He said for those in the first case, he will be conducting mandatory remedial classes during lunch and may start next week. Is all this depressing? Very, considering how our marks are so low and we have 2 assessments left and we started off a bit shaky because we changed math teachers halfway and my previous math teacher was following a different scope and sequence so that messed up our order. But I am glad he's willing to offer a solution to make our class improve unlike my previous math teacher. We were in a similar position when we got our yearlies back. To put things into perspective on how bad we did in yearlies, my rank was 7/23 but my course grade was a D. This means the highest mark was a C (in this task, only 2 people scraped a pass). But I'm happy he's willing to propose a solution to help us because our math teacher just looked at us in disappointment and moved on.

Which brings me to my next dilemma: should I drop 3U? This has been on my mind for a while now because I used to do well in 3U (my overall rank in half yearlies last year was 3rd) and now 3U is going downhill. I haven't spoken to my teacher about it yet because he's calling up people one by one when he has set us work. He believes I have potential to do well in 2U but I'm not sure about 3U. On top of that, my Curriculum Coordinator (different to last term's one because the usual Curriculum Coordinator was on leave because of medical issues and now she's back) was asking me about my units. She wasn't pressuring me to drop but she was asking how I was going and I told her I will be reviewing when I get my marks back. But now I'm not even sure anymore.

I'm also getting my overall ranks for other subjects. So my overall ranks are:
English: 4/50-ish
2U: Not comfortabel sharing but I am in top 15 out of 30-ish people
3U: Not sure yet
Physics: Lol jk I'm not last, I can tell you that
Modern: 1/20
Society & Culture: 4/20-ish
SOR: Haven't gotten anything
History Extension: Teacher just started marking it last week

So that's how I'm going. As I'm writing this, I kinda realise how all over the place my ranks are. In certain subjects, I'm doing relatively well and then I'm failing in other subjects, so I'm not sure where I'm going.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 07, 2018, 08:24:59 pm
Hey, Olivia!

I feel so bad for you  :'( But how bad is our HSC timetable with that Modern/Society day  >:( >:( NESA just wants to see us crash and burn  :'( I hope the trials timetable won't discourage you because you're such a help on this site and I would love to see you succeed  ;D It's going to be a rough time coming up for all of us but I hope it'll get better after all of this  ;D ;D ;D
Hey there!

Pretty sure NESA just wants to throw us under the bus- we're the last year group so might as well make as suffer more -_- Pretty sure you'll do well too! I guess we're on the same boat on Modern/Society day haha
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on May 07, 2018, 09:05:05 pm
Hey Olivia!

Just adding my two cents on the dropping 3U thing. If you think you're going to do better with just 2U, maybe dropping is the best option. If you want to do a uni course that has 3U as recommended knowledge, you can always take a bridging course anyway. 3U is very time consuming, especially for 1 unit and from personal experience, dropping cleared out so much time for me to focus on other subjects... so maybe that's something to consider?

Also, congrats on that Modern mark!! So good to hear about that one :-)

All the best!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 21, 2018, 06:48:20 pm
Hey guys,
Feels like it's been a while since I've updated. I'm slowly feeling the burden of doing more units than necessary. I've been crying myself to sleep during the past week because of so many things going on- my PIP drafts are getting roasted, I feel like I'm behind in Extension History, I'm constantly debating to drop 3U or not. On top of that, I'm falling behind in my SAC notes and I haven't had the time to finish them. And scholarship applications are slowly opening, which means I really need to get a move on with my responses.

Anyway, I got my Extension History marks back with 22/25, ranking 1st in my class. I still haven't got my paper back so I can't really say where I fell apart. I was kinda nervous to get my marks back because I was paranoid whether I explained post-modernism correctly and applied it correctly- we haven't gone through that it class so my knowledge was based on my own reading and discussions with my Modern-sub teacher from last term. As for my Major Work, I'm slowly integrating my ideas together into paragraphs. I'm hoping to finish my plan for my third body paragraph tomorrow so I can show it to my teacher and get some feedback.

As for my PIP, I mentioned previously that I was getting roasted- don't get me wrong, I love some good roasting. Considering my introduction, Chapter 1 and 2 got completely roasted in one go by a different SAC teacher (who was also a PIP marker), I was completely overwhelmed by how bad my material was. I panicked because I felt like I was behind again, and I realised that Chapter 3 is due next week and I've only started the introduction. On top of that, my other teacher wants me to make my PIP material more appealing, even though at this stage, I'm still in the process of getting my ideas down in essay/report form. I'm really hoping to sit with my teacher again tomorrow over the feedback and submit Chapter 3 draft by the end of this week so I can focus on polishing all my material throughout the rest of the term.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on May 21, 2018, 08:04:59 pm
Feels like it's been a while since I've updated. I'm slowly feeling the burden of doing more units than necessary. I've been crying myself to sleep during the past week because of so many things going on- my PIP drafts are getting roasted, I feel like I'm behind in Extension History, I'm constantly debating to drop 3U or not. On top of that, I'm falling behind in my SAC notes and I haven't had the time to finish them. And scholarship applications are slowly opening, which means I really need to get a move on with my responses.

Ditch those scholarship applications Olivia! They aren't due for months - If you are crying yourself to sleep, something is going wrong, and you need to take steps to fix that. Putting scholarship applications on hold wherever possible is a consequence free way to free up some of your time. Scholarships due in September should be right at the bottom of your priority list at this stage of the year! :)

Anyways, I got my Extension History marks back with 22/25, ranking 1st in my class. I still haven't got my paper back so I can't really say where I fell apart. I was kinda nervous to get my marks back because I was paranoid whether I explained post-modernism correctly and applied it correctly- we haven't gone through that it class so my knowledge was based on my own reading and discussions with my Modern-sub teacher from last term. As for my Major Work, I'm slowly integrating my ideas together into paragraphs. I'm hoping to finish my plan for my third body paragraph tomorrow so I can show it to my teacher and get some feedback.

22/25 isn't falling apart at all, especially for Extension History!! By all means aim higher but that's a really amazing mark!!

Remember to take lots of deep breaths - You are doing so well, try to put less pressure on yourself! :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 21, 2018, 08:15:55 pm
Ditch those scholarship applications Olivia! They aren't due for months - If you are crying yourself to sleep, something is going wrong, and you need to take steps to fix that. Putting scholarship applications on hold wherever possible is a consequence free way to free up some of your time. Scholarships due in September should be right at the bottom of your priority list at this stage of the year! :)
For Co-op, yes it's due in September (or August? I need to check) but for UTS Women in Engineering, it's due on 17th June, so I have just less than a month to write my responses. I think it's more on the thought that I don't feel like I'm gonna get a 90+ ATAR- a 96 for Co-op and 93 for Aerospace Engineering (I swear every year, UNSW keeps increasing the ATAR cut-off from 91, to 92 last year, and now 93), especially how I'm on the verge of dropping 3U math but I still haven't made the decision yet.

Remember to take lots of deep breaths - You are doing so well, try to put less pressure on yourself! :)
I think it's more on the fact that I'm starting to feel the burden of doing more units than necessary, which is why I'm falling apart :/ There are so many things I need to do but I just don't have the time to do so.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on May 21, 2018, 08:30:39 pm
For Co-op, yes it's due in September (or August? I need to check) but for UTS Women in Engineering, it's due on 17th June, so I have just less than a month to write my responses. I think it's more on the thought that I don't feel like I'm gonna get a 90+ ATAR- a 96 for Co-op and 93 for Aerospace Engineering (I swear every year, UNSW keeps increasing the ATAR cut-off from 91, to 92 last year, and now 93), especially how I'm on the verge of dropping 3U math but I still haven't made the decision yet.
I think it's more on the fact that I'm starting to feel the burden of doing more units than necessary, which is why I'm falling apart :/ There are so many things I need to do but I just don't have the time to do so.

You are feeling that way because things aren't swinging your way right now. You do have the time, you might just need to do some clever prioritising. You can't always devote as much time as would be ideal to every task - That's not just a you thing, it's not even just a HSC thing, it's just one of the rotten things about being busy!!

Hang in there. Prioritise when you can (EG - Coop scholarship application should be totally off your plate until the next set of holidays, ask your teachers to be excused from doing any unnecessary homework exercises while you catch up). Above all, stay positive :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Opengangs on May 21, 2018, 08:36:02 pm
Definitely do consider the scholarships early, but don't place too much emphasis on them right now! FEAS aren't due for another 2 months, and other scholarship offers in places like USyd and UTS aren't open until August! Use this time now to take a step back and work out what you need to do now.

What part of you wants to drop 3U? Is it the stress? Is it too much work? How are your marks right now? How will your other subjects benefit if you do drop?

I highly recommend starting up a to-do list, or if you have, to be specific with your to-do list. You may just have a few things on it each day, but start placing "priority" notices on them so that you're able to keep up with your schoolwork.

I have personally started one for uni, and it's working super well. At the moment, I'm managing (a) tutoring (b) I run a UNSW maths group (c) I'm still running the SDD contest with JTrudeau (d) I'm gunning for HD in all of my subjects, and as of recent, (e) I have about 3 assignments due in the space of two weeks.

My one currently looks like this:

<-- TOP PRIORITY -->
Due date // Subject // Progress
Wed (week 13) // Media Arts assignment (short video) // 33%
-> Update 1: May 19: Started up on video // jotted some ideas down (goal: get started with ideas)
-> Update 2: May 20: Began working on first frame // Goal: Begin working on production

<-- MEDIUM PRIORITY -->
Due date // Subject // Progress

<-- LOW PRIORITY -->
Due date // Subject // Progress

Obviously, you can fill this up however you feel will motivate you. But I suggest concentrating on what you need to get done - don't worry about things that will come later. We can inform you when new events/scholarships are open. Don't worry - take a step back and rrelax :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 21, 2018, 08:47:05 pm
What part of you wants to drop 3U? Is it the stress? Is it too much work? How are your marks right now? How will your other subjects benefit if you do drop?
It's more of the fact that I'm not doing well, or more like, I'm slightly below my class average. Our class is doing horribly in 3U math (in fact, our average percentage for half-yearlies was 34%, with only 2 people barely scraping a pass). Because we had a different (horrible) teacher last year, she left a lot of gaps in my understanding with the 3U content- to be honest, I used to do well in 3U, now I'm falling apart, and I'm not sure if I can bring up my marks. My new math teacher is better, but he's a rigorous homework-checker with spreadsheets and all (which is understandable) but that takes up most of my study time in the afternoon I'm left with at least 1 hour to do other subjects.

At the moment, it's not really affecting my other subjects- I'm ranked Top 5 in all my other subjects except for 2U math (with a slight improvement from my previous mark) and my physics mark keeps fluctuating from really good to just under a pass. But it's more like my ability to balance my 3U math with my Major Works, considering how History Extension is due by the end of this term. And at this rate, my marks in 3U aren't really improving even though I spend so much time on it- honestly, I get stressed whenever I see or hear people from other schools (not just in the forums, but irl as well) say that 70% in 3U is horrible, but in reality, I've never really achieved a 70% in 3U- my best mark in 3U math is 62%, ranking equal 2nd.

I still can't decide to drop 3U math or not because on one hand, 3U math is assumed knowledge in engineering (and more like the thought that I want to do engineering but I can barely pass 3U math is disheartening) but on the other hand, it would be great to make room for other subjects :/
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: emilyygeorgexx on May 21, 2018, 09:12:03 pm
It's more of the fact that I'm not doing well, or more like, I'm slightly below my class average. Our class is doing horribly in 3U math (in fact, our average percentage for half-yearlies was 34%, with only 2 people barely scraping a pass). Because we had a different (horrible) teacher last year, she left a lot of gaps in my understanding with the 3U content- to be honest, I used to do well in 3U, now I'm falling apart, and I'm not sure if I can bring up my marks. My new math teacher is better, but he's a rigorous homework-checker with spreadsheets and all (which is understandable) but that takes up most of my study time in the afternoon I'm left with at least 1 hour to do other subjects.

At the moment, it's not really affecting my other subjects- I'm ranked Top 5 in all my other subjects except for 2U math (with a slight improvement from my previous mark) and my physics mark keeps fluctuating from really good to just under a pass. But it's more like my ability to balance my 3U math with my Major Works, considering how History Extension is due by the end of this term. And at this rate, my marks in 3U aren't really improving even though I spend so much time on it- honestly, I get stressed whenever I see or hear people from other schools (not just in the forums, but irl as well) say that 70% in 3U is horrible, but in reality, I've never really achieved a 70% in 3U- my best mark in 3U math is 62%, ranking equal 2nd.

I still can't decide to drop 3U math or not because on one hand, 3U math is assumed knowledge in engineering (and more like the thought that I want to do engineering but I can barely pass 3U math is disheartening) but on the other hand, it would be great to make room for other subjects :/

Just remember assumed knowledge is only assumed knowledge not a prerequisite! I'm assuming (don't take my word for it) as long as you understand your basic concepts for 3U you should be able to handle it or on the other hand, you can always take a bridging course in the holidays!

I was very skeptical with the assumed knowledge as well. I was doing 2U maths last year and it was just taking up so much time to do well but I knew it was assumed knowledge for Commerce at UNSW so that was primarily one of the reasons I kept it for as long as I did. However, after talking to actual staff of the Business School at UNSW, explaining my dilemma of whether or not to drop to General Maths they said I would be completely fine dropping.

Term 3 of Year 11, I dropped to General Maths. Best decision I ever made. It genuinely has freed up so much time for me to concentrate on some of my weaker subjects such as English and Economics.

In the end, if you feel comfortable having more units just in case you fall down in one subject then 3U may back you up. But I STRESS please do not put 3U maths over your sleep and mental health, that would be the worse case scenario!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 28, 2018, 10:20:22 pm
Hey guys,
It's been a while since I've updated. Too bad here's another stress-filled post. I have English next Monday and 2U Math next Tuesday and I've barely started both of them. I've only done half an essay play for one question for English (since we're given two possible questions) and I've only done a bit of the first question for 2U math. My notes for English are all over the place since I haven't transferred it to my electronic notes so it's difficult for me to find textual evidence since I'm overwhelmed by the large number of sticky notes in my book.

On top of that, I've just convinced my parents to sign my application to drop subjects. It took them a while because they think I need to do 3U math in order to do engineering. They even asked me if I still wanna do engineering or have a backup if I drop 3U math- they seem to think that dropping 3U math = change in career options. Even though I know someone who did 2U math and is doing engineering, I still find it... unsettling? scared (not sure if these are the right words) that I'm dropping 3U math. I spent so much time on 3U math that I feel like I'm giving up and running away from my problems by dropping 3U math. Even though I've spent so much time contemplating on this, I don't even feel relief that I want to drop 3U math- more like guilt. My parents have spent so much money on tutoring and textbooks for Extension Math and now I'm discarding it all by dropping the subject.

