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HSC Stuff => New South Wales Education Discussion => The HSC Journey Journal => Topic started by: dcesaona on April 05, 2018, 09:40:56 pm
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Hi! I'm in year 12 and have decided to make an HSC journal. I'm a very stressed/anxious person and I'm constantly worrying about something so I think this will really help me to deal with that. Some points about me atm:
- I majorly regret choosing drama at this point in time
- I'm feeling extremely unmotivated right now and just waiting out for the holidays so I can kick myself back into gear
- I'm a little cynical (as you can probably tell from the above 2 points)
- I have overachiever syndrome
- My atar goal is 90 (although I can say that I would be more than happy with an 85)
- I am totally obsessed with the idea of studying law (if I go to UOW I can get straight in if I get an 85 because bonus points, but if I decide to study law at any other uni like UTS, UNSW, or even USYD then I will most likely have to transfer over from another course :) )
- I'm also reallyyyy interested in politics so a law/politics degree would be the dream
- I love watching 'study with me' videos on youtube! (ruby Granger, unjaded jade, etc.) they are my motivators and my inspiration
Anyways, this will be used to let out all my rage, confusion, queries, worries and stress! I'm excited. Enjoy! ;D
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Hi and welcome to the HSC journal forum! This is where you can release all your thoughts into some (maybe very long) posts. I know it definitely helps me when I'm stressed.
What subjects do you do? And which is your favourite?
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Hi and welcome to the HSC journal forum! This is where you can release all your thoughts into some (maybe very long) posts. I know it definitely helps me when I'm stressed.
What subjects do you do? And which is your favourite?
I do Ancient history, Modern history, Visual Arts, Drama, Standard English and SOR 1 :) My favourite would have to be either Ancient or English!
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I do Ancient history, Modern history, Visual Arts, Drama, Standard English and SOR 1 :) My favourite would have to be either Ancient or English!
Yay! Another Visual Arts student on the site ;). What concept are you doing for your body of work? :)
Also, what options are you studying for Ancient History and what texts are you doing for English?
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I do Ancient history, Modern history, Visual Arts, Drama, Standard English and SOR 1 :) My favourite would have to be either Ancient or English!
I do Ancient, art and SOR 1 too! I like ancient better than English. English just stresses me out tbh
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Yay! Another Visual Arts student on the site ;). What concept are you doing for your body of work? :)
Also, what options are you studying for Ancient History and what texts are you doing for English?
Hey! My concept is 'waiting'. Everyone is waiting in life but I guess there is a sense of ambiguity in my BOW as to what the people are waiting for. I will be using oil on canvas and possibly be using four medium-large canvasses! What was your concept for your artwork? :) For ancient history we have currently completed Pompeii and Herculaneum (obviously) and Akhenaten. We will then be studying Sparta and Egypt society! I'm kind of anxious for Egypt society as I really struggled with Akhenaten (Egypt is confusing!) For standard english I'm doing the Shoehorn Sonata (for the distinctively visual module), Tom Brennan, Life of Pi (AOS) and my all time FAVOURITE, Wilfred Owen! Analysing poetry is one of my strengths in english, plus I love Owen's poems so that module makes english all the more bearable!
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I do Ancient, art and SOR 1 too! I like ancient better than English. English just stresses me out tbh
Yeah english stresses me out too but that's just because I don't really know how to study for it. Like, I can analyse my texts and I love doing it but I don't know how to consolidate alllll of that information. With ancient it's slightly easier because I use flashcards and my study notes are concise so studying for that is (in a strange way) easier than english. Crazy. But yeah. What options are you studying in ancient??
