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VCE Stuff => Victorian Education Discussion => Topic started by: brenden on December 17, 2012, 02:37:49 am
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Well, some of you know my story, others don't. Essentially, last year I almost failed VCE. They wanted to put me into VCAL at one point.
At the start of this year, I began Year 12 as a bitter, angry kid. My main motivation was to get to December 17th, get a 90+ ATAR, and then rub it in the face of everyone who ever doubted me and say "look what I did, you bunch of pricks." Instead, I can't possibly say that.
I came on AN around May this year when I started answering people's Psych questions and I've racked up a fair few posts in such a little amount of time. Really though, I fell in love with the community at ATARNotes in a way the majority of you won't understand. I can count on one hand the amount of people that really, really cared about their education at my school. Throughout high school (and even primary school) I've been called a nerd, geek, faggot et al to the point where I began to be a very reserved person, and later on, a very loud person. Sort of as a defense mechanism; no one can every bully the confident kid. Those memories always stayed with me, so while I was friends with the people at my school, there is a part of me that most of them couldn't ever understand. When I came on AN I felt such a massive sense of welcoming and also belonging. Here was a community that would never shun, that would always help, and could potentially understand that other part of my personality that previously, not many could. It also helped me to become a better person as I saw the goodness that was here. As I said, in the beginning, I was very spiteful. As I kept reading and writing posts on AN I saw what education meant to you guys - some of whom weren't born in the country - and I realised what an absolute opportunity I had been taking for granted since I started high-school. So, ATARNotes, I thank you for my value of education. I thank you for accepting me, helping me, letting me help you, and existing as such a wonderful collective of bright, intelligent people.
I also never thought I could achieve what I set out to. I always thought to myself "Okay, I need a 90, I'm going to have to get 40 raw in everything, jesus!" and thus limited myself with my own perception of my ability. When I came on AN, honestly, the first thing I thought is "Wow, how the fuck are all these people aiming for 50 so openly? I would never dare aim."
And that did change throughout the year. I learnt it was okay to aim a little higher. Started thinking maybe a 43 for Further.. Maybe more for English - who knows?!
So thank you for acting as the catalyst for me being a little bit of my own friend.
I think that's enough general stuff - you get the idea - I'd soak you all in gratitude if I could.
Now a little more direct ->
Werdna. Thank you so much, my brother. That's all I have to say; I can't possibly express my gratitude enough... Words couldn't convey.
Daniel. Thank you, of course, for the site's inception and maintenance. I hope you recognise the effect your creation can have on people. Thank you.
Nina. Talking with you has always been very enjoyable :). It felt good to not be the only one who swore like a fucking sailor on IRC; you definitely made me comfortable. You're truly gorgeous. Thanks for your contribution in the site's running etc.
pi. Ahhh man, what can I say? We did entirely different subjects and somehow I feel like you've helped me. I will beat you in Scramble; mark my words.
Thush. What would we do without our mediator? Thanks for being such a top bloke (and a humble one!) - you owe me a rematch.
ALL other moderators and staff - Dev, you funny fucker, David (let's face it, the foundation), and I could rattle off mod names, lexitu, charmanderp, VivaT, Kp - all of you. Thanks for playing your part.
Griffo. You're a fucking prick, mate. Good of you to keep on my back when I hadn't studied and still kept coming on chat.
Bob. Thanks for checking up on me when I sounded like I was having a shit one man, I appreciate it. Keep doing what you do. #Natmod2013
laseredd and Yendall. I consider you guys my online best friends. Laseredd, thanks for being my study buddy! Yendall - I hope more than anything you get your 90 man. Thank you both very much.
Cai. I just needed a Cambo dude in here.
B^3, Easty, KP, EZ (thanks for your essays man, I tried picking up flow/expression via reading them), nisha ( excellent creative writing), VivaT - thanks for tearing my essay to absolute shreds. Ahhh I'm stressing because I want to remember everyone but can't. Felicity. Kate - God I hope you make Top Class, umm. I'm really struggling and I'm super sorry to the people I'm forgetting. I'll come back and put you in as I realise, I swear. You've all helped me immeasurably. Russ! Shit, almost forgot! Thanks for the chats and the namechanges man!Gah! I can't remember you all and this post has probably turned into a really disorganised, emotionally charged piece of shit but Idgaf right now I just wanted to thank every one of you. I know whatever my ATAR is, it would have definitely been lower without this community - without an absolute doubt.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 2013ers, I'll ALWAYS help you. Make a thread and message me with a link and I'll always get to it (I'd say PM me but then nobody else benefits, either!)
I seriously can't thank you all enough. Love you all.
Love Brenden xo
Moderator action: removed real name, sorry for the inconvenience
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SO PROUD OF YOU MATE!!!!
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You're such a cute cunt when you're like this.
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Well done Brenden! :)
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You're such a cute cunt when you're like this.
Sophisticated Narre Warrenites... :P
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Congratulations Olympian! We can get out of these hellholes! :'D
(probably shouldn't say this but I actually just shed a tear or two :'D )
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success story right here.
PS. Y NO MENTION OF FURBOB?!
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SO PROUD OF YOU MATE!!!!
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
You're such a cute cunt when you're like this.