All of this crap that has been going on has been making me even more stressed. Looks like I'll be crying myself to sleep again.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Opengangs on May 28, 2018, 10:31:35 pm
On top of that, I've just convinced my parents to sign my application to drop subjects. It took them a while because they think I need to do 3U math in order to do engineering. They even asked me if I still wanna do engineering or have a backup if I drop 3U math- they seem to think that dropping 3U math = change in career options. Even though I know someone who did 2U math and is doing engineering, I still find it... unsettling? scared (not sure if these are the right words) that I'm dropping 3U math. I spent so much time on 3U math that I feel like I'm giving up and running away from my problems by dropping 3U math. Even though I've spent so much time contemplating on this, I don't even feel relief that I want to drop 3U math- more like guilt. My parents have spent so much money on tutoring and textbooks for Extension Math and now I'm discarding it all by dropping the subject.
Hey,
I have heaps of friends (all UG right now) currently studying an engineering course who only did 2u maths. I think @MisterNeo is doing an engineering course (CompSci still counts right), and he only did 2u maths. Yes, it may be slightly harder because it's assumed that you should have done at least an Extension 1 level mathematics course (or equivalent), but honestly you shouldn't be stressing out about it as it's not a prerequisite subject.

All of my friends who only did 2u maths are doing just fine in their engineering course. It doesn't actually matter whether you've done 3u - if you're willing to put in the extra work and work harder when uni comes around, you'll be better than those who did 3u but slack off (because they "know everything"). So, take some time off and if you are really falling behind with it, you should consider dropping it. You don't want that extra unit adversely affect the other 10 units.

If you still have any doubts, feel free to let us know and we'll help you in any way we can.  :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on May 29, 2018, 01:19:39 pm
3U maths is basically useless for Engineering!! Like, if you can differentiate and integrate, you are all good!

Make decisions to make yourself happy and healthy. Constant stressing about 3U isn't healthy and clearly isn't making you happy :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 29, 2018, 07:20:51 pm
Hey,
I have heaps of friends (all UG right now) currently studying an engineering course who only did 2u maths. I think @MisterNeo is doing an engineering course (CompSci still counts right), and he only did 2u maths. Yes, it may be slightly harder because it's assumed that you should have done at least an Extension 1 level mathematics course (or equivalent), but honestly you shouldn't be stressing out about it as it's not a prerequisite subject.

All of my friends who only did 2u maths are doing just fine in their engineering course. It doesn't actually matter whether you've done 3u - if you're willing to put in the extra work and work harder when uni comes around, you'll be better than those who did 3u but slack off (because they "know everything"). So, take some time off and if you are really falling behind with it, you should consider dropping it. You don't want that extra unit adversely affect the other 10 units.

If you still have any doubts, feel free to let us know and we'll help you in any way we can.  :)

3U maths is basically useless for Engineering!! Like, if you can differentiate and integrate, you are all good!

Make decisions to make yourself happy and healthy. Constant stressing about 3U isn't healthy and clearly isn't making you happy :)
I mean, I just dropped 3U math today. I spoke to my physics teacher (who also happens to be a civil engineer with a Masters in IT) and he said that you don't even use the 3U stuff in engineering. I quote: "Not once in my life have I ever used circle geo until I had to teach it." I just find it ridiculous that universities are saying 3U is assumed knowledge. My teacher says it's just to "show you're mathematically mature." But I'm kinda scared about Co-op for Mechanical Engineering because they said 3U Math and Physics are assumed knowledge and you can still apply for the scholarship if you don't fit the assumed knowledge but you'll be at a disadvantage.

But tbh, it's more like mixed feels at the moment. I kinda feel like I'm running away from my problems by dropping 3U math but at the same time, I know I can get more time doing other subjects.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: clovvy on May 31, 2018, 09:00:42 pm
3U maths is basically useless for Engineering!! Like, if you can differentiate and integrate, you are all good!

Make decisions to make yourself happy and healthy. Constant stressing about 3U isn't healthy and clearly isn't making you happy :)
That's interesting that you mention it.... My father did electrical engineering/computer science at UNSW back then and told me how much maths he has to do and that I do need 3U and possibly 4U to make matters easier (ignoring circle geo and all that)... My case is a bit different since I do want to do courses that are more maths-related (well I do want to do advanced science)... I mean no one force me to take any specifics so I chose these subjects myself...

I gotta say that I may be in a much worse position than owidjaja and I cannot drop anything haha... (I'm going to update my journal soon)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on May 31, 2018, 09:13:57 pm
That's interesting that you mention it.... My father did electrical engineering/computer science at UNSW back then and told me how much maths he has to do and that I do need 3U and possibly 4U to make matters easier (ignoring circle geo and all that)... My case is a bit different since I do want to do courses that are more maths-related (well I do want to do advanced science)... I mean no one force me to take any specifics so I chose these subjects myself...

I gotta say that I may be in a much worse position than owidjaja and I cannot drop anything haha... (I'm going to update my journal soon)
It depends on what kind of engineering you wanna go into. In electrical engineering, you do a bit of 4U math (i.e. complex numbers) and they reteach it to you but things like circle geo, polynomials, perms and combs etc. don't usually get used- according to my physics teacher.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 04, 2018, 11:28:39 pm
Hey guys,
It's been a while since I've updated. It's almost been a week since I've dropped Extension Math and I've actually been sleeping earlier (my earliest was probably 10.30pm on a Friday night lol). Since my class is going through all the 3U content, I've been spending time in class finishing my math assignment (yes, a math assignment) and I actually started to go through some HSC past papers. Let me just say I didn't realise that the Section 2 of the math paper went up to 16 questions- our exams only went up to 10 multiple choice and 15 short answer questions. I feel like the day where I'll be sitting two 3-hour exams for Trials (2U Math and Modern) will be like a plane trip (tbh a plane trip to Indonesia is 7 hours so my two exams will almost be like me flying overseas :/).

Last Wednesday was also Parent Teacher Interview and I got my report that night. I found it amusing that my math and physics teacher essentially said the same thing how they know I know the content, it's just not showing on the paper welp :/ With the rest of my teachers, all of them are concerned that I'm gonna burn out before the HSC. Well, been there done that. At this point, stress is an integral part of my life that it's just become background noise- even though I'm smiling, I'm stressed on the inside. I find it funny when teachers are like "Oh you're smiling that's great to see." Meanwhile these teachers are fooled because I have no clue what's like to go through a day without stress. If anything, not being productive makes me even more stressed because it makes me paranoid that I missed something, yet being productive stresses me because time goes so fast I don't have time to do anything.

Saturday was Career Expo. I was actually amazed I got to speak to two aerospace engineering students, one from UNSW and one from USyd (though he also did physics). I kinda figured that UNSW was my first choice but Career Expo consolidated my choice. The difference between the way these students sold aerospace to me was that the guy at USyd liked to talk about USyd's reputation. He was going on about how all the degrees are the same but where you get the degree from is where it matters and talked about how USyd has great connections with places like the Defence Force. I also asked him about dropping Extension Math and he recommended me to do a Bridging Course and said his friends who only did 2U wasn't doing so well. And then my friend mentioned about how our physics teacher mentioned that you don't use all the stuff in 3U and then he went on about how in his lab there was a circle-related question (don't remember if he actually mentioned circle geo) and said perms and combs are important. I brought it up to my teacher today and he scoffed at that comment because he said that you only use some parts of 3U/4U (e.g. a bit of complex numbers, mechanics) but not the whole thing.

Meanwhile, the students I spoke to at UNSW (one was a student ambassador and one was a space engineering student) mentioned that they're totally cool with me doing 2U math. I even asked them about the 3U math on their undergrad guide and they said it's just a guide but 2U math is also fine. The space engineering student also told me that they'll assume knowledge up to Year 10 and reteach everything from that point, which is reassuring for me. Although this was the main reason why it consolidated my choice for UNSW as my first preference, just the way the student sold UNSW as an university to me was something I preferred than USyd. I would say your typical stereotype of USyd students are those from rich schools who still liked to talk about their ATAR even though they're in their final year of uni and like to talk about the elitism in USyd (this is coming from my visits at USyd and I have a friend who's doing Law at USyd so he's told me the stories), and the student ambassador at USyd kinda reaffirmed that stereotype, even though one of my house parents from Engineering Camp is also doing aerospace engineering at USyd and is one of the nicest people I know. But the way the UNSW student promoted his uni to me made UNSW more appealing.

The first student ambassador referred me to this aerospace student and when I told him I was referred to him, he looked really happy and asked me what I enjoy about aerospace and we had a great conversation on Bernoulli and Newton's theories in relation to flight. Even when I was asking for his recommendation on double degrees and not making the ATAR cut off, he was quite respectful in telling me alternative pathways and even mentioned that it's not his place to recommend anything to me but just weighed the pros and cons of double degrees. Meanwhile, when my friend was asking about Medicine with this other UNSW Med student, she was asking alternative pathways and the girl explained how it takes an extra year (making it 7 years) and completely said she won't recommend it, which was quite discouraging to my friend considering how she's already not confident in her UMAT. Anyway, I was actually shocked that work placement was mandatory- the student even mentioned that his friend had work placement at Qantas, which actually settled a bit of my stress on Coop because I would've assumed that if you don't make it into Coop you don't really get work placements. Anyway, I had a great conversation with the UNSW students and it actually reinforced UNSW as my first preference. USyd will probably will be placed second but there's no way I'm getting that 99 ATAR to get into space engineering.

I also met Adam (Mada438)! Beatroot actually created a Facebook group chat on this but she caught a fever and wasn't able to make it. I found this amusing because he was messaging me if I was at the Modern History seminar (which I was) and it turned out I was sitting right behind him and we didn't realise lol. It wasn't until the end of the seminar when he called me out and we actually talked. Now that I think of it, I barely talked so that kinda reinforced how I severely lack in social skills :/ We hung around at the AN stall and talked to Susie, Jamon and Isaac (sometimes).

Speaking of the Modern History seminar, let me just use this opportunity to fangirl over the fact that I met Bruce Dennett! Susie has mentioned how he's a really good speaker, especially at the HTA HSC lectures but I didn't expect to see him speak on Saturday. It was kinda funny because when I sat down, I didn't realise he was the speaker but he was having a conversation with a family. When I sat down, he asked me what year I was in (which I responded Year 12). He was going about how the old syllabus was better because he wrote the old syllabus- that caught my attention so I asked him if he was Bruce Dennett and he nodded. I was like "Omg I have your textbook!" and he responded "Oh she has my textbook! Bless you." During his presentation, he was talking about the old syllabus and looked directly at me in the eye and said how the HSC papers are already printed and kinda repeated this over and over as he moved closer to where I was sitting (since I sat in the second row at the end). Can't wait to see him again at the HTA Day!

This post went on for waaayyy too long so see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on June 05, 2018, 05:31:52 pm
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Saturday was Career Expo. I was actually amazed I got to speak to two aerospace engineering students, one from UNSW and one from USyd (though he also did physics). I kinda figured that UNSW was my first choice but Career Expo consolidated my choice. The difference between the way these students sold aerospace to me was that the guy at USyd liked to talk about USyd's reputation. He was going on about how all the degrees are the same but where you get the degree from is where it matters and talked about how USyd has great connections with places like the Defence Force. I also asked him about dropping Extension Math and he recommended me to do a Bridging Course and said his friends who only did 2U wasn't doing so well. And then my friend mentioned about how our physics teacher mentioned that you don't use all the stuff in 3U and then he went on about how in his lab there was a circle-related question (don't remember if he actually mentioned circle geo) and said perms and combs are important. I brought it up to my teacher today and he scoffed at that comment because he said that you only use some parts of 3U/4U (e.g. a bit of complex numbers, mechanics) but not the whole thing.

I am excited for that USYD student to be bested by someone who went to a lower ranked university because they are a harder worker and better employee. Relying or otherwise placing any significant importance on the logo at the top of your piece of paper is such a farce. I'm glad you had a positive experience with the UNSW reps!!

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I also met Adam (Mada438)! Beatroot actually created a Facebook group chat on this but she caught a fever and wasn't able to make it. I found this amusing because he was messaging me if I was at the Modern History seminar (which I was) and it turned out I was sitting right behind him and we didn't realise lol. It wasn't until the end of the seminar when he called me out and we actually talked. Now that I think of it, I barely talked so that kinda reinforced how I severely lack in social skills :/ We hung around at the AN stall and talked to Susie, Jamon and Isaac (sometimes).

Adam is also a talker, you seem like a listener - Both equally important social skills ;D was great to see you guys again!!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: clovvy on June 05, 2018, 05:43:26 pm
Hey guys,
It's been a while since I've updated. It's almost been a week since I've dropped Extension Math and I've actually been sleeping earlier (my earliest was probably 10.30pm on a Friday night lol). Since my class is going through all the 3U content, I've been spending time in class finishing my math assignment (yes, a math assignment) and I actually started to go through some HSC past papers. Let me just say I didn't realise that the Section 2 of the math paper went up to 16 questions- our exams only went up to 10 multiple choice and 15 short answer questions. I feel like the day where I'll be sitting two 3-hour exams for Trials (2U Math and Modern) will be like a plane trip (tbh a plane trip to Indonesia is 7 hours so my two exams will almost be like me flying overseas :/).

Last Wednesday was also Parent Teacher Interview and I got my report that night. I found it amusing that my math and physics teacher essentially said the same thing how they know I know the content, it's just not showing on the paper welp :/ With the rest of my teachers, all of them are concerned that I'm gonna burn out before the HSC. Well, been there done that. At this point, stress is an integral part of my life that it's just become background noise- even though I'm smiling, I'm stressed on the inside. I find it funny when teachers are like "Oh you're smiling that's great to see." Meanwhile these teachers are fooled because I have no clue what's like to go through a day without stress. If anything, not being productive makes me even more stressed because it makes me paranoid that I missed something, yet being productive stresses me because time goes so fast I don't have time to do anything.

Saturday was Career Expo. I was actually amazed I got to speak to two aerospace engineering students, one from UNSW and one from USyd (though he also did physics). I kinda figured that UNSW was my first choice but Career Expo consolidated my choice. The difference between the way these students sold aerospace to me was that the guy at USyd liked to talk about USyd's reputation. He was going on about how all the degrees are the same but where you get the degree from is where it matters and talked about how USyd has great connections with places like the Defence Force. I also asked him about dropping Extension Math and he recommended me to do a Bridging Course and said his friends who only did 2U wasn't doing so well. And then my friend mentioned about how our physics teacher mentioned that you don't use all the stuff in 3U and then he went on about how in his lab there was a circle-related question (don't remember if he actually mentioned circle geo) and said perms and combs are important. I brought it up to my teacher today and he scoffed at that comment because he said that you only use some parts of 3U/4U (e.g. a bit of complex numbers, mechanics) but not the whole thing.