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OK. Quick update. I have an art exam on Wednesday and I'm really nervous for it because I haven't completed my case studies yet. I'm an idiot. But I'm onto it today. I hate doing my case studies ughhhh it's so much work and I find the 4 frames quite confusing. They are the bread and butter of the Visual Arts course though so I'm in trouble if I don't completely wrap my head around it asap. I will definitely be working on it over the 2 week break. ALSO, I'm currently making a study timetable for the break to so I can ensure that I finish absolutely everything that I want to get done. I have soooooooo much that it's overwhelming. But I cannot procrastinate these holidays otherwise I will hate myself for it when school starts again. It is essential that all my stuff gets done. Here are just some of the things that I need to get done:
- USA study notes completed
- Cut down/refine WW1 study notes
- Akhenaten study notes completed
- Refine Pompeii and Herculaneum study notes + add some info to them
- Do at least 2 practice responses for both Ancient and Modern
- LOTS of work on my art BOW - the first layer of one of my paintings
Basically, the most work lies in the histories and art. But I need to make sure that I'm not neglecting my other subjects too. Hence why the study timetable is important.
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Hey! My concept is 'waiting'. Everyone is waiting in life but I guess there is a sense of ambiguity in my BOW as to what the people are waiting for. I will be using oil on canvas and possibly be using four medium-large canvasses! What was your concept for your artwork? :) For ancient history we have currently completed Pompeii and Herculaneum (obviously) and Akhenaten. We will then be studying Sparta and Egypt society! I'm kind of anxious for Egypt society as I really struggled with Akhenaten (Egypt is confusing!) For standard english I'm doing the Shoehorn Sonata (for the distinctively visual module), Tom Brennan, Life of Pi (AOS) and my all time FAVOURITE, Wilfred Owen! Analysing poetry is one of my strengths in english, plus I love Owen's poems so that module makes english all the more bearable!
Quite an abstract and original concept- I like it! What do you plan on painting on your canvasses and what style will you be going for? I'm super excited for the development of your body of work :). For my BOW, I did about the lost of language (specifically Tagalog/Filipino) within a Western context and its effects on individuals who cannot speak the language. I did Pompeii and Herculaneum (obviously) and Sparta too! Spartan society was definitely my most favourite topic out of my four. Hopefully things run smoothly for all your Egypt topics :) Wished I did Egypt for my options but we did Greece instead. I didn't do any of your texts for English but I do wish you all the best for the subject (was my second favourite subject just behind Visual Arts)
OK. Quick update. I have an art exam on Wednesday and I'm really nervous for it because I haven't completed my case studies yet. I'm an idiot. But I'm onto it today. I hate doing my case studies ughhhh it's so much work and I find the 4 frames quite confusing. They are the bread and butter of the Visual Arts course though so I'm in trouble if I don't completely wrap my head around it asap. I will definitely be working on it over the 2 week break.
Here's a quick guide on the four frames:
Subjective: what the work is about
Structural: how it was made
Cultural: how the artist's cultural and/or historical background/context have influenced their work
Post modern: How the artist has appropriated past techniques and twisted it to make their own 'version'
You can check out more help for VA in the resources thread right here
Good luck with your half yearlies and your HSC :) You can do it!
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Yeah english stresses me out too but that's just because I don't really know how to study for it. Like, I can analyse my texts and I love doing it but I don't know how to consolidate alllll of that information. With ancient it's slightly easier because I use flashcards and my study notes are concise so studying for that is (in a strange way) easier than english. Crazy. But yeah. What options are you studying in ancient??
We do
Pompeii and Herc (Like everyone!)
Athens in the time of pericles
Julius Caesar
Rome (Not sure which rome it is but anyway XD)
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UPDATE: (UNMOTIVATION SUCKS)
So, I have an art exam tomorrow. I feel majorly unprepared. Basically I worked my ass off for the english exam over the 4-day easter holiday and it burned me out!!!! For the whole following week I was the most unmotivated that I have ever been. Not being motivated stresses me out to extremes. It's a paradox really. I had a whole week to prepare for this exam. So now I'm sat here on the night before my art exam, having not memorised anything for either of my artists. Tbh right now I don't even feel stressed because I'm that unmotivated LIKE WTf. Why do I have no motivation to study! I just can't do it! This has never happened to me! I need to kick myself back into gear literally the minute I walk out of that exam tomorrow. I CANNOT procrastinate over the holidays or else I'm screwed. I have so much to do and I am absolutely determined to do it. Ok so, I'm going to get back to studying and I will update tomorrow afternoon!
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I'm so stressed!
Ok so it only just dawned on me that I have a ton of work piled up that I MUST complete these holidays. I'm just going to focus on the subjects that are causing me the most stress otherwise this post would be a spiel of rubbish hahaha.
ANCIENT
I hate to admit it but I still have to finish my Pompeii and Herculaneum notes from the first term (although they're almost done *phew*) PLUS the Akhenaten ones from last term. I'm extremely pedantic when it comes to my study notes because they have to be detailed and full of information whilst also being succinct - because my study notes are my go to when I study (duh). SOooooooo yeah that's taking forever. I mean I still have 2 weeks left so hopefully I can finish them!
MODERN
I've got to do my USA study notes and polish off my WW1 notes. The WW1 notes shouldn't take long because they're basically done, I just need to get rid of excessive info because I have a tendency to shove in information that seems like I have to know it but it's just irrelevant.
ART
THE MOST STRESSFUL ONE. This BOW is honestly one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I've got my concept (and that was hard enough to get) now I've come to the hurdle of conveying my concept in my artwork and the ways to do that that are going to be the most effective. It's sooooo tedious and challenging. I have a quick question for whoever is reading (lol if anyone even bothered to read this far): What comes to mind when I say 'the cracks and underbelly of Sydney'? What places/things do you think about? That would help me out heapsssss!
That's all for now uggghhhhh.
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I'm so stressed!
Ok so it only just dawned on me that I have a ton of work piled up that I MUST complete these holidays. I'm just going to focus on the subjects that are causing me the most stress otherwise this post would be a spiel of rubbish hahaha.
ANCIENT
I hate to admit it but I still have to finish my Pompeii and Herculaneum notes from the first term (although they're almost done *phew*) PLUS the Akhenaten ones from last term. I'm extremely pedantic when it comes to my study notes because they have to be detailed and full of information whilst also being succinct - because my study notes are my go to when I study (duh). SOooooooo yeah that's taking forever. I mean I still have 2 weeks left so hopefully I can finish them!
MODERN
I've got to do my USA study notes and polish off my WW1 notes. The WW1 notes shouldn't take long because they're basically done, I just need to get rid of excessive info because I have a tendency to shove in information that seems like I have to know it but it's just irrelevant.
ART
THE MOST STRESSFUL ONE. This BOW is honestly one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I've got my concept (and that was hard enough to get) now I've come to the hurdle of conveying my concept in my artwork and the ways to do that that are going to be the most effective. It's sooooo tedious and challenging. I have a quick question for whoever is reading (lol if anyone even bothered to read this far): What comes to mind when I say 'the cracks and underbelly of Sydney'? What places/things do you think about? That would help me out heapsssss!
That's all for now uggghhhhh.
Idk if my mind is wandering too far into the wild, but all I can think of is corruption, drugs, Mount Druitt lol - basically underlying social issues that the government has failed to address/facilitate improvement for.
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I haven't posted here in agesssss. But I'm in the eye of the storm right now so I need to express everything. I have one more trial examination to do (for drama), and I have my drama IP and GP due in less than 2 weeks! So I'm basically focusing all my effort on drama right now! Plus, I also have to give my attention to art because my major work is due in a bit less than 3 weeks! That's basically me right now.