Meanwhile, the students I spoke to at UNSW (one was a student ambassador and one was a space engineering student) mentioned that they're totally cool with me doing 2U math. I even asked them about the 3U math on their undergrad guide and they said it's just a guide but 2U math is also fine. The space engineering student also told me that they'll assume knowledge up to Year 10 and reteach everything from that point, which is reassuring for me. Although this was the main reason why it consolidated my choice for UNSW as my first preference, just the way the student sold UNSW as an university to me was something I preferred than USyd. I would say your typical stereotype of USyd students are those from rich schools who still liked to talk about their ATAR even though they're in their final year of uni and like to talk about the elitism in USyd (this is coming from my visits at USyd and I have a friend who's doing Law at USyd so he's told me the stories), and the student ambassador at USyd kinda reaffirmed that stereotype, even though one of my house parents from Engineering Camp is also doing aerospace engineering at USyd and is one of the nicest people I know. But the way the UNSW student promoted his uni to me made UNSW more appealing.

The first student ambassador referred me to this aerospace student and when I told him I was referred to him, he looked really happy and asked me what I enjoy about aerospace and we had a great conversation on Bernoulli and Newton's theories in relation to flight. Even when I was asking for his recommendation on double degrees and not making the ATAR cut off, he was quite respectful in telling me alternative pathways and even mentioned that it's not his place to recommend anything to me but just weighed the pros and cons of double degrees. Meanwhile, when my friend was asking about Medicine with this other UNSW Med student, she was asking alternative pathways and the girl explained how it takes an extra year (making it 7 years) and completely said she won't recommend it, which was quite discouraging to my friend considering how she's already not confident in her UMAT. Anyway, I was actually shocked that work placement was mandatory- the student even mentioned that his friend had work placement at Qantas, which actually settled a bit of my stress on Coop because I would've assumed that if you don't make it into Coop you don't really get work placements. Anyway, I had a great conversation with the UNSW students and it actually reinforced UNSW as my first preference. USyd will probably will be placed second but there's no way I'm getting that 99 ATAR to get into space engineering.

I also met Adam (Mada438)! Beatroot actually created a Facebook group chat on this but she caught a fever and wasn't able to make it. I found this amusing because he was messaging me if I was at the Modern History seminar (which I was) and it turned out I was sitting right behind him and we didn't realise lol. It wasn't until the end of the seminar when he called me out and we actually talked. Now that I think of it, I barely talked so that kinda reinforced how I severely lack in social skills :/ We hung around at the AN stall and talked to Susie, Jamon and Isaac (sometimes).

Speaking of the Modern History seminar, let me just use this opportunity to fangirl over the fact that I met Bruce Dennett! Susie has mentioned how he's a really good speaker, especially at the HTA HSC lectures but I didn't expect to see him speak on Saturday. It was kinda funny because when I sat down, I didn't realise he was the speaker but he was having a conversation with a family. When I sat down, he asked me what year I was in (which I responded Year 12). He was going about how the old syllabus was better because he wrote the old syllabus- that caught my attention so I asked him if he was Bruce Dennett and he nodded. I was like "Omg I have your textbook!" and he responded "Oh she has my textbook! Bless you." During his presentation, he was talking about the old syllabus and looked directly at me in the eye and said how the HSC papers are already printed and kinda repeated this over and over as he moved closer to where I was sitting (since I sat in the second row at the end). Can't wait to see him again at the HTA Day!

This post went on for waaayyy too long so see you soon!

- Olivia

I have been reading your journal for a bit, this got me curious with how some of you guys know each other in person (the only ones I have spoken directly with from AN are probably lecturers (that's about it)... I will definitely be attending a lot of the AN lecture and do wish to speak to Jake since I wanted to know what the course he is doing is like (something that I am interested with...) -however things can happen during the day and that may prevent me from coming haha
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on June 05, 2018, 06:21:58 pm
I have been reading your journal for a bit, this got me curious with how some of you guys know each other in person (the only ones I have spoken directly with from AN are probably lecturers (that's about it)... I will definitely be attending a lot of the AN lecture and do wish to speak to Jake since I wanted to know what the course he is doing is like (something that I am interested with...) -however things can happen during the day and that may prevent me from coming haha

Meet ups, my friend, meet ups!!!! Most NSWers have met through these meet ups (when are we having the next one?), and we just add each other on Facebook I guess.

Definitely come to the lectures though, they're so worth it. :-)

PS. @owidjaja, how cool is it meeting people from the Internet?
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 05, 2018, 07:46:10 pm
I am excited for that USYD student to be bested by someone who went to a lower ranked university because they are a harder worker and better employee. Relying or otherwise placing any significant importance on the logo at the top of your piece of paper is such a farce. I'm glad you had a positive experience with the UNSW reps!!
Yeahhh, to be honest, I don't think he even mentioned about mandatory industry experience. I do know from my other friend who does space engineering at USyd mentioned you get to build an aircraft in your first year, but it's not like you're applying the information to actual real-life situations where you're more prone to encountering issues :/

Adam is also a talker, you seem like a listener - Both equally important social skills ;D was great to see you guys again!!
But unfortunately people value good talkers over good listeners -_- But it was great to see the AN lecturer team :)

I have been reading your journal for a bit, this got me curious with how some of you guys know each other in person (the only ones I have spoken directly with from AN are probably lecturers (that's about it)... I will definitely be attending a lot of the AN lecture and do wish to speak to Jake since I wanted to know what the course he is doing is like (something that I am interested with...) -however things can happen during the day and that may prevent me from coming haha
To be honest, Adam and I didn't even know each other. I guess it's just networking on Facebook. I'm assuming Bea (Beatroot) had Adam on Facebook and I had Bea on Facebook so she was the one who 'introduced' me to Adam through Facebook. Apart from Adam, I've only spoken to Susie or Jamon (kinda spoke to Isaac but I've never really had a full-on conversation with him since I've never been to his lectures).

Meet ups, my friend, meet ups!!!! Most NSWers have met through these meet ups (when are we having the next one?), and we just add each other on Facebook I guess.

Definitely come to the lectures though, they're so worth it. :-)

PS. @owidjaja, how cool is it meeting people from the Internet?
Haha I've pretty much added a lot of people from AN on Facebook (Susie, Jamon, Adam, Bea, Katie)!

Meeting people from the Internet is really awkward T_T I'm already comfortable with Jamon and Susie (I've been to their lectures and have had quite long conversations with them) but I personally found meeting Adam to be kinda awkward- not sure if Adam found it awkward as well. Like, I had no clue what to say (even though he's initiated the conversation already lol) and it was kinda quiet between us when we walked to the AN stall lol.

I just get exhausted when I interact with a lot of people and since I've already spoken to a number of student ambassadors that day, I was dead by the middle of the day lmao. But it was cool meeting Adam irl!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: clovvy on June 05, 2018, 07:55:53 pm
To be honest, Adam and I didn't even know each other. I guess it's just networking on Facebook. I'm assuming Bea (Beatroot) had Adam on Facebook and I had Bea on Facebook so she was the one who 'introduced' me to Adam through Facebook. Apart from Adam, I've only spoken to Susie or Jamon (kinda spoke to Isaac but I've never really had a full-on conversation with him since I've never been to his lectures).
Haha I've pretty much added a lot of people from AN on Facebook (Susie, Jamon, Adam, Bea, Katie)!

Meeting people from the Internet is really awkward T_T I'm already comfortable with Jamon and Susie (I've been to their lectures and have had quite long conversations with them) but I personally found meeting Adam to be kinda awkward- not sure if Adam found it awkward as well. Like, I had no clue what to say (even though he's initiated the conversation already lol) and it was kinda quiet between us when we walked to the AN stall lol.

I just get exhausted when I interact with a lot of people and since I've already spoken to a number of student ambassadors that day, I was dead by the middle of the day lmao. But it was cool meeting Adam irl!

Ah lol I have 2 fb accounts (1 real but never use because of personal distress and trauma and the other one I use previously as gaming back ups, now I use it for study purposes lol....).... I kinda feel awkward just adding people on fb as I am afraid of being 'weird' but at the same time wanted to do that haha
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on June 05, 2018, 09:17:40 pm

Yeahhh, to be honest, I don't think he even mentioned about mandatory industry experience. I do know from my other friend who does space engineering at USyd mentioned you get to build an aircraft in your first year, but it's not like you're applying the information to actual real-life situations where you're more prone to encountering issues :/
But unfortunately people value good talkers over good listeners -_- But it was great to see the AN lecturer team :)
To be honest, Adam and I didn't even know each other. I guess it's just networking on Facebook. I'm assuming Bea (Beatroot) had Adam on Facebook and I had Bea on Facebook so she was the one who 'introduced' me to Adam through Facebook. Apart from Adam, I've only spoken to Susie or Jamon (kinda spoke to Isaac but I've never really had a full-on conversation with him since I've never been to his lectures).
Haha I've pretty much added a lot of people from AN on Facebook (Susie, Jamon, Adam, Bea, Katie)!

Meeting people from the Internet is really awkward T_T I'm already comfortable with Jamon and Susie (I've been to their lectures and have had quite long conversations with them) but I personally found meeting Adam to be kinda awkward- not sure if Adam found it awkward as well. Like, I had no clue what to say (even though he's initiated the conversation already lol) and it was kinda quiet between us when we walked to the AN stall lol.

I just get exhausted when I interact with a lot of people and since I've already spoken to a number of student ambassadors that day, I was dead by the middle of the day lmao. But it was cool meeting Adam irl!

OMG this is legit why I didn't come - I wanted to meet you guys and go to the expo but at the same time I'm super socially awkward. I basically don't talk unless someone else initiates and I don't have anyone on AN on FB so fml hahaha. It would be so cool if more of these opportunities arise again though, I lowkey regret not coming
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 05, 2018, 09:29:18 pm
OMG this is legit why I didn't come - I wanted to meet you guys and go to the expo but at the same time I'm super socially awkward. I basically don't talk unless someone else initiates and I don't have anyone on AN on FB so fml hahaha. It would be so cool if more of these opportunities arise again though, I lowkey regret not coming
Haha same! I have crappy social skills lol. I have them on FB because I had Susie and Jamon, and then it unlocked mutual friends like Katie and Bea. Even though I've added them as friends, we've never really talked on Messenger, except for the time Bea created a group chat with Adam and myself.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: clovvy on June 05, 2018, 09:43:19 pm
Haha same! I have crappy social skills lol. I have them on FB because I had Susie and Jamon, and then it unlocked mutual friends like Katie and Bea. Even though I've added them as friends, we've never really talked on Messenger, except for the time Bea created a group chat with Adam and myself.
Well even if I did bump into any of you at the time it will be very awkward (since my face is not shown here, probably won't get recognised anyway haha)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: jamonwindeyer on June 05, 2018, 09:47:55 pm
OMG this is legit why I didn't come - I wanted to meet you guys and go to the expo but at the same time I'm super socially awkward. I basically don't talk unless someone else initiates and I don't have anyone on AN on FB so fml hahaha. It would be so cool if more of these opportunities arise again though, I lowkey regret not coming

You better come say hey at lectures!! ;D

Well even if I did bump into any of you at the time it will be very awkward (since my face is not shown here, probably won't get recognised anyway haha)

I'd recognise you, now that I have a username for the face! Was good chatting on Saturday ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 05, 2018, 09:54:07 pm
I'd recognise you, now that I have a username for the face!
If we were to take this phrase out of context, it would probably sound creepy coming from a 20-ish year old man from the Internet lol.

Well even if I did bump into any of you at the time it will be very awkward (since my face is not shown here, probably won't get recognised anyway haha)
Lmao same! Awkwardness is my speciality as well lol
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: emilyygeorgexx on June 05, 2018, 11:20:20 pm

I'd recognise you, now that I have a username for the face! Was good chatting on Saturday ;D

Honestly, I reckon it would be so cool to put to faces to names! I feel like I know lots of names but no faces 😂
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 10, 2018, 03:53:16 pm
Hey guys,
Can I just say this year has gone so fast! I remember starting the year and not looking forward to the year and now we're in Term 2 and my Major Work deadlines are slowly approaching! I just realised this when I looked at my calendar and realised I have two-ish weeks until History Extension is due. YIKES! Anyway, I also happen to have Modern History on the same day History Extension is due, so that's fun.

And I'm also realising that I'm ridiculously behind in my study notes. I've barely finished my SAC notes and physics and Modern notes are slowly falling behind. AND I really need to do past papers. I started doing 2U math past papers and I am finding them doable but whenever I bump into questions where I don't know how to do, I'm like 'WELP look who's gonna fail.'

But can I just say I was so proud of myself for finally writing my scholarship application for a UTS scholarship? I've been stuck on a plan but I've finally actually started writing and I finished it on Thursday and handed it in to my career adviser. Funny enough, I wrote my scholarship application in the bathroom because I literally have no time to spend on scholarship applications, so bathroom it is! I'm also applying to other university scholarships like GLEP and Macquarie Uni's Science and Engineering scholarship. Other universities like UNSW or USyd aren't open until August (and I haven't started my Co-op scholarship responses lmao).

Anyway, updates on my Major Works: I finished my synopsis yesterday so now I can get to the writing part! I'm reading HTA Prize Winner samples and I don't understand a word they're saying. My teacher did say history is supposed to be accessible and their academic writing isn't really helping so she gave us the exemplar essays from last year (they were sent for the HTA Prize and didn't win anything, but this was the first time my teacher sent essays for HTA). As for SAC, I'm refining my three chapters but I need to refine my introduction, write my log and conclusion, and do my appendix! Not sure if I can do all these in two weeks so rip :/

On another note, here are some more articles that I've written for We Make Change:

Animal Experimentation: The Ethical Dilemma

Honey Bee Comeback Doesn't Look Too Good for Other Pollinators

The Plastic Problem: Wildlife Consumption of Plastic

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 15, 2018, 08:22:52 am
Hey guys,
I kinda lost track of where I've updated apart from my Major Works so I'm just gonna start rambling (like I usually do lmao). Math exam was on Wednesday- doable but I know there will be silly mistakes there, so RIP Band 6. To be honest, passing math is good enough for me lol. I've lowered my standards so much that I'm cool with a pass. My class has been going through 3U stuff so I've been doing HSC papers, but then I got bored so now I'm teaching myself physical applications of calculus. It's not bad at the moment but I can feel a storm coming.

I also just submitted my UTS Women in Engineering Scholarship. I noticed when I read the criteria again, it was for Bachelor of Engineering, Diploma in Engineering Practice. No matter how much I researched about the diploma, it just popped up with course structure, but not like ATAR cut off. I already submitted it, but it would be good to secure some form of tertiary education. I'm also applying for Macquarie University Faculty of Science/Engineering scholarship and their Global Leadership Program. I need to write my responses for GLEP but the science/engineering scholarship is almost done. I'm also kinda waiting for an alumni scholarship to pop up because my dad went to their grad school and my sister is a soon-to-be alumni (she's graduating this year).

I also got my Modern History Task 3 back, and I failed. My teacher told me she desperately tried to give me more marks and asked the librarian to see if they can try and give me more marks but she couldn't get me higher than a B because I misunderstood the question. So yeah, for this task I came second. Cried myself to sleep (as usual) because the lowest I've ever gotten for Modern was an 18/20 and my teacher was kinda scared that I was gonna break down when she told me my mark and rank (which I did anyway) because I've been firmly ranked 1st throughout Year 11 and 12. But my cumulative rank is still first. But even then, I'm screwed ;-;

Anyway, PIP update: my SAC teachers are still roasting my first chapter but they said chapters two and three are better. They haven't commented anything on Chapter three but there's a few comments on chapter 2. I need to fix up chapter one and start my appendix. I also need to fix my annotated bibliography for my secondary sources. To be honest, I hate writing annotated bibliographies lmao.