BUT...THIS WAS MY TRIALS: btw I had a whole week of exam after exam ughhh
I felt so shitty after my ancient exam. I'm pretty sure I ranted about it in the ancient forums thing hahahah. Essentially, I fcked up one of the 10 mark questions and I know for sure I got a multiple choice wrong. That's 11 marks down the drain already. Every mark counts. So I was basically depressed over the weekend but I feel a bit better now because I know that others didn't even finish. I guess I felt like I was the only one that went shit, so when others feel the same way it puts things into perspective :D That sounds so bad...but it's true. I guess if I bombed out in this ancient trial I'm hoping that my ranking (4th) will hold me up there, at least in the top 10. Even though I so badly wanted to be in the top 5 for ancient. But after that exam I feel like I can't get my hopes up.
I also did modern but I don't even want to talk about that. To sum it up, WW1 was great, USA was good, personality sucked, and Indochina was satisfactory (passable). Not overly impressed with the exam. Again, hoping that my rank will still hold up.
For english, I feel confident about it! Not my creative though. I feel like I stuffed that up. Hopefully not as bad as my last discovery exam where I only got 9/15. I'm hoping I improved because I worked my ass off to improve. I took all the feedback that I could and applied it ALL. I just feel like where I went wrong with it was that I didn't adequately use the 'statement' which was to write about a discovery that isn't immediately known and recognised by the character. The scene when my character did the discovering, it was realised, but before hand it wasn't. I didn't realise this until I left the exam. So I'm pissed. But, it all comes down to just practicing that creative as much as I can. I have a feeling the modules were fine, I was really pleased with my Wilfred Owen response! Except, I had the worst pain during the exam, my fault for not being on top of that, and I definitely felt like it may have hindered my performance.
For my artwork, it's just not turning out how I envisaged it. I think I except so much from it, like I want it to be hyper-realistic but that's not going to be achievable for me, as it's more of an expressionistic style with rougher brushstrokes. I also wanted it to be a lot darker than it is. But my art teacher suggested lightening it up, in order to achieve this effect where the 3 thirds of the painting are all in a different tone, the first and last are bright and the middle is in shadow. Whereas, I wanted the first two dark and the last to be bright. I have this one 'focus' scene in the middle of the painting, which I want the viewer's eyes to be drawn to, but because the painting is so light it doesn't really stand out. I'm working on these things though and it definitely needs A LOT more work.
As for drama...I received my marks from trials and I'm pleased with how I went. I received 29/30 for my IP, 25/30 for my GP and I have yet to do the written exam. With the GP, I'm happy considering the issues we encountered and how we still have a lot more work to do with it. We know where we lost marks, and we've already worked on correcting one place. We're determined to push ourselves up to a band 6 level group performance.
That's trials summed up! So overall, there's loads of room for improvement. I'm just trying not to get my hopes to high before we get our results back. I don't want to be devastated. So, I keep reminding myself that there's still a chance after trials and that I have to keep ploughing on.
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School update!
Technically I graduated school today. BUT I MISSED IT. My parents were unable to get me there so I missed it. I feel so bad. Not for myself because I don’t think it’s that much of a big deal. I mean I’m kind of still part of the school. I have formal on my last day of exams, I have to go back in the holidays to do revision sessions with teachers, I have to go back to pick up artworks…you know, not officially left high school. I also feel like I can’t celebrate - I won’t feel like I’m officially done until the exams are over. That scares me thinking about it so I’m going to stop.
But I can't help feeling emotional. I've learnt so much in the last 2 years. The HSC has had its bad moments (that's an understatement) but I've learnt so much about how to deal with stress, how to work hard, and what I really love. I mean it's a really big achievement...but it's not over yet!!!!!!!
Anyways, studying updates!
I’m planning on having everything revised and memorised and ready to go in my brain by Saturday this week! After Saturday it’s practice, practice, practice. I’ve done quite a few practice responses here and there but they haven’t been timed. So by the end of this week the majority of what I do will be cementing everything through practice exams. At least then I will feel content with not having to cram major loads of information - which I have done before every single exam in the last 2 years and especially before trials. (But hey, it works). Of course I will still be revising here and there obviously, just not cramming!!! That’s when I start to stress!
Also, I need to learn to feel more confident with my abilities! I doubt everything I write and I think that everything I do (even when I’m revising) isn’t good enough. Like I constantly underestimate myself and tbh it’s not good. Like when it impedes with your actually ability it’s not good. But then again I went into trials thinking I was going to fail and that everything I wrote was shit and I succeeded so immensely in trials (1st english, 2nd ancient and modern). So idk what to do or how to feel. Is it better to feel self doubt or confidence in an exam? I’ve never felt confident in an exam.
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If anything, I think your results in trials show why you should feel confident in your abilities. You clearly have the potential to score well, and you should embrace that where you can.
Is it bad to feel nervous or anxious before exams? I don't think so - it's natural. But as you've identified, you don't want to let those feelings impact your performance. :) Either way, I'd try not to worry about it too much; how you feel on the day will take care of itself.
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So I'm getting back into full mode studying right now, but not too much as I don't want to burn myself out. I have been getting reallyyyyyyyy bad neck pains from stress these past few days because I feel like I don't know everything! All the information is supposed to be there by now and it's stressing me out like nothing else. I'm honestly having such a hard time coping with it because I feel as though I'm running out of time now. This is the last thing that I wanted to happen. It doesn't help that everyone I know is basically feeling pretty relaxed at the moment as everything from trials is still fresh in their memory...but it's not for me!!! I feel like I'm the only one!!!!
I need to be careful because I don't want to stress myself out to the point where I'm actually tiered and angry all the time, because a negative mood around the HSC just won't be good for me. I want to perform my best. UGGHHHH this has been the most stressful journey....
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Welp, I had my UOW early entry interview today. I guess it's my fault that I should have been more organised. But I didn't realise that I had to have a form signed by my principal for validation of my results, instead I brought my reports (which are signed). However, I also didn't realise that I was meant to have brought my year 11 report as well. My interviewer spent about 6 minutes sorting through my papers trying to figure it out, and all I could do was sit there and apologise and try to keep my hopes up. I brought along my awards and everything too...she didn't have time to look at them. After that kerfuffle she seemed really annoyed and very short with me. I'm not going to get this early entry, which is okay. I suppose I understand...I just wish it had gone better. I guess the fact that my parents are also very disappointed in me makes matters worse. This experience has just put me in an awful mood. Before leaving I felt confident with my knowledge for my exams and I was revising in the car, and then on the way back I've just been miserable and got into this really negative mindset where I just feel like I'm so screwed for these exams. I don't know why but suddenly I feel like I'm letting everyone down. I'm going to sit in my room for the rest of this afternoon and night and study I guess, to make up for the time I lost at the university.
Maybe that was too much personal info, but I just feel like I needed to have it acknowledged, because I have no one else I can tell really :-\
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Welp, I had my UOW early entry interview today. I guess it's my fault that I should have been more organised. But I didn't realise that I had to have a form signed by my principal for validation of my results, instead I brought my reports (which are signed). However, I also didn't realise that I was meant to have brought my year 11 report as well. My interviewer spent about 6 minutes sorting through my papers trying to figure it out, and all I could do was sit there and apologise and try to keep my hopes up. I brought along my awards and everything too...she didn't have time to look at them. After that kerfuffle she seemed really annoyed and very short with me. I'm not going to get this early entry, which is okay. I suppose I understand...I just wish it had gone better. I guess the fact that my parents are also very disappointed in me makes matters worse. This experience has just put me in an awful mood. Before leaving I felt confident with my knowledge for my exams and I was revising in the car, and then on the way back I've just been miserable and got into this really negative mindset where I just feel like I'm so screwed for these exams. I don't know why but suddenly I feel like I'm letting everyone down. I'm going to sit in my room for the rest of this afternoon and night and study I guess, to make up for the time I lost at the university.
Maybe that was too much personal info, but I just feel like I needed to have it acknowledged, because I have no one else I can tell really :-\
Oooh! I was there today too. What faculty were you at??