History Extension Major Work update: I finished my synopsis and changed the draft a number of times. I've started writing my introduction for my essay and boyyyy it's like 200 words and I haven't finished my introduction lmao. I was reading some exemplar essays and I don't understand a thing- I'm not sure if I'm just dumb or these HTA winners are doing the classic 'go to thesaurus and choose some smart sounding words.'

Anyway, I'll be going to the HTA HSC Study Day so I'm excited to see Bruce Dennett again!

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 08:59:04 am

Anyway, I'll be going to the HTA HSC Study Day so I'm excited to see Bruce Dennett again!

This probably sounds really creepy, but I think I may have seen you yesterday?! It may have easily been someone else though ;)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 17, 2018, 12:40:50 pm
This probably sounds really creepy, but I think I may have seen you yesterday?! It may have easily been someone else though ;)
Omg lmao I was wearing a navy trench coat, jeans and had glasses on. Was that the person you saw?
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 03:07:24 pm
Omg lmao I was wearing a navy trench coat, jeans and had glasses on. Was that the person you saw?
I think so! Did you have turquoise kind of coloured laces?!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 17, 2018, 03:18:12 pm
I think so! Did you have turquoise kind of coloured laces?!
Lmao yep! I had navy blue Sketchers with a mint/turquoise laces that are kinda dirty lol

I went to a Leni Riefenstahl, Germany 1933-39, War on the Western Front and Historiography Overview lecture. Did you go to any of these lectures?
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 03:20:31 pm
Lmao yep! I had navy blue Sketchers with a mint/turquoise laces that are kinda dirty lol

I went to a Leni Riefenstahl, Germany 1933-39, War on the Western Front and Historiography Overview lecture. Did you go to any of these lectures?
Haha that is so cool!
On the Saturday I did all the Extension lectures - Question 2, JFK, What is History and Historiography Overview (that's the one I saw you in  :) )
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 17, 2018, 03:47:38 pm
Haha that is so cool!
On the Saturday I did all the Extension lectures - Question 2, JFK, What is History and Historiography Overview (that's the one I saw you in  :) )
Omg should I be creeped out lmao
Where were you sitting? I was sitting on the edge of one of the middle rows (I'm assuming you know that lol)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 04:58:29 pm
Omg should I be based or creeped out lmao
Where were you sitting? I was sitting on the edge of one of the middle rows (I'm assuming you know that lol)
Yeah haha it sounds very creepy because you are being watched but don't know by who!
And yeah I think you were sitting near the edge, but can't remember that much. I was sitting a bit in front, to your left  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 17, 2018, 05:08:45 pm
Yeah haha it sounds very creepy because you are being watched but don't know by who!
And yeah I think you were sitting near the edge, but can't remember that much. I was sitting a bit in front, to your left  ;D
Hmm I'm trying to think if I remember seeing anyone on my left in front of me. I remember there was a girl to my left sitting in front of me to my left, and I think there was a guy further at the front but I don't remember anyone else.

Lmao I'm so determined to try and figure this out
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 05:11:35 pm
Hmm I'm trying to think if I remember seeing anyone on my left in front of me. I remember there was a girl to my left sitting in front of me to my left, and I think there was a guy further at the front but I don't remember anyone else.

Lmao I'm so determined to try and figure this out
Haha this is so creepy...I was right on the left side, where there is 4 seats in the row, probably 1-2 rows in front of you?
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 17, 2018, 05:16:57 pm
Haha this is so creepy...I was right on the left side, where there is 4 seats in the row, probably 1-2 rows in front of you?
I mean, I'm trying to remember if there was anyone.

Were you at the lecture theatre early? I was around 10-15 minutes early and I remember there was a girl to my left who was at the lectures early as well and she was on the phone. Apart from that, I remember there were two girls in front of me who arrived early as well.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 05:44:55 pm
I mean, I'm trying to remember if there was anyone.

Were you at the lecture theatre early? I was around 10-15 minutes early and I remember there was a girl to my left who was at the lectures early as well and she was on the phone. Apart from that, I remember there were two girls in front of me who arrived early as well.
Well no I wouldn't say I was early  :-[
I was so nearly going to talk to you, but I had no idea if it actually was you, and I just kept thinking what if it is the wrong person?! I'd just bowl up to some complete stranger and say "so...umm..hi, are you on AN?" and then it would probably follow with a really awkward silence
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on June 17, 2018, 05:49:38 pm
Well no I wouldn't say I was early  :-[
I was so nearly going to talk to you, but I had no idea if it actually was you, and I just kept thinking what if it is the wrong person?! I'd just bowl up to some complete stranger and say "so...umm..hi, are you on AN?" and then it would probably follow with a really awkward silence
Haha understandable! It would've been really cool to meet you though :D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: prickles on June 17, 2018, 06:28:06 pm
Haha understandable! It would've been really cool to meet you though :D
Same feelings over here  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on July 04, 2018, 10:52:05 pm
Hey guys,
It's been a while since I've updated. A lot of things have happened in the past few weeks. Can I just say that I currently have no more exams! Well, a have a PIP to do (which is due first day back) and that's been frustrating. I'm so close to finishing my central material but I've spent so much time on my chapters that my intro/log/conclusion/annotated bibliography/appendices/visuals have been left behind. More concerned about my annotated bibliography because I need to fix up my annotated bibliography and annotate more sources and this part of the PIP is so boring lmao. It's also frustrating when my teacher tells me to add more emotion to my intro/log/conclusion- like, sure my PIP was stressful but it's not like I'm gonna be over the moon for things like getting 100 responses to my questionnaire or interview a marriage celebrant. She's also mentioned that I need to simplify some paragraphs- the thing I'm confused with is that isn't my PIP supposed to be an academic piece of writing? Idk, I really don't like using first person in my writings so I'm always uncomfortable in including first person.

History Extension has been handed in! I handed it on Monday and idk how to feel. I spent almost 1 year on History Extension and all I felt was pressure because if I fail this Major Work then I'm screwed since it's worth 80% lmao. Plus, it kinda feels like a waste if I don't really do well in a project where I've spent a ridiculous amount of time on. And, I kinda feel that my History Extension teacher is disappointed in our essay writing. We handed in a practice essay and she was like 'I still see no assessment in your responses' and we're like RIP.

I also got called up for a scholarship interview! I mean, UTS isn't first on my preference list but if there's a uni that's interested in my application, then I'm cool with that. I'm kinda nervous because I've never had a formal interview- I've had Skype interviews before but a face-to-face formal interview is something I've never done so I'm really nervous. I did a mock interview with my career advisor and she also dragged in 2 other teachers since I told her it's gonna be a panel so it was kinda nerve-wracking and that was a mock interview! I'm kinda scared I'm gonna end up repeating my sentences or I stumble so hopefully the interviewers are gonna be chill.

Anyway, I'm kinda tired (even though I almost fell asleep in most of my classes today lmao) so I should go sleep.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on July 15, 2018, 10:49:30 pm
Hey guys,
Boyyyy has it been a while since I've updated. I've been really busy working on my PIP, especially how it's due on the first day back. To make things better, I have a scholarship interview on the first day back so rip :/

I've been neglecting my other subjects because of my PIP, again. My teacher had to remind me to study for Trials. I mean, I finished my physics notes and I updated my Society & Culture notes. But I really need to fix my creative and write practice essays for English and Modern. I was reminded to do so when I got Mod C general feedback from my English teacher and Susie reminded me to complete a bunch of HSC papers. It's just my PIP has been extremely frustrating that I get stressed and end up procrastinating. My teacher did say my Introduction, Chapters 1 and 2 are almost perfect and there are parts of my conclusion that are better. It's just that my log has been the most frustrating. I cried for two days straight because my teacher keep saying my log is very dry and there's not much there. I had to write a new version of my log so I can have another go at it. She's also roasting my annotating bibliography. Let me just say: ANNOTATED BIBLIOGRAPHIES ARE THE WORST!!! It's so repetitive and boring and dry- it took me three days to finish my annotated bibliography. At around April, I had already annotated 25 sources but when I wrote my chapters, I did some research to fill in any holes I found in my research. I've also been neglecting my appendix. Even though I only need to organise my content analysis and questionnaire, I have a lot of notes to go through. And this is like 3 months overdue lmao.

Despite all this stress, I was able to go out on Friday for the AN meet up! It was cool to meet everyone and get away from the house (even though I spent an hour at Westfields doing my PIP prior to the meet up lmao). I mean, I've already met Jamon and Adam but seeing other AN users such as beatroot, fb3, katie and blasonduo was really cool- let me just say, Rui is ridiculously savage. I always saw him as a scary moderator but he's actually hilariously savage! It was great to leave the house but when my dad picked up my mum and I, he was telling me off for wasting my time in the city ;-;

Anyway, I realised that there's almost one week left until the end of the holidays so I really need to get a move on with Trials preparation.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on July 21, 2018, 06:10:57 pm
Hey guys,
So two more days until the end of holidays and my procrastination has doubled. My teacher has kinda given up on giving me feedback for my PIP but I still need to fix Chapter 3, Conclusion, annotated bibliography and my appendix for my questionnaire. I'm also getting nervous for my interview (which is also on Monday rip)- like my parents are like "How's preparation for the interview?" and I'm like lmao what preparation. I'm relying on how I did in my mock interview with my career adviser (with two other teachers) as like my 'prepared' responses (even though that was like three weeks ago).

I also haven't done much memorisation with quotes or practice essays- I was looking at the English CSSA Trial paper and the question essentially specified a Yeats poem and I don't remember any of the poem (maybe like the first two lines of When You Are Old and a few phrases from different poems) so I really need to do some practice essays on English, as well as refining my creative. I'm still a bit unsure on how to make my creative 'non-linear' because my teacher has been pushing me to change my creative. Even though I've tried to play with the tenses and tried to smoothly change to present tense my teacher still thinks I'm not doing it right :/ Surprisingly, I did a practice essay and Section I for Modern but it was open book so I'm not sure if I should could that as 'Trial preparation.'

I also need to finish my study notes lmao- I've completed all study notes for Physics but SAC, English, Modern and SOR are still unfinished, which makes it a bit difficult for me to do practice essays and exams. I'm kinda annoyed at my SOR teacher because she promised she will scan a document and I was gonna use it for my study notes but she still hasn't sent it even though I sent her the email- and I'm almost finished with my Christianity notes :/ As for Modern, I really need to organise that and SAC notes are just... there lmao.

Anyway, I feel like I'm kinda using this as a way to procrastinate so I should get back to studying.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: katie,rinos on July 21, 2018, 07:06:33 pm
Good luck for your interview on Monday! I hope it goes really well!!  :D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on July 21, 2018, 10:22:40 pm
Good luck for your interview on Monday! I hope it goes really well!!  :D
Thanks :) Ahaha I'm getting nervous just by thinking about it
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Lumenoria on July 22, 2018, 10:37:37 pm
Good luck with your interview tomorrow girl! Sending all my love :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on July 23, 2018, 06:53:26 pm
Good luck with your interview tomorrow girl! Sending all my love :)
Omg thanks :D (so sorry for the late response!)


Hey guys,
It felt a bit weird going back to school today- my career advisor told me off for going to school after the interview lmao. But I finally handed in my PIP. I was a bit worried about the title of my PIP because I'm not the most creative person out there, but she saw the front cover of my PIP and liked it. Seriously though, I had to print out 80+ pages and I think my printer is dead. I spent the last few days printing out my completed notes and boyyy does it feel like I just annihilated a whole forest. Personally, I don't think my notes are too long- my longest set of notes is definitely my AOS notes for English because it's just a series of tables for prescribed and ORT. The rest of my subjects are at least 30 pages per topic, but we need to take into account any diagrams or tables I included since those take up a lot of space. I still haven't finished my notes so I need to really get a move on with Mod A, Mod C, Belief Systems & Ideologies and Social Inclusion/Exclusion notes.

As for the interview- my stomach felt so weird before and after my interview. The student ambassadors are trying to calm us down by providing water and food but my stomach felt so weird I wasn't sure if it's because I was hungry or I needed to vomit. I had to go to the bathroom like 3 times in less than 30 minutes because that's how nervous I was. I even messaged Jamon out of panic because I got so scared if they would make us build something on the spot lmao. I met a lot of girls from different schools but on the table I was sitting at, 3 of them went to selective schools: two went to Sydney Girls and the other one went to North Sydney Girls so I was like rip :/ I also found that I was the only one in my school uniform, the rest were in professional attire lmao. I just found that if I went into an interview with professional attire, it feels like I'm playing dress up with my mum's clothes. Idk if other girls feel like this but I find it so difficult to shop for clothes because we're in that awkward stage where we're technically not adults but we're not kids so we have to find a balance. Boys, on the other hand, can wear the same clothes for two weeks and no one will really tell them off lmao (I can almost feel my inner SJW coming out).

Anyway, so the interview went for about 20 minutes with three people: two from UTS and one industry sponsor representative. It was kinda set up to be in a discussion pod rather than there's a panel of interviewers all sitting behind a desk and you have to sit in front of them. It was kinda chill but my mouth was so dry no matter how many times I took a sip from my water. And I think my voice died halfway through the interview lmao. My mum asked me what questions they asked and honestly it took me a good hour and a bit to slowly remember what they asked. The questions I remembered were something along the lines of:

Where are you from (region-wise)
We had a bit of a laugh about how I have to go back to school after my interview
Work experience (I think they mis-read my application because it was my engineering summer school)
Why I want to do engineering
When did I know I want to do engineering
Asked me about my Instagram blog and articles on ATAR Notes
My input on the importance of teamwork and give an example
Qualities of leadership (I think I talked about communication and one of the interviewers were like 'What about organisation?')
Personal experiences with engineering
They asked me if I've ever done engineering projects or built anything (I said no but now that I think of it, I should've mentioned my physics task rip ;-;)
Why I wanted to study mechanical engineering at UTS
Asked my input on Women in Engineering
Why there are barriers between women and STEM (I think I used my class example how there are only 4 girls in my physics class)
An example of a piece of technology that has improved society (I talked about my physics report on superconductors lmao)
If I had any other questions (I think I asked the industry sponsor what company she's from)

Those are the questions I remember but the whole interview went in a blur tbh so my memory is a bit foggy at the moment. Even though UTS isn't my first preference, it would be good to get the scholarship but according to the student ambassadors, they might contact you in the next two weeks but it really depends because they've opened up the application again so we may need to wait.