Try not to be too hard on yourself about the interview. Early entry is only one of many ways of getting into your desired course. :)
Also with remembering your content for the exams, studying is a constant cycle of revising information than practicing. So it is okay if you forget something, you might just want to revise that area again. I will tell you this: I'm 100% sure that I do not remember everything from my notes. And I'm okay with that. It shouldn't have to be a major stress point, but knowing the areas where your knowledge is weaker will help you to effectively prioritize your study. Even if you don't feel like you remember everything from your notes, it is still helpful to try practice questions, so then you can diagnose which areas you might want to consolidate. You might even surprise yourself on questions that you thought you couldn't remember knowledge for.
With any exam: we will always feel an element of being 'under prepared'. Like J41 said before, let your trial marks remind you of how well you have prepared, despite how you may feel. You have done so well already, and there is only a few more weeks to go, and you are bound to smash these last exams. :)
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Oooh! I was there today too. What faculty were you at??
Try not to be too hard on yourself about the interview. Early entry is only one of many ways of getting into your desired course. :)
Also with remembering your content for the exams, studying is a constant cycle of revising information than practicing. So it is okay if you forget something, you might just want to revise that area again. I will tell you this: I'm 100% sure that I do not remember everything from my notes. And I'm okay with that. It shouldn't have to be a major stress point, but knowing the areas where your knowledge is weaker will help you to effectively prioritize your study. Even if you don't feel like you remember everything from your notes, it is still helpful to try practice questions, so then you can diagnose which areas you might want to consolidate. You might even surprise yourself on questions that you thought you couldn't remember knowledge for.
With any exam: we will always feel an element of being 'under prepared'. Like J41 said before, let your trial marks remind you of how well you have prepared, despite how you may feel. You have done so well already, and there is only a few more weeks to go, and you are bound to smash these last exams. :)
I was at the faculty for law, humanities and the arts. Which one were you at?
And yeah, I know there are other ways and I keep reminding myself that, but I just know that I could've tried harder for this interview, as I really neglected it. I guess it's just the guilt that's taking over, that I could've secured my place there but I f*cked up due to me just not caring enough. Anyways, trying not to dwell on it too much!
Honestly, your message about revision and content has reassured immensely! I was feeling really shit about my knowledge, as I think of things as a whole in my head. I go, "okay, USA - effects of the depression, what can you remember" and my head just feels empty, save for an odd statistic here and there. But then I study it really hard and revise it, going over and over it at different periods of time (often a few times a day) and the info is retained. There's still a small bit for my histories (modern and ancient) that I haven't revised yet - but I'm definitely prioritising them. Those ones are the harder ones to revise as it's my first time going over them and I immediately expect to have them stuck in my head. But just like you said, it's all about that constant cycle of revising information.
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I was at the faculty for law, humanities and the arts. Which one were you at?
And yeah, I know there are other ways and I keep reminding myself that, but I just know that I could've tried harder for this interview, as I really neglected it. I guess it's just the guilt that's taking over, that I could've secured my place there but I f*cked up due to me just not caring enough. Anyways, trying not to dwell on it too much!
Honestly, your message about revision and content has reassured immensely! I was feeling really shit about my knowledge, as I think of things as a whole in my head. I go, "okay, USA - effects of the depression, what can you remember" and my head just feels empty, save for an odd statistic here and there. But then I study it really hard and revise it, going over and over it at different periods of time (often a few times a day) and the info is retained. There's still a small bit for my histories (modern and ancient) that I haven't revised yet - but I'm definitely prioritising them. Those ones are the harder ones to revise as it's my first time going over them and I immediately expect to have them stuck in my head. But just like you said, it's all about that constant cycle of revising information.
Science, health and med faculty.
Glad I could help! Keep in mind that we can get an unrealistic perspective of how prepared we feel when studying, because we focus on what we don't know at that particular moment. Thus, you definitely know more than you think you do. :)
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Holy shit it’s almost here. I have the worst tension in the back of my head right now, as I just realised that there’s only 10 days until paper one!!!!! I just completed a timed practice of a discovery essay and creative just then, but I read over it and ughhhhhh there are parts of it that just aren’t to standard. I guess I’m rusty because this has been my first practice since trials. But I’m going to be doing a FULL PAPER tomorrow (with a second related text for discovery - because I just know that Nesa are going to chuck us under the bus and we need to be prepared - i’ll just use the long related text in the comprehension). So I should be more on track with discovery by tomorrow - I have a really good understanding of my texts, it’s just coming down to skill. Speaking of english, I’m going to revise all of my modules today, as I definitely need to brush up on those. I want to complete a past paper for this maybe on Tuesday, as time will definitely get the better of me for those essays.
I’m feeling pretty confident with art - I’m going to do a full past paper today and (type it up ugghhhhh, is there any easier way to get a written essay to your teacher through the webs) send it to my teacher - and hope more than anything that he marks it, because knowing him he’ll open it and then leave it. I might upload it to atarnotes feedback thread and see if anyone else could maybe have a read through.
Ancient history. The bane of my existence. I’m chipping away at it everyday. My weakest spot is my Sparta long answer, so I’m going to focus on that today in my study for ancient. I also want to revise the building programs of all pharaohs - none of that knowledge is cemented in my head. I’m feel pretty good with foreign policy, as I revised this a few days ago but I might go over it again briefly today. I also definitely want to cover the modern and ancient interpretations of Akhenaten, as I’m going to do a practice response on Akhie tomorrow and use that question. I’ll also revise the efforts made to conserve and preserve Pompeii and Herculaneum as that 10 marker is always a pain in the ass and I want to practice for it wayyyy more. I’ll never feel fully prepared for ancient, which makes me sad. There’s just so much f**king content and so many areas to doubt yourself (and I’m the queen of self doubt). But I know I have the right to feel confident going into that exam, because to say I haven’t put my all into this damn subject is a lie. I know it’ll be okay - we’ve got this!!
Modern history is a stress. Not so much the content, more so the bloody questions they ask. They really try and throw you off - and it’s hard to try and wrap your head around how you’re going to go about answering it. I spend ages just looking at past questions - not even answering them - just thinking about them… Nonetheless, I’m chipping away at this too. I’m going to revise the turning points of WW1 and the treaty of Versailles, as I’ve barely revised them, as well as the role of women in the war. I’ll do this today. Then I should be solid to start answering some timed content and source analysis questions tomorrow! Happy about this - they’re not too bad, surprisingly source analysis is my strong point lol. Then today I’m also going to revise some of my national study, as this part is rusty in my brain.
Drama - wow okay I haven’t revised this yet. I sent my teacher an essay a month ago though! She hasn’t gotten back to it…I think I might go into school to see her and chat with her about it briefly, or I could send her a follow up email - but I’m not confident she’ll even respond to that. I have 2 weeks between my modern exam and drama exam though so that’s when I’ll get all the drama past papers done. But until then, in this next week I’m going to revise all of my plays, so I’m not a massive stress head leading up to that exam - and so I have all of my knowledge cemented, so that 2 weeks is just practicing.
That’s my update for the holidays! Remember, we have a week and a half left. That’s still quite a bit. I can’t believe that it’s almost over. Ahhhhhhhh that scares me.
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Holy shit it’s almost here. I have the worst tension in the back of my head right now, as I just realised that there’s only 10 days until paper one!!!!! I just completed a timed practice of a discovery essay and creative just then, but I read over it and ughhhhhh there are parts of it that just aren’t to standard. I guess I’m rusty because this has been my first practice since trials. But I’m going to be doing a FULL PAPER tomorrow (with a second related text for discovery - because I just know that Nesa are going to chuck us under the bus and we need to be prepared - i’ll just use the long related text in the comprehension). So I should be more on track with discovery by tomorrow - I have a really good understanding of my texts, it’s just coming down to skill. Speaking of english, I’m going to revise all of my modules today, as I definitely need to brush up on those. I want to complete a past paper for this maybe on Tuesday, as time will definitely get the better of me for those essays.