Anyways, back to studying.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 06, 2018, 11:50:35 am
Hey guys,
Just completed my first Trial exam kfhwhfiwhwfiqbg. My neck is so stiff lmao. I couldn't sleep last night, probably a mix of stress, stiff muscles and sleeping in the wrong posture. On top of that, I was suffocating under my hair because it kept sticking on my face- Sunday nights are sheet masks night for me lmao. And I was also procrastinating last night- I did a timed open-book exam and then I spent a good 30 minutes reading about the security breaches in the CSSA conditions lmao. It's funny how I can remember some of the terms and conditions of purchasing CSSA trial papers and can barely remember quotes.

The cool thing about my school is that during Trials, we have a breakfast club so Year 12 students can eat and study. I remember volunteering for the breakfast club last year so it was cool that they're doing it again this year, considering how there has been a change with the vice principal/actual principal. I told myself I should stuff myself with food because I knew I was gonna get hungry but I ended up only eating a cheese toastie. I spent the morning writing my creative over and over again since I only wrote it twice last night. Thank god that there were two english teachers walking around in Breakfast Club so I could ask last-minute questions. Except when I asked questions, I was so scared I was gonna break down.

And here's where the fun part comes in: we were standing in the basketball court and preparing to move into the hall and that's when it started to rain. It was probably pathetic fallacy because I had a panic attack before the exam. Fun. My acting year coordinator offered me to sit in special provisions but I wanted to sit in the hall (I don't have permission to sit in special provisions). We sat outside for a good 10 minutes so I can calm down. To be honest, I wasn't surprised I had a panic attack. I had one last year before the english prelim half-yearlies and I tend to break down after my maths and physics exams. My friend had to move me away from the crowd so she could try and calm me down. It didn't really take out any time from my reading time but during reading time, my breath was still shaky and my eyes were dry. I was already exhausted and the exam hasn't even begun lmao.

The questions and the stimulus wasn't as bad. I'm not entirely sure how much I'm about to say about the paper (especially with the security regulations and the 'security period') but this year's discovery theme was better than last year. I found childhood discoveries too specific and I wasn't sure how to link my creative to childhood discoveries and adult perspectives. The questions were alright and I was able to write a good amount for each question. I was kinda worried I was gonna go overtime with my 40 minute limit but I still finished Section 1 on time. Section 2 I managed to finish early- not entirely sure by how much but I think I was able to put in an extra 10 minutes for Section 3. I'm paranoid over my creative because I'm not sure if I explicitly addressed the question. Section 3 I'm also a bit paranoid because I couldn't remember one of my quotes exactly and I'm severely scared of not remembering my quotes exactly because I did this in Mod C and the teacher who marked my paper roasted me with capitals saying 'NOT EVEN CLOSE.'

I remember a teacher saying that the whole point of Trials is to practice our timing for the HSC but I managed to finish 20 minutes early. I'm pretty sure I wrote enough because I took up at least 5-7 pages and my handwriting is medium size. I spent the remaining time editing and making sure I cross my t's and fix my s's.

So yeah, I'm writing this in my school library because I'm waiting for my mum to pick me up. I'm pretty sure when I get home I'm gonna curl up in a foetal position and sob whilst binge watching kpop videos lmao.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Joseph41 on August 06, 2018, 11:54:53 am
Congrats on getting through your first exam! :)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 06, 2018, 11:57:29 am
Congrats on getting through your first exam! :)
It was only 2 hours and I'm already exhausted. I'm not sure how I'm gonna deal with 3 hours xD
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 09, 2018, 08:52:35 pm
Hey guys,
I just had two exams today and I'm exhausted. I keep finishing my exams early, which is alarming because maybe I'm missing a few things in my paper. Let me actually start talking about Paper 2 and then I'll get to today's exams.

Tuesday: Paper 2
I'm glad I didn't have a panic attack on Tuesday, but I was trying not to vomit after being over-fed at Breakfast Club. Literally though, I wanted a hash brown, a bit of bacon and a sausage but the girl was like "Hey! You want some bread! I'll give you some bread" and puts the hash brown on the bread. There's a reason why I've cut down on carbs- I have the tiniest appetite and even eating rice with something makes me full way to full (which is why I'm considered disgraceful to Asians lmao). Anyway, I spent Monday night trying to memorise quotes from 'Easter 1916', 'Leda and the Swan', 'The Second Coming' and 'Among School Children' because I knew the quotes for 'When You Are Old', 'An Irish Airman' and 'Wild Swans', which meant I sacrificed my time in memorising quotes for Mod C. But then when I saw the question, I was like 'Aight cool I'll do When You Are Old and Wild Swans' because I did a practice paper using those two poems. Turns out I spent so much time memorising quotes for the other poems it took me a while to get the quotes on the page. I also found it difficult to spot techniques in poems. Usually when I see a quote, I can see a few techniques but Yeats is a lot more difficult. It went from doing 3 quotes per poem to 2 quotes per poem to whatever quotes I can remember and throwing in a critic just to make sure I'm fulfilling the 'critical study' part. Now that I think of it, I didn't use first person- my teacher's gonna roast me rip

Mod A and Mod C weren't too bad. I'm surprised I remembered quotes for my Mod C related text, considering I didn't spend too much time memorising the quotes. But I didn't write as much as I wanted to. Usually I write at least 7 pages but I only wrote 6 pages (I think with Yeats I wrote 7 pages). But yeah, I had about 15-20 minutes left so I kinda used that time to cross my t's and fix up my s's.

Today: 2U Math
Again, I finished early. Very early. In fact, by the time I finished, I still had 1 hour to go. The multiple choice was a bit difficult and I feel like I just wrote some dodgy working out- I'm hoping I could at least get a mark for significant progress. I feel like the paper wasn't too bad but my sketches are so ugly lmao. I feel like my dodgy working out put me in a sense of false hope because I was like 'Aight this paper isn't soooo bad' and then I hit question 15 and I was like 'Oh rip :/'. There was a weird applications of calculus question where it was about a moving particle, but the question was like 'What's the velocity as t approaches infinity.' I don't even remember what I did- probably something dodgy. I was stumped on 1 question and I didn't know how to figure out despite me writing down a bunch of related formula.

Also today: Modern
I feel like I could've done better if I actually remembered quotes and statistics. The multiple choice wasn't too bad but last week my teacher warned us when she did the multiple choice, she made a lot of silly mistakes so I'm not sure if I did well in that. The Germany questions weren't too bad but I didn't write as much as I wanted. I only wrote 6 pages and 3 body paragraphs- usually, I write 4 body paragraphs and 7 pages. I feel like I repeated myself a bit in one of the paragraphs. As for the Personality question, Part A was a weird question as well because it wasn't like the questions I've seen (i.e. three key significant events, rise to prominence, describe their life). Part B was okay but I feel like it was a bit repetitive considering how Riefenstahl is only known for impacting film history but not really anything else. Conflict in Europe was where I struggled the most. We only learnt the content last week so I didn't feel prepared at all. Again, the replacement questions weren't too bad but when we went through the content in class, the info we went through didn't feel like I could flesh it out into actual body paragraphs. Again, I wrote 3 body paragraphs and 6 pages. I also finished with 15 minutes left, so I'm not sure if I'm missing stuff or if I just wrote fast.

I'm really not looking forward to Tuesday's exam because I'll have to prepare for two exams again -_-

Anyway, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 13, 2018, 03:38:20 pm
Hey guys,
So today was Day 4 of Trials with my SOR exam. To be honest, it wasn't too bad. I feel like I made a bunch of silly mistakes with the multiple choice- I'm always paranoid with the multiple choice -_- And the question 11 was also a bit weird. We had a stimulus but the stimulus was... not one I've seen from the past papers I did (I'm not sure how much I'm allowed to say about the paper so I'm gonna leave it at that). As for Section 2 with the short answers, I kinda thought I would do Christianity in Section 2 and do Islam for Section 3 because we've done an essay on Islam earlier this year. But then when I read the questions, I kinda backtracked with this idea because I didn't know a lot on baptism :/ And the Christianity essay question wasn't too bad. Oh yeah, I misread one of the short answer questions during the exam. Luckily I finished it early (40 minutes early in fact) and rewrote my response underneath the lines provided lmao

As for Section 3, I was really surprised how much writing space they gave us. I was expecting our usual 6-page writing booklet but they gave us a three-page writing booklet. To be honest, I'm not even sure if that's a 'booklet' because it was essentially a horizontal A3 piece of paper folded in half to make it look like a booklet. I had to ask for more paper during the exam and ended up writing five pages. Even though I expected myself to ask for more writing paper, I never expected myself to write a lot because the points I made were usually points I'd bring up in a short answer, but I somehow managed to flesh out these points into a paragraph each. I don't know, maybe I was rambling and repeated myself.

So yeah, the exam was only 1 hour 30 minutes so it wasn't too bad. I'm more worried about tomorrow because I have an exam clash: physics and society & culture. Yes, this is my second day where I have two exams. Yay. I'm a lot more worried about physics only because I fail in physics lmao. Also, my teacher likes to roast me for not being able to get full marks in my responses so that's fun ;-; As for society & culture, I really need to finish this practice essay I've been working on for like 2 weeks whoops. At least hand in something to mark and spend the rest of the night studying physics because I have no clue what I'm doing in physics. Like, I didn't know how galvanometers worked until a few weeks ago- I remember Jake telling the story in the physics lecture on the importance of diagrams and I copied the diagram and somehow managed to figure out how a galvanometer worked (kinda like with Jake last-minute learning what a galvanometer was right before Trials lmao). Funnily enough, I told my friend I figured out how a galvanometer works and she now knows how it works lol

I feel like with math and physics, it really takes me a long time to figure out how things work. Like, I didn't know how all that locus stuff worked until before half yearlies (so about 5-6 months after we learnt it). As for parametrics, that's a lost cause lol. I knew how to derive one of the formulae, and the rest I had no clue what the formula meant or how to apply it so thank god I don't do 3U math anymore.

I should go back to finishing my essay.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 14, 2018, 11:29:11 pm
Hey guys,
I'm really exhausted, both physically and mentally (to be honest, it's taken me like 1 hour to actually start writing this). I thought 2U/Modern in one day was tiring but physics/Society & Culture was even more tiring. It's probably because I spent last night cramming as much as I could with physics, and I didn't even get to cram quanta to quarks. The thing is, it takes me so long to understand something. I didn't understand what the photoelectric effect was until last night- and we covered that months ago. Like, I know that in class you're supposed to ask questions if you're unsure but how can you ask questions when you don't even know what you're unsure about? It takes me so long to absorb content it's kinda annoying. Oh yeah, I also don't trust my notes so I end up leaching off other people's notes, which makes me feel guilty because it takes so long for people (or at least me) to make notes- and I know, it defeats the whole purpose of having a Notes section here but I usually don't like using other people's notes.

I didn't sleep until 1am (more like I turned off the lights at 12 but I couldn't fall asleep until about 1), so I've only had about 5 hours of sleep. Possibly 4 1/2 hours. Who knows. I tried cramming for quanta to quarks at Breakfast Club but it was pointless. I remember bits and pieces (like the basics of Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle, a bit on controlled/uncontrolled reactions, a bit on Bohr's postulates and limitations of his model, and a bit on Rutherford) but when one of my friends (who's not doing physics) tried to test my friend and I (since she was also struggling with quanta to quarks) both of us literally just sat there and shrugged. I was probably able to stumble on a few words and manage to say a few key words that led to an answer but apart from that I was screwed.

So yeah, I was waiting around in the basketball court trying to cram as much as I could, which also somehow included me talking to other people in my class. Usually I talk to the girls in my class (which is literally 4 girls including myself) but I guess everyone was so caught up in trying to cram when someone asks 'Hey does anyone know about...' another person goes like 'Yeah man it's...'- quite strange, considering how a lot of the people in my class are ridiculously competitive (I'll probably end up ranting about this one pretentious guy that pisses off my friends and myself but that's for another day).

As for the paper, I feel like if I actually knew my stuff it wouldn't be so bad. Literally, there wasn't a lot of math-based questions. As for the short answers, I had the idea of what I wanted to say but I'm not sure if it's enough to suit the amount of marks allocated. Nor do I even know if I answered the question. The worst part was quanta to quarks because there were some questions where I knew where it was on the syllabus dot point but I had no clue how to answer it. And then there were questions where I didn't even know what to say so I rambled on about something (I hope) that's relevant to the question. Also, the fact that I didn't write much for the 6 mark question (didn't even take up a whole page) has been one of the most blasphemous things I've ever committed. To be honest, these Trials have been a nightmare because I'm not writing as much as I should (or as much as I usually do). Considering how I kinda gave up with quanta to quarks, I kinda went back through the whole paper and spent the remaining hour re-typing numbers into the calculator. Yes, I had an hour to spare. Meanwhile, one of the guys in front of me asked for an extra booklet twice so rip for me :/

I told myself after the exam that I don't have time to break down over physics but of course, I broke down. Like, with math, I didn't break down because I was too busy trying to deal with Modern (and I always break down after math) and it wasn't until when I got home and everything just sunk when I started to cry. Physics was a different story. After the exam (we were the only group left) I broke down to my friend. She told me she already broke down before the exam and our physics teacher told her not to break down. He's not really good at sympathising with students to be honest. Like, the number of times he's told me that all this crying is good so I could get it out and he doesn't have to deal with me...

So I'm walking back to the office after crying so I can get my food (CSSA has some weird regulations where you have to hand in your bag and be isolated from everyone else if you have an exam clash). I spent lunch trying to cram any statistic I could remember for SAC whilst eating. To be honest, none of those statistics were memorised. I'm not even sure if those statistics were even relevant to the questions. Even then, some of the questions in the SAC Trial paper was really weird, especially the Belief Systems question. Again, I didn't write as much as I usually do. I only wrote 5 pages, significantly less than my usual 6> pages. Probably because I had no idea what to say for each essay question. Well, for the Social Inclusion question, I had a better idea on what to say but Belief Systems rip ;-;

Anyway, I had tutoring after school and I just sobbed to my physics tutor (and to be honest, my physics tutor is like my second mum). We went a bit easy with physics and just did some light work- her asking me to verbally explain a diagram, do a basic HSC question, more verbally explaining concepts. English tutoring was also light considering how english was done what seems to be like ages ago and I had to prepare for History Extension. Now that I think of it, it's kinda depressing how I spent a good 30 minutes crying over physics and then I jump into trying to understand postmodernism.

I'm hoping to submit a full paper to my history teacher before the end of the week so I can get it marked but History Extension takes so long to write. It took me a few days to fully develop my introduction (and it's probably a crap one).

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 20, 2018, 09:19:01 pm
Hey guys,
So today was my last day of Trial exams, which was History Extension. To be honest, I'm not sure if it was a good idea as to having five days between my exams because I procrastinated for four days straight lmao. Like, I finished the 2017 paper (and stayed up until 1am to finish it so my teacher can mark it) and then procrastinated. I told myself that I deserve a break after staying up until 1am but then that reasoning kinda died. I also had tutoring on Thursday for History Extension so I guess it's kinda productive but then I spent the rest of the day with my mum trying to look for a formal dress.