I’m feeling pretty confident with art - I’m going to do a full past paper today and (type it up ugghhhhh, is there any easier way to get a written essay to your teacher through the webs) send it to my teacher - and hope more than anything that he marks it, because knowing him he’ll open it and then leave it. I might upload it to atarnotes feedback thread and see if anyone else could maybe have a read through.
Ancient history. The bane of my existence. I’m chipping away at it everyday. My weakest spot is my Sparta long answer, so I’m going to focus on that today in my study for ancient. I also want to revise the building programs of all pharaohs - none of that knowledge is cemented in my head. I’m feel pretty good with foreign policy, as I revised this a few days ago but I might go over it again briefly today. I also definitely want to cover the modern and ancient interpretations of Akhenaten, as I’m going to do a practice response on Akhie tomorrow and use that question. I’ll also revise the efforts made to conserve and preserve Pompeii and Herculaneum as that 10 marker is always a pain in the ass and I want to practice for it wayyyy more. I’ll never feel fully prepared for ancient, which makes me sad. There’s just so much f**king content and so many areas to doubt yourself (and I’m the queen of self doubt). But I know I have the right to feel confident going into that exam, because to say I haven’t put my all into this damn subject is a lie. I know it’ll be okay - we’ve got this!!
Modern history is a stress. Not so much the content, more so the bloody questions they ask. They really try and throw you off - and it’s hard to try and wrap your head around how you’re going to go about answering it. I spend ages just looking at past questions - not even answering them - just thinking about them… Nonetheless, I’m chipping away at this too. I’m going to revise the turning points of WW1 and the treaty of Versailles, as I’ve barely revised them, as well as the role of women in the war. I’ll do this today. Then I should be solid to start answering some timed content and source analysis questions tomorrow! Happy about this - they’re not too bad, surprisingly source analysis is my strong point lol. Then today I’m also going to revise some of my national study, as this part is rusty in my brain.
Drama - wow okay I haven’t revised this yet. I sent my teacher an essay a month ago though! She hasn’t gotten back to it…I think I might go into school to see her and chat with her about it briefly, or I could send her a follow up email - but I’m not confident she’ll even respond to that. I have 2 weeks between my modern exam and drama exam though so that’s when I’ll get all the drama past papers done. But until then, in this next week I’m going to revise all of my plays, so I’m not a massive stress head leading up to that exam - and so I have all of my knowledge cemented, so that 2 weeks is just practicing.
That’s my update for the holidays! Remember, we have a week and a half left. That’s still quite a bit. I can’t believe that it’s almost over. Ahhhhhhhh that scares me.
I feel you man... I still fear of getting <90 atar just for personal satisfaction... the reason is that I actually need the right skills for HD average WAM and for tough subjects in uni... of course being scared etc won't help and could worsen the situation so just get as much done as possible..
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I feel you man... I still fear of getting <90 atar just for personal satisfaction... the reason is that I actually need the right skills for HD average WAM and for tough subjects in uni... of course being scared etc won't help and could worsen the situation so just get as much done as possible..
Same! I'm always the one that puts stress on myself, no one expects me to do amazing but myself. It's overachiever syndrome really. I know how you feel about not feeling too nervous as well, but it's always fine to feel normal exam nervousness! When I really put the hsc into perspective, I really only need an 80+ to get into uni, but of course, being me, I have such high expectations for myself. But yes, same as you, I'm trying to get lots of revision done, but also take regular breaks to make sure I don't get burnt out. When it gets closer to the date, I feel as though I might feel more calm, because then you're amongst it - it's not so much apprehensive stress, it's just kind of like "well, let's get it done" hahah