Can I just say how difficult it is to find a formal dress? I haven't invested too much time in surfing online but from the 1-2 hours I've spent in looking for a dress, it's so hard to find a dress that's suitable to me. A lot of the dresses I've seen (based on Facebook ads and the dresses the girls in my year group have bought), they're either tight-fitting, have slits or are floor-length. For someone who's short and recently gained weight from stress-eating, those kind of styles don't fit me. Also, since spring is coming, a lot of stores are into flowers and lace- the two things I hate the most lmao. Personally, I find those flower dresses looking like the curtains in my old house, and lace- I associate that to what my grandma would wear. I actually prefer something simple, maybe like a skater dress or something. But nope, for some reason a lot of stores don't sell 'simple' designs. Idk, I don't know fashion well enough to be able to track down the different styles and trends that come and go :/

Anyway, back to my Trials preparation. I didn't write a practice essay after completing the 2017 paper. I kinda looked at the past papers and started writing thesis statements and then got distracted. So I ended up adding more quotes in my quotes sheet (the same quotes sheet I used for half yearlies) and compiled some quotes for my case study. Let me just say, I struggle a lot with Question 2. Like, no matter who I ask, everyone says to prepare for Question 2 like Question 1 but I still find it difficult to write an essay. I have no clue how to structure it or even know how to write an essay. I tried using the source to frame my essay but Question 2 sources are really short. The source I got today was a bit weird but I managed to kinda write two long body paragraphs. I somehow managed to write 7 pages but it's probably 7 pages of bs lmao

As for Question 1, again, I'm not sure what I'm allowed to say about the question but we got a replacement question, which was weird because I thought we have covered everything (apart from postmodernism). The thing is, when I read the source, the points I drew out of the source were the same points I drew from the 2017 source and my half yearly source. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing because I know that you can't regurgitate an essay for History Extension but there were points in the source that I was somehow able to relate to the points I've used. Idk, I wrote 9 pages for Question 1 but I'm scared my teacher would read my essay and assume I regurgitated my essay (and she also has a copy of my practice essay).

So yeah, Trials are finally done and I'm so tired. I also have school and tutoring tomorrow but I'm too lazy to go. I'm pretty sure half of my year group is gonna skip out tomorrow because of Trials (even though not a lot of people had exams today -_-).

Anyway, I'm gonna sleep early tonight so see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: darcyynic on August 20, 2018, 09:41:29 pm
Hey guys,
So today was my last day of Trial exams, which was History Extension. To be honest, I'm not sure if it was a good idea as to having five days between my exams because I procrastinated for four days straight lmao. Like, I finished the 2017 paper (and stayed up until 1am to finish it so my teacher can mark it) and then procrastinated. I told myself that I deserve a break after staying up until 1am but then that reasoning kinda died. I also had tutoring on Thursday for History Extension so I guess it's kinda productive but then I spent the rest of the day with my mum trying to look for a formal dress.

Can I just say how difficult it is to find a formal dress? I haven't invested too much time in surfing online but from the 1-2 hours I've spent in looking for a dress, it's so hard to find a dress that's suitable to me. A lot of the dresses I've seen (based on Facebook ads and the dresses the girls in my year group have bought), they're either tight-fitting, have slits or are floor-length. For someone who's short and recently gained weight from stress-eating, those kind of styles don't fit me. Also, since spring is coming, a lot of stores are into flowers and lace- the two things I hate the most lmao. Personally, I find those flower dresses looking like the curtains in my old house, and lace- I associate that to what my grandma would wear. I actually prefer something simple, maybe like a skater dress or something. But nope, for some reason a lot of stores don't sell 'simple' designs. Idk, I don't know fashion well enough to be able to track down the different styles and trends that come and go :/

Anyway, back to my Trials preparation. I didn't write a practice essay after completing the 2017 paper. I kinda looked at the past papers and started writing thesis statements and then got distracted. So I ended up adding more quotes in my quotes sheet (the same quotes sheet I used for half yearlies) and compiled some quotes for my case study. Let me just say, I struggle a lot with Question 2. Like, no matter who I ask, everyone says to prepare for Question 2 like Question 1 but I still find it difficult to write an essay. I have no clue how to structure it or even know how to write an essay. I tried using the source to frame my essay but Question 2 sources are really short. The source I got today was a bit weird but I managed to kinda write two long body paragraphs. I somehow managed to write 7 pages but it's probably 7 pages of bs lmao

As for Question 1, again, I'm not sure what I'm allowed to say about the question but we got a replacement question, which was weird because I thought we have covered everything (apart from postmodernism). The thing is, when I read the source, the points I drew out of the source were the same points I drew from the 2017 source and my half yearly source. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing because I know that you can't regurgitate an essay for History Extension but there were points in the source that I was somehow able to relate to the points I've used. Idk, I wrote 9 pages for Question 1 but I'm scared my teacher would read my essay and assume I regurgitated my essay (and she also has a copy of my practice essay).

So yeah, Trials are finally done and I'm so tired. I also have school and tutoring tomorrow but I'm too lazy to go. I'm pretty sure half of my year group is gonna skip out tomorrow because of Trials (even though not a lot of people had exams today -_-).

Anyway, I'm gonna sleep early tonight so see you soon!

- Olivia

Congratulations on finishing trials!! You must feel so so relieved (and you should definitely feel so proud!)

The history ext exam was definitely my hardest trials exam, but I am sure you absolutely smashed it. After all, you've put so much hard work into it! What's your plan now post-trials? Do you have any texts you want to read for HEXT?

Also, in terms of formal dresses, you could check out websites such as Bariano or The Iconic! They have some good stuff. Sending you lots of luck in finding one! xox
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 20, 2018, 10:04:47 pm
Congratulations on finishing trials!! You must feel so so relieved (and you should definitely feel so proud!)

The history ext exam was definitely my hardest trials exam, but I am sure you absolutely smashed it. After all, you've put so much hard work into it! What's your plan now post-trials? Do you have any texts you want to read for HEXT?
Well firstly I need to clean my room lmao. During Trials, I would pull out random worksheets and class notes from previous terms and leave them on my desk and then I'd eventually dump it on the floor, so I need to put the worksheets back in order. As for the remaining loose leaf sheets of paper on the floor, well... those will live there probably until the end of HSC lol.

After giving myself a break, I'd probably go back and do some past papers. More practice essays, especially for Question 2 (Trials was the first time I was assessed in my case study). I'd probably do more readings for my case study and dig around for more perspectives (the difficult thing about doing Churchill is that I can't leach off notes because it's one of the uncommon topics unlike, say, JFK or Elizabeth).

But yeah, I do feel relieved but I'm not ready to go to school. I haven't gone through all five stages of grief lol

Also, in terms of formal dresses, you could check out websites such as Bariano or The Iconic! They have some good stuff. Sending you lots of luck in finding one! xox
I'll check those out! I'm still tossing up whether I should get someone to make my dress or buy it from a store. The problem with buying online is that I'm not sure what material it is, the shipping price and I want to try the dress before purchasing it :/
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on August 20, 2018, 11:02:05 pm
Yay! Congrats on finishing trials!

Finding a formal dress is hard -- I can definitely relate, especially because I went to two and left dress shopping until a week before each oooooops. I got both my dresses from Forever New, and they were relatively affordable - $130ish so that might be somewhere to look into! I know Myer has a bit of a formal section but you've got to be willing to go in-store and look. I can shout you a staff discount hahahaha. When's your formal?

Hope you have a good break from studying, and best of luck finding a dress!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 21, 2018, 08:06:33 am
Yay! Congrats on finishing trials!

Finding a formal dress is hard -- I can definitely relate, especially because I went to two and left dress shopping until a week before each oooooops. I got both my dresses from Forever New, and they were relatively affordable - $130ish so that might be somewhere to look into! I know Myer has a bit of a formal section but you've got to be willing to go in-store and look. I can shout you a staff discount hahahaha. When's your formal?

Hope you have a good break from studying, and best of luck finding a dress!
Omg seriously dude shout me a staff discount! Lmao the last time I went to Myers to check out a dress, most of them were either expensive or they were more like floor-length dresses (and I'm short so I don't think floor-length dresses suit me rip ;-;)

I've been to Forever New multiple times (both online and in-store) and I'm not liking their styles at the moment. They're into flowers and lace at the moment and I don't like those styles lol. As for the other dresses, most of them are maxi dresses. Even their high-low are too long for me (like the back of the dress drags on the floor),

But yeah, my formal's next month (tbh I don't know if I've booked my makeup/hair appointment whoops).
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on August 21, 2018, 09:11:58 am
Omg seriously dude shout me a staff discount! Lmao the last time I went to Myers to check out a dress, most of them were either expensive or they were more like floor-length dresses (and I'm short so I don't think floor-length dresses suit me rip ;-;)

I've been to Forever New multiple times (both online and in-store) and I'm not liking their styles at the moment. They're into flowers and lace at the moment and I don't like those styles lol. As for the other dresses, most of them are maxi dresses. Even their high-low are too long for me (like the back of the dress drags on the floor),

But yeah, my formal's next month (tbh I don't know if I've booked my makeup/hair appointment whoops).

Hey just because you think it won’t suit you, doesn’t mean it won’t. :-) I’m not a fan of all flowers and stuff but you never know until you try it! My friend, who’s quite short, had a high-low dress and she looked amazing!

Do any of your friends know how to do hair and makeup? That cuts out a good ~$200! If not you can just go local. :-)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 21, 2018, 09:47:48 pm
Do any of your friends know how to do hair and makeup? That cuts out a good ~$200! If not you can just go local. :-)
Haha not really. Most of my friends are too broke to even buy makeup! Personally, I know how to play with makeup but not use it (and by makeup, it's more like mascara- still struggle putting it on sometimes- and lip products).
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on August 25, 2018, 10:07:23 pm
Hey guys,
First week of school and I'm already exhausted. I come back to school on Tuesday and I was grumpy as hell. I was really tired and it was made even worse when the teachers are like 'We know you're burnt out but you gotta keep pushing on.' What happened to mental health?? So that ruined my mood for the rest of the day. Luckily, Tuesdays are sports days so I had 3 periods and study during sport (and by study, it was more like my friend and I online shopping for dresses and together a group haul for Korean cosmetics). I mean, I'm really burnt out and I've gotten used to having holidays after exam blocks.

Anyway, I was grumpy for the whole week because we were getting Trial papers back already -_- I wasn't ready for that, considering my last exam was on Monday. Math made me kinda salty because I made a lot of silly mistakes. I passed, but there were too many silly mistakes that it made me more salty than depressed. Of course, there were some questions where it had simple working out but I couldn't figure it out during the exam. And then there were other questions where I couldn't even get one mark for a 3 mark question because of the marking criteria.

As for physics, the quanta section wasn't as bad as I thought. Because I at least put something down I was able to get some marks but it wasn't the best. I am glad that I recounted my multiple choice marks and found out my teacher miscounted so I was able to get one more mark. I'm hoping to scab another mark from the quanta section because when we went through the marking criteria for the question on the different parts of a nuclear power station, I named all the parts (fuel source, moderator, cadmium rods, radiation shield) my I got deducted 1 mark- I don't even know where I lost marks because I said uranium fuel source but my teacher said I needed to say Uranium-235 but he said he'll think about it. As for my overall mark, not the best but my rank isn't too bad. For someone who was last-minute cramming content, coming fourth out of fourteen people wasn't as bad as I thought (considering how I was sixth for a good portion of the year group).

I got Society & Culture back as well. I feel like my teacher was marking us a bit easy because Term 2 was a bit disjointed and we were preoccupied with the PIP. I did better in both Depth Studies than my multiple choice and short answers. And boyyy am I kicking myself with these silly mistakes. I lost marks in areas where I could've gotten full marks. But I really struggled with two short answer questions and I literally bs-ed my answer because I had no clue what to write (still got some marks for it though). I really wanna blame the fact I had 2 exams in one day for this but that's just me being salty. My rank isn't too bad- fourth out of twenty something people so it's not as bad as I thought. I'm just salty that I lost easy marks.

English is a bit unstable. I knew I was gonna fail Mod B. Not as bad as I thought but it's not as high as the marks I usually get in English. My short answers and discovery essay were also not as bad as I thought. I'm salty with short answers because the mark I got was the same mark I got for my practice responses, so it's not like I improved or anything. My discovery essay mark was the same as my half yearly mark so it's not like I have anything to say there. Mod C was surprising because I failed my Mod C task last term but I managed to do well. Considering that I couldn't remember the quotes correctly and remembered a good portion of the quotes, my teacher didn't call me out (not sure if he noticed or not), making Mod C my best essay. I haven't gotten Mod A and creative back and I'm a bit concerned because the teacher gave us general feedback for Mod A and the fact that she's used caps and red font is already concerning. I haven't got creative back but my teacher said a lot of us just regurgitated our creative. Since we finished all our modules, we've kinda been doing Trials reflections and my teacher even set a whole lesson showing us how our internal marks are moderated in comparison to our exam mark and HSC mark so that was interesting.

I still haven't got SOR or any of my history subjects back. Modern is a bit concerning because my teacher told us a lot of the source analysis was done poorly and she gave a lot of 6/10 (and that was her and teachers from other schools being optimistic). She also said a lot of the Germany essays were weak because some people completely agreed with the question even though their arguments were weak and no one argued against the question. She said a lot of people got mixed up between the November Criminals, stab in the back legend and the Treaty of Versailles, and also got annoyed that people didn't write a lot. I mean, I did question b so I'm not sure if she's got problems with responses that did the other question. As for Personality essays, she said our Part A essays were the 'most ludicrous essays she's ever read' (that's a legit quote, I'm not paraphrasing). She said a lot of people didn't address the question. She also said Part B was also done a bit poorly because a lot of people agreed with the question even though there was room to disagree. To be honest, it's a bit difficult to do Leni Riefenstahl because she's a film director, not a politician so it's not like Leni would significantly change the course of history. She hasn't marked Conflict in Europe (and I'm not expecting her to finish over the weekend considering she was going away for the weekend). So yeah, modern is concerning.

With all these Trial papers being given back, I've been doing my scholarship applications. I'm not sure if I'm taking the phrase 'apply for as many scholarships as you can' too literally because I've applied for a bunch of scholarships and the uni isn't even in my Top 5 preferences. At the moment, I've applied for: ANU Tuckwell (unsuccessful), UTS Women in Engineering (still waiting for a response), Macquarie Uni Faculty of Science and Engineering scholarship, UOW Early Entry and WSU True Rewards. I'm currently applying for Macquarie Uni Global Leadership Program, Macquarie Uni Alumni Scholarship, WSU Leadership Program, UNSW Women in Engineering, UNSW Co-op and USyd Equity Scholarship (i.e. Women in Engineering). I need to keep track of these dates since most of them are due in September. I should also scan my application for the Macquarie Uni GLEP since applications close on Monday. I also need to gather all my certificates and scan them for SRS application. At this point, my career adviser has called me a veteran for scholarships lmao. I think I've reached the point where I can copy, paste and edit my previous responses because the questions they ask are similar. I mean, UNSW Co-Op is probably one I actually had to do more writing because they have the most unique set of questions and a larger word limit (I'm bs-ing my response because of the 1000 character limit. I'm not sure how I'm gonna survive the 1250 character limit).

Also, I finally got my formal dress! My mum took me to Parramatta after tutoring today and she was like to me on the train 'If we can't find a dress here then I have no clue what to do.' We actually went to Myers and found a dress in the sale section that was decent enough for me to wear. It's kinda like a high neckline dress with spaghetti straps. The skirt is also kinda high- low, i.e. there's no dramatic difference between the skirt at the front and back but there's a bit of difference in length. And it also has pockets!!! POCKETS!!! I've never encountered a dress with pockets, and this is great because I don't have to buy a clutch. I will never understand why pockets are never an option in women's fashion because holding my phone is really annoying and I use backpacks not handbags (handbags are actually bad for your shoulders because the pressure is only applied to one shoulder whereas backpacks put an equal amount of weight on both shoulders). Anyway, it's a navy dress (my friend forbade me from wearing black because I wore black to my Year 10 formal lol), and I'll probably be wearing my shoes from my Year 10 formal as well. The sad thing is that they didn't have it my size, but thank god Myers has this thing where you can order your size (since my size was available in Myers Sydney CBD) and pay today and they will send the dress to you via Australia post. My dress should be here by Thursday.

As for my friend, well I'm not sure if she's in much luck. The problem with both of us is that we're both under the petite section and as Asians, we have a different body type/frame to the models that wear the dresses. We're both flat front and back (if you know what I mean lol), we're short and we don't like anything tight-fitting, low-cut or even strapless. Except, my friend is a lot more petite than me. I consider myself a "fatter" petite- you know, got a bit of flab but short. But she's tiny, both height and weight. So dresses don't fit her well and a lot of stores aren't petite-friendly (well the dresses she likes aren't petite friendly).

Anyway, with all this formal stuff aside, I should get back to... binge-watching Youtube videos. I was wondering, is anyone going to UNSW Open Day next Saturday?

Well, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 01, 2018, 09:23:31 pm
Hey guys,
I forgot how exhausting Open Days are. I went to the UNSW Open Day and was lost for like 10 minutes lol. I should've asked a UNSW student but I was too lazy to ask lmao. Usually, buses stop at Anzac Parade but since they dropped us off near the Medicine Building, I was so thrown off I just wandered around the campus until I found the University Mall. By the time I found the University Mall, it was already too late to go to the Co-op lecture. I did go to the Scholarships Lecture but it wasn't like I missed out on anything important. Most of the time, I was just wandering around, looking at a couple of displays and picked up a couple of pamphlets. I was also wearing a black leather jacket so I was sweating throughout the day lmao. Apart from going to three or four lectures, I kinda just wandered around and managed to reach my step count goal! I also got to see superconductors and pet a water python so that was cool. Something interesting that happened today was someone tapped me on the shoulder as I was walking and asked me if I did the Year 10 UNSW work experience. It was kinda awkward because he looked kinda familiar but at the same time I didn't know him so we kinda was like 'Yeah nice seeing you, bye.'

Apart from Open Day, I'm slowly getting my Trial marks back. My rank in 2U math wasn't as bad as I thought. I barely missed being part of the top 10 but it's better than nothing. As for English, my Mod A wasn't as bad as I thought. I was a lot more shocked at my creative mark. So here's the back story: in my tutoring place, the owner established a writing class. My mum and I were a bit annoyed how she just threw in creative class in the fees without asking us but I gave it a shot in Term 1 and left the writing class. In Term 2, she was talking to my physics tutor about something and managed to somehow get into the topic of creative writing. Then she was full on like to my friend and I (since we both left writing class): 'I'm worried for both of you. Maybe I should get you to write a creative and give it to my friend who is an English teacher.' My physics tutor was understanding because I told them I had already written a creative (which was true). During this time, I was stressed doing 13 units and that pushed me over the edge and I broke down in the middle of physics tutoring (keep in mind I do one-on-one tutoring for physics). I was stressed because I already have a lot of things on my plate and asking me to write a creative was too much. Anyways, the tutoring owner would sometimes say to me "I'm expecting a 13/15 in creative for Trials." Sure, it's not like that's not gonna make me stressed or anything. I think she's lowkey salty that I'm not doing writing class. The thing I didn't like about writing class was that we had to read out our creatives. Personally, I don't like reading out any of my work- essays, creative, anything. And you would do this in front of other students (there are about 6-7 Year 10-12 students, and one guys is obnoxious af). Anyway, when I got my creative back, I was shocked but also felt a sense of self-gratification because I got a 14/15, and the teacher's feedback was essentially to keep refining my word choice (and there was a small section they commented on). So yes, if the tutoring owner ever asks me for my creative marks I can actually prove her wrong, because she doubted me and I hated that because her saltiness kinda made me think she thought I couldn't do well in something without tutoring- if that made sense.

Anyway, I got some of my Modern back. I got 22/25 for WW1 but I don't know what I got for Germany and Conflict in Europe. I knew I wasn't gonna do well in Conflict in Europe because I told myself not to do appeasement if I get a question on it because I haven't completely made up my mind on how I feel on appeasement but then it was either appeasement or dictatorial powers and I had no clue what to say with dictatorial powers. Anyway, I ended up contradicting myself and my first argument was quite weak. As for Germany, I feel like that was stronger than Conflict in Europe. Since the question was on control of media, terror and repression, I used those three as my essay structure. I feel like I could've added more detail but I managed to include as much as I can within the limit. I haven't got Personality back but my teacher said they were really bad so rip :/

I also got my History Extension Major Work. We were expecting to get our Majors back during Trials but then my teacher decided to give it to us after Trials. In fact, two weeks after Trials. I ended up getting 24/25 for my essay. I'm not sure what my rank was but my teacher said I'm invited to the HSIE Afternoon Tea so I'm assuming I came first, but yet again, I shouldn't assume anything. I'm not sure where I lost a mark but I'm assuming it's a mix of long sentences and small grammatical errors. I may ask my teacher if my essay will be sent to the HTA Extension History Prize but I'm not sure if she would since last year was the first time she's ever sent anything to the HTA Prize, so that clearly shows how highly she thought of those two essays she sent. Even though I did well in my Major Work, I kinda feel self-conscious with my topic. Like, all the topics for the Major Work is on complex ideas that I don't even understand and then there's me with history based video games :/

Anyways, I should get back to finishing my homework.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: darcyynic on September 04, 2018, 09:26:31 pm
Girl you should be so proud of yourself!!! Your HEXT mark is incredible! You have put so much hard work in and should be very proud of your achievements. Sending you lots of love! xox
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 06, 2018, 05:22:54 pm
Hey guys,
The fact that my HSC exams are coming up is slowly sinking in. I haven't done a lot of practice essays but I did do a practice short answer for Society & Culture. I'm aiming to rewrite my Trial essays and short answers but I'm still feeling the after effects of Trials even though there are three weeks left this term. I realised that even though Trials went for 2 weeks and 1 day, that took up a significant portion of the term. And then when we include Graduation Mass, Graduation Assembly, Year 12 Brunch and Formal, that's taken up another week of school.

Anyway, we're still slowly getting back Trial marks. To be honest, my ranks aren't as bad as I thought. My marks, well, could be better, but my teachers essentially dedicated a full on double-period assembly explaining how our marks will be moderated. I would find it useful if my English teacher didn't tell us already, but in the assembly, they used previous students' marks (unnamed of course) to actually prove what they were saying. This is why I'm emphasising more on rank than mark because ranks matter.

At the moment, my ranks are:
English: 5/53
Math: 11/30-something
Physics: 4/14
Modern: 1/19
HIX: 1/4
SAC: 3/20-something
SOR: Unknown

At this point, I'll take any rank that's at least in the Top 10, but my math rank isn't too bad.

I'm also in the process of convincing my History Extension teachers to send my Major Work to the HTA History Extension Prize. My teacher is reluctant to send it because she finds it pointless. Okay backstory: last year, it was the first time she sent something to the HTA competition- two entries in fact. But none of them won the competition. When HSC marks and everything came out, one of the students who had their essay sent to the competition got a state rank. Because of that, my teacher doesn't really believe that there is any point in sending Major Works to the competition. At the moment, she said she will talk to the other HIX teacher (who was on maternity leave but is now back at school) and may consider it. I'm just concerned that the due date is next Friday- by due date, it means that my project needs to arrive at the HTA place by next Friday and I need to do some refining. I've just figured how to do end notes so I need to make a few changes.

On another note, I'm in the process of finishing off applications for uni scholarships. Just finished my UNSW scholarship applications (tbh I used my previous responses to answer a good percentage of them) and because of that, I used them for my Western Sydney Uni Leadership Scholarship application. I just need to scan some supporting documents.

Also, I got called up for another interview! I applied for Early Entry at UOW and they just emailed me that I need to book an interview. I'm a bit anxious because this is a good thing but now I'm wondering if I've applied for too many scholarships- is there even such thing as applying for too many scholarships? I'm not even sure if UOW is in my UAC preferences. Do I need to change it now and put in UOW as one of my preferences? How in the world am I gonna decide when I've been aiming for UNSW all this time?

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on September 06, 2018, 05:57:05 pm
Congrats on those ranks -- awesome positions to be in the lead-up to the HSC!!

And congrats on that UOW interview as well!! There's no such thing as too many scholarships; think of it as broadening your horizons lol (and increasing opportunities for saving money on education hahaha). I think with the UOW early entry scheme you need to put them at the top of your preferences -- at least that's what I had to do. Even though you are set on UNSW, it doesn't hurt to apply for another uni. You'll decide when the time comes, and your gut will tell you the right thing.

All the best!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 12, 2018, 01:06:16 pm
Hey guys,
Graduation is coming up soon and that's kinda freaking me out even more. I've barely done studying during the past few weeks- it's been difficult for me to get into it because I'm still feeling the after-effects of Trials. I finished my Modern notes and I'm almost done with my SAC notes because we're still going through content. To be honest, we're not gonna finish Modern on time because we've only looked at the Battle of Stalingrad. We're so far behind my teacher's making us come back to school after formal. To be honest, I don't mind- I'm just stressed I haven't done any past papers.

I've also finished a good bunch of my scholarship applications. I've finished my Co-op, UNSW general questions, WSU Global Leadership application and USyd Women in Engineering scholarship- I just need to scan my documents. But I need to find a photo of myself taken in the last 12 months for Co-op and that's been proven difficult to find -_- I'm also a bit annoyed that FEAS hasn't opened yet. I've spoke to 2 ambassadors and they keep saying: "FEAS applications will open at ____."

We had a school career expo yesterday and a whole bunch of universities and other colleges came. It was cool because they had UNSW, USyd, UTS, UOW, Macquarie Uni and WSU- those were the universities I had questions for. Most of the time, I asked about their scholarship applications because I'd rather ask someone face-to-face about scholarships rather than call people- to be honest, I get anxious when I have to call someone. Anyway, I collected a whole bunch of undergrad books even though I already have them at home. Anyway, I kinda wished the UNSW Co-op representative read my application but at the same time it's probably a bit unfair because based off her name tag, she kinda looks like she has a higher position in the scholarships/co-op section. A lot of the ambassadors were able to answer my question but there were a few that they weren't sure with. Like with UTS, they're still not sure when they'll get back to me with Women in Engineering and it's been 2 months since my interview- it would be great if they could actually update me. The last time I contacted UTS was via email and they said they're still "processing my application" because there was a lot of applicants. The UNSW ambassador wasn't also able to answer my question on FEAS. There was actually a chemical engineering student and when I asked her about FEAS and how FEAS ambassadors at Open Day said applications "will open next week", she said she doesn't know but if they promised it would be open next week then honestly it's quite disorganised of them to not have everything prepared. It was nice that she was honest about that but also annoying that UNSW is a bit disorganised with FEAS.

On another note, I'm still tossing around as to whether I should go to UNSW Engineering Girls Day Out. The cool thing about the day is that you do lab tours and stuff but the engineering fields they offer are a lot of "obscure." They're not offering things like civil or mechanical or electrical engineering, it's like aerospace and humanitarian engineering. I really wanna go but my mum is reluctant to let me go because I've done a lot of UNSW stuff and gone to Open Days numerous times so she thinks I "already know enough on UNSW." I don't know, I can't really decide -_-

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: Mada438 on September 12, 2018, 03:30:09 pm
Hey guys,
Graduation is coming up soon and that's kinda freaking me out even more. I've barely done studying during the past few weeks- it's been difficult for me to get into it because I'm still feeling the after-effects of Trials. I finished my Modern notes and I'm almost done with my SAC notes because we're still going through content. To be honest, we're not gonna finish Modern on time because we've only looked at the Battle of Stalingrad. We're so far behind my teacher's making us come back to school after formal. To be honest, I don't mind- I'm just stressed I haven't done any past papers.
Amen to this!
I've just started my stuydying again after trials and its honestly very erratic. It's also stressing because we're FINISHING OUR HSC for good and that brings a whole host of feelings itself!
I really need to get on top of my notes. Our modern teacher left huge gaps in our options so i have to teach myself half the stuff again and we also haven't done past papers. We just watch documentaries and have banter.

Hope all is well, Adam
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 12, 2018, 04:02:24 pm
I really need to get on top of my notes. Our modern teacher left huge gaps in our options so i have to teach myself half the stuff again and we also haven't done past papers. We just watch documentaries and have banter.
We're the opposite- since we're so behind in Modern, my teacher is like "usually I'd show you a clip but we don't have time" so we're rushing through the content and my teacher is bombarding us with sheets we need to read ourselves. To be honest, I'm not sure if I can retain any information because it's really overwhelming.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 20, 2018, 08:40:51 pm
Hey guys,
Today was my final day of classes. It feels a bit weird. A lot of people were crying and taking photos but I think I'm more in denial over the fact that my HSC is coming in a month. I'm too stressed to do proper studying, which is stressing me out because I need to actually study. I've done some past papers and practice essay plans but I haven't been timing myself. I feel like I'm not in exam mode when I time myself in my room, which is even worse because I start stressing if I don't know how to do a question and then start crying and then I don't want to study anymore.

Apart from that, I got an early offer from Macquarie Uni for the Global Leadership Program. I've accepted the offer but then I realised I needed a Tax File Number for my HECS. I'm so lost with the enrolment stuff so I'm just going with it- I feel like an adult -_- Since I'm aiming for UNSW, I may defer it but we'll see. I've also registered to go to the GLEP Orientation Session, which happens to occur after formal. I'm glad I get to sleep in after formal but I'm too lazy to leave my house since I need to catch a train at around 3pm.

This is gonna be a short update because I'm a bit tired, even though I barely did anything today.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 24, 2018, 07:07:49 pm
Hey guys,
I've officially graduated today! Kinda. Still gotta do my HSC exams of course but I just had my graduation mass. To be honest, I had no clue what was happening. So I got 2 academic medals since I cam first in History Extension and Modern History, but then I got some certificates for being 3rd in SAC and some consistent effort awards in English, Physics, Maths and a perfect attendance award. But then I got called up again for the Reuben F Scarf Award- anyone have any idea what in the world this is?? I didn't know this existed, nor was I expecting this award so I'm not sure what this means or what to do with it. It says that if you fill out the claim form you can get a cheque but it says to give it before 30th June- am I still allowed to claim this? I'm so confused.

After graduation, I spent a good 2 hours taking photos with my friends and then suddenly get dragged into other photos with people I don't talk to as often. But then my friend's mum decided that we should go take a photo in front of the 2018 class balloons and dragged in my year coordinators, assistant principal and principal, which was kinda embarrassing- and she's not even my mum lmao. My mum and I kinda got dragged to eat dinner with two of my friends and their parents. My friend and I shared a steak. Even though it was 350 grams and we split it in half, we were both full lol. Apart from that, we were just talking about tomorrow because we might stop by at Lindt Cafe because the food at the place is gonna be bad -_- It's almost a tradition to be fed bad food whenever the school organises something.

Anyway, I'm gonna go and binge watch Youtube videos lmao.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on September 24, 2018, 07:28:45 pm
Yay congrats on graduating!! With that award thing, I reckon you should ask your school about it -- or if there's contact numbers on the claim form, maybe the people there? Claim it if you can lol extra money doesn't hurt

Hope you have a great week - don't study too hard, celebrate a little!
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: beatroot on September 24, 2018, 08:09:12 pm
Hey guys,
I've officially graduated today! Kinda. Still gotta do my HSC exams of course but I just had my graduation mass. To be honest, I had no clue what was happening. So I got 2 academic medals since I cam first in History Extension and Modern History, but then I got some certificates for being 3rd in SAC and some consistent effort awards in English, Physics, Maths and a perfect attendance award. But then I got called up again for the Reuben F Scarf Award- anyone have any idea what in the world this is?? I didn't know this existed, nor was I expecting this award so I'm not sure what this means or what to do with it. It says that if you fill out the claim form you can get a cheque but it says to give it before 30th June- am I still allowed to claim this? I'm so confused.

After graduation, I spent a good 2 hours taking photos with my friends and then suddenly get dragged into other photos with people I don't talk to as often. But then my friend's mum decided that we should go take a photo in front of the 2018 class balloons and dragged in my year coordinators, assistant principal and principal, which was kinda embarrassing- and she's not even my mum lmao. My mum and I kinda got dragged to eat dinner with two of my friends and their parents. My friend and I shared a steak. Even though it was 350 grams and we split it in half, we were both full lol. Apart from that, we were just talking about tomorrow because we might stop by at Lindt Cafe because the food at the place is gonna be bad -_- It's almost a tradition to be fed bad food whenever the school organises something.

Anyway, I'm gonna go and binge watch Youtube videos lmao.

See you soon!

- Olivia

Hey Olivia!

We had the Reuben F Scarf Award at my school too and basically it's an award that they give to the student they think has improved greatly in terms of grades and have shown a consistent performance throughout the year. My friend got this same award last year. In that case- well done on getting this amazing award!!

Congratulations on graduating as well!! Be sure to relax and study smart. I know you will absolutely smash your HSC exams Olivia!!! Good luck ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 26, 2018, 11:37:40 pm
Hey guys,
I'm so exhausted. Formal was last night. It was pretty fun. I had my hair and makeup booked at 11am yesterday but I didn't anticipate having my hair and makeup done in 3 hours (and this was done at the same place). It was a bit difficult to eat lunch with liquid lipstick because I was paranoid that it would crumble. The MUA used a Stila Liquid Lipstick, which actually smelt nice (like the Nyx Butter Glosses) and I was hoping that it would be comfortable to wear but it felt dry so I had to use my nude lip gloss to make it a bit more comfortable. I looked up a couple of reviews for Stila Liquid Lipsticks and there were some who said it was very drying -_- I knew Stila had great products, especially with their eyeliners and liquid eyeshadows but their lipsticks weren't that good. This is my second bad experience with liquid lipsticks- the first time with Nyx Lip Lingerie.

Anyway, we drove to the city since my formal was in Darling Harbour. I can never get over how expensive parking is in the city. It was $25 between 5pm-11pm but Formal finished at 11pm so it was $50 -_- Anyway, I met my friends in front of Lindt Cafe and took a number of photos with my friends. It was funny how whenever a couple of parents would take photos of us, other parents would encourage other people to join in, even though we don't really interact with them.

The food was mediocre. For entree I had chicken schnitzel with salad and croutons- the chicken was alright but I was so put off with the knife and fork. Apart from steaks, I can never get used to eating with a knife and fork. I struggled trying to figure out a system on how to use those utensils, especially when trying to cut up the massive chunk of lettuce on my plate. For main we had sirloin steak, baked potatoes and vegetables. The main was alright as well but the steak was quite tough- probably well done, and I prefer my steaks medium. The baked potatoes was actually good- slightly crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. As for dessert, well, it was too sweet. I'm not a sweet tooth and the lemon meringue was too sweet. I didn't finish it anyway because they gave out dessert when everyone was on the dance floor.

A lot of us were loitering on the balcony and taking photos. I wish I took more photos but I had a couple of people ask to take a photo with me, which was a bit awkward because I don't like being in photos (since I was wearing false lashes, I don't think you could even see my eyes lmao). I took my shoes off pretty early on in the evening, even though my heels aren't really heels- they're like 5cm in height, which isn't too bad in comparison to the boots/wedged sneakers that I've worn. I also lost my phone halfway throughout the night. My phone was in my pocket but I think I was dancing too much that it fell out of my pocket. My friend called my phone (which was on vibrate) but I managed to find it on the dance floor. I felt so out of shape after dancing for like 2 hours because my legs grew tired so I would sit down with my friend for a bit until I heard a song that I liked. I mean, when Earth, Wind, Fire's September came on and Shakira's Hips Don't Lie came on, I'm not missing out on those songs so I went to my friends on the dance floor and danced with them (more like jumping around and singing rather than dancing lol).

Anyway, my mum was pretty pissed that I didn't leave the venue early because we finished at 11pm and we didn't want to arrive at home at like 1am. Part of it was because I didn't want to miss out on anything at the end and part of it was because my right foot started cramping, probably because I was jumping around too much. My friend had to massage the cramp out and I had to wait until my foot was a bit better. So I was walking out bare foot and as I stepped onto the escalators I dropped my phone. Me being dumb, decided to run up the escalators and trip on the escalators. I managed to reach the top of the escalators and grab my phone. By the time I met my mum, my left foot started cramping and my mum pointed out that my foot was bleeding. I couldn't walk so we had to sit there for a while to stop my foot from cramping wipe off the blood (and I was bleeding intensely) and use my bandaid to stop the blood. I was half limping to the car park because I just wanted to go home.

So this morning when I checked my foot again, I think the source of the blood came from when I tripped on the escalators, the edge of those stairs dug into the skin in between my toes. My mum thought it was because of the "heels" but I had to keep reminding her that I tripped on the escalators since I wasn't bleeding when I was with my friends. Anyway, I've got some bruises on my knees and shin but the bruises are even worse near the balls of my feet. Usually, bruises are a light purple colour but mine are quite dark. My legs are also quite sore, which doesn't help because I went to the Macquarie Uni GLEP Orientation Session.

I mentioned in my previous post about being offered an early entry at Macquarie Uni through the Global Leadership Program. So I went to Macquarie Uni for that and I wasn't prepared to socialise. To be honest, I struggle talking to new people face to face- to people I'm familiar with, I'm cool with. It's not that I don't like talking to people, I get exhausted really easy. With social events where I'm required to talk (career expos, Open Days, volunteering), I mentally prepare myself to talk to new people- you know, get myself to talk with a bit more enthusiasm, try to be welcoming. Today was just not my day. They really encouraged us to talk to the people next to us but I was too tired to talk to anyone. My legs are very sore from last night, I arrived home at about 12.30am and I was just exhausted from talking to people in my year group that I usually don't talk to. So yeah, the presentation was quite useful but I wasn't feeling it today.

Speaking of which, I'm in a bit of a dilemma. I've already accepted my offer at Macquarie Uni (I just need my Tax File Number to enrol to my classes) but I also have an Early Admission Interview at UOW. To be honest, I'm not sure if I should still go to the interview. At the moment, I'm leaning more towards Macquarie Uni because I want to spend the holidays studying for the HSC and I don't think it's guaranteed that I would get an Early Admission. I also think that if I don't get the ATAR I need then I'd need to consider alternative pathways to UOW whereas with Macquarie Uni, I've already got my Student ID. At the same time, I've been applying to a lot of scholarships and early entry offers and I don't want to miss out on opportunity. Should I just cancel my interview?

Anyways, I'm very tired so I'm heading to bed.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: dcesaona on September 27, 2018, 05:30:31 pm
Omg that sounds so hectic but glad you had fun! My formal is on the day of my last exam ughhh!! That means I finish the exam at 2 and then have 2 hours to do hair and makeup to get to the photo venue with my friends! I think I might miss it, but it's okay I guess.

I've got an early entry interview to UOW too! Tbh I'm going to go just so I have a backup if I need it. It will give me peace of mind knowing that it's there if I do get it, even though it's certainly not my first choice. I just want to keep my options open. I also think if you did go you'd get interview experience out of it I guess? Not a bad opportunity. The interview only takes about 30 minutes so you'd still have time that day to study for the HSC if that's what you're worried about.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 27, 2018, 06:05:09 pm
I've got an early entry interview to UOW too! Tbh I'm going to go just so I have a backup if I need it. It will give me peace of mind knowing that it's there if I do get it, even though it's certainly not my first choice. I just want to keep my options open. I also think if you did go you'd get interview experience out of it I guess? Not a bad opportunity. The interview only takes about 30 minutes so you'd still have time that day to study for the HSC if that's what you're worried about.
It's more like, I already accepted my offer at Macquarie Uni so why would I need to go all the way to UOW. It's really inconvenient for me to drive for about 1 hour down there and do an interview where I'm not guaranteed a place at UOW. And as for interview experience, this would be my second interview with a university (my first one being UTS). Idk, I'll see if I'm gonna cancel it or not.
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on September 28, 2018, 04:09:29 pm
Hey guys,
I had to go back to school today lmao. We haven't finished going through the content for Modern so we had to finish it. We finished earlier than expected so I spoke to the career adviser about my early entry offers. I was in a bit of a dilemma whether I should cancel my interview with UOW. My career adviser agreed with my rationale: considering how I'm already enrolled to Macquarie Uni, there wasn't any point driving down to Wollongong for 1 hour and do a 15 minute interview. I need to send them an email saying that I would like to decline my interview.

Speaking of which, I'm officially a student at Macquarie Uni! I had to call them to help me enrol without my Tax File Number since I still haven't got it. I just need to remember to let them know to change the settings and add my Tax File Number. However, I need to keep in mind the steps on deferring. Since Macquarie Uni is 4th on my UAC preferences, I'm still keeping my options open (UNSW is my first preference). But Macquarie Uni is a good backup. And because of this, I decided not to apply for the WSU Global Leaders Program. They insisted on me providing a certified copy of my Year 11 report, even though I offered scanning the original copy of my report (which kinda confuses me because isn't the original version better?).

On another note, I got notified of my outcome for my UTS Women in Engineering scholarship. I was unsuccessful for getting the scholarship. Not sure how I feel. Didn't think I would get it to be honest- this is me looking back, and I kinda realise that the interviewer got kinda bored overtime (she started off enthusiastic and then got bored- maybe that was an indication of something?). Not sure. Anyway, I could always apply for UNSW or USyd Women in Engineering scholarships.

Anyway, I should go back to studying (even though my Society & Culture teacher suggested to me today to take a break and get back into studying on Monday. She's such a mum to me).

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on October 22, 2018, 10:22:02 pm
Hey guys,
It's been a while since I've updated here. So two exams are down, 6 more to go. At this point, I just want my exams to be done and over. I keep reminding myself that after exams, I get 3 months of holiday and I get to waste my money to skincare and makeup. A lot of teachers say that 'time will go really quickly' but this exam period is going really slowly. I want to get math done and over. I'm hoping at least a Band 5 in math (yes I've lowered my standards)- hopefully a Band 5 in a subject can still help me get at least a 93 ATAR for engineering.

At this point, my room and desk is a mess. I have loose leaf papers scattered all over my desk and books scattered near my bookshelf. I really wanna clean it up but a lot of them are loose leaf sheets for math. I can't wait for math to be over so I can throw away all of my past papers- seriously though, these math papers take up so much room. Even though I want math done and over, I'm also scared that I'm gonna make silly mistakes. I made a lot of silly mistakes in Trials so I'm hoping that I don't make the same mistake this week. Math and physics are also the only subjects where I break down, cry and get panic attacks so there's another con. I feel like once my math exam is over, I'm just gonna run to the office, pick up my phone and leave because I know a lot of people will be like "Hey what did you get for question ___" or "How did you work out question ___"- that will make me even more anxious just listening to people talk about the exam. And then I'm gonna have to prepare for History Extension afterwards -_- It's not like I don't like History Extension- I just never feel prepared for History Extension. I know Susie said that I shouldn't ever feel fully prepared for History Extension but it makes me really anxious.

And then I'm dreading next Monday because of Modern and SAC on the same day. I don't feel prepared for Modern or SAC. Mostly the Conflict in Europe section in Modern, and I need to memorise statistics for SAC (also haven't done a lot of past papers for SAC). But after next Monday, I would have 2 more exams left, which is what's keeping me from going insane now. When SOR's done, I'm just gonna curl up in a ball and sob from the built up stress- I already broke down and cried after Paper 1 because I didn't understand the poem and was stressed over the creative and essay.

Anyway, I'm gonna go back and study.

See you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: owidjaja on November 06, 2018, 02:09:50 pm
Hey guys,
So this is it- today was my last exam and I have a lot of mixed feelings about it. I'm glad that my exams are done and over but I also feel like NESA wanted to throw all of under the bus this year. Supposedly they're doing this to justify why they're changing the syllabus? I don't know, that's a rumour going around my school at the moment. I still feel a bit salty over everything and I feel like I could've done more. But at this rate, I'll probably forget about school and wait for my ATAR.

At the moment, I'm planning to fix up my body clock because it's been screwed over by stress and exams. But I'll also be working out a lot more. My waist is really sore from sitting down for way too long and I've been stress-eating from pre-Trials to now and I feel really out of shape -_- But I'll also be going out a lot and travelling for the next few months, so there's something to look forward to.

It feels strange to think that this marks the end of my HSC journey.

Anyways, see you soon!

- Olivia
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: katie,rinos on November 06, 2018, 02:16:04 pm
Congrats Olivia!!  ;D
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: fantasticbeasts3 on November 06, 2018, 02:34:25 pm
Yay congrats on finishing the HSC!! It's been a privilege to follow your HSC journey and I hope you enjoy your break, you deserve it :-)
Title: Re: HSC Journey- From Prelims to HSC
Post by: beatroot on November 06, 2018, 02:55:57 pm
Yess go Olivia!! Congratulations !!!