Ily baby <3
Well done Brenden! :)
Thank you! You too :)
Sophisticated Narre Warrenites... :P
Hahahahaha yeah what have you got to say for Narre Warren now, enwibee?! A 50, a 46, and a 44! P-WHHHHAHTTT?!
Congratulations Olympian! We can get out of these hellholes! :'D
(probably shouldn't say this but I actually just shed a tear or two :'D )
Damn right we can, man.
You're too much of a gem. It's okay, I bawled my eyes out when I found out Emily got a 50!
success story right here.
PS. Y NO MENTION OF FURBOB?!
Funny you say that because I was about to thank you for being so beast at Pokemans whilst being a girl but didn't want to damage the post. Thank you Furbob <3
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Something tells me that you will make the best of whatever situation you find yourself in, Olympian.
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Something tells me that you will make the best of whatever situation you find yourself in, Olympian.
I hope so :). Thanks argo :)
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thanks for the fucking shout out cunt
<3
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You, sir (Olympian), are a legend. On that note...
EDIT: There. No I<3Paul. LegendOlympian.
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EDIT: There. No I<3Paul. LegendOlympian.
I think the other way around, OlympianLegend, sounds better
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Hahahaha, you guys are too much. <3
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Well done Brenden, you legend!!! :D
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Well done Brenden, you legend!!! :D
Thank you so, so much man :). Can't even believe the score I got. Thank you so much.
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Hey Brenden. I know you have literally put your heart and soul to this site. And you are an amazing person. My creative writing didn't save my English score, but I know you have the capability to trust yourself and do whats best. You ever wan someone to bitch with you about anything, I'm the best there is. Good luck for your future, and SMILE GOD DAMMIT. You will always be the ATARNOTES Olympian that strives to do his best. :) xoxo gg
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aww thanks brenden!! means a lot, unfortunately no top class for me :( B+ on performance exam, i knew i stuffed it up, oh well!. Congrats! saw you english score on the 40+ list that was leaked, you are freakin amazing! best wishes for the future!
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Congratulations my man, I hope your story becomes an inspiration for years to come, reminding students that if they put their mind to something, if they truly work hard and if they commit themselves, anything is possible.
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Holy chit, amazing for English - congrats champ!
We've crossed paths a couple of times; mad respect.
All the best!
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Congrats mate :)
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Brenden!!!!!! I am so freaking proud of you!!!!!!
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Beautifully said mate, you're a legend and congratulations man :)
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You are still going to help me with swimming *cringes*. LOL. good job man :)
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You are still going to help me with swimming *cringes*. LOL. good job man :)
(Sorry I have to do this but that wasn't swimming! Olympian knows what I mean :P)
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(Sorry I have to do this but that wasn't swimming! Olympian knows what I mean :P)
Than they never saw bcub3d ever again.
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Hey Brendan!
I haven't really come across you that much during my short time at AN :), but I've read a lot of the things you've said from the past (AN Stalking) and your statuses haha. :P You've been an exceptional and enormous inspiration, not just to me, but to an abundance of other students, both who were in the same and different situation to yourself.
I think you've filled in that gap of hope that many people like me have had in them since the start of the year and I can't thank you enough for that. As someone said before, you're definitely one who can make light of any situation. That is one hell of a quality, I hope that continues onwards!!!
So from the bottom of my right Ventricle, I'd like to sincerly thank you for everything you've taught me this year. Best of luck for the future mate!
Lots of Love from Kesh
X0X0
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lol, I remember you telling me, being deadly serious, that you are scared to mark my ESL-Essay [or is it EAL now?!?], because my English would be on a higher level than yours and that was even before I became good.
Congrats champ, never doubt yourself again
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Hey Brenden. I know you have literally put your heart and soul to this site. And you are a fucking amazing person. My creative writing didn't save my English score, but I know you have the capability to trust yourself and do whats best. You ever wan someone to bitch with you about anything, I'm the best there is. Good luck for your future, and SMILE GOD DAMMIT. You will always be the ATARNOTES Olympian that strives to do his best. :) xoxo gg
Thank you very much for your kind words Nisha. Sorry about your English score but hey - look at your ATAR! Congratulations man!! Proud :)
aww thanks brenden!! means a lot, unfortunately no top class for me :( B+ on performance exam, i knew i stuffed it up, oh well!. Congrats! saw you english score on the 40+ list that was leaked, you are freakin amazing! best wishes for the future!
Hahaha - monologue grade-buddies :) B+ too! Thank you heaps :) and best wishes also!
Congratulations my man, I hope your story becomes an inspiration for years to come, reminding students that if they put their mind to something, if they truly work hard and if they commit themselves, anything is possible.
Thanks heaps brother :) - I really hope so too. I'll be around to remind them all if I hear anyone doubting themselves ;)
Holy chit, 46 for English - congrats champ!
We've crossed paths a couple of times; mad respect.
All the best!
Thank you heaps man - hope to see you round a few more times!
Congrats mate :)
Thanks bro :)
Brenden!!!!!! I am so freaking proud of you!!!!!!
Hahahaha! And III amd so freaking proud of YOU!!!! You're a champion, Loz! :) :)
Beautifully said mate, you're a legend and congratulations man :)
Thanks heaps man - hope your parents weren't too difficult and your pathway works out for you in the end. Thanks again :)
You are still going to help me with swimming *cringes*. LOL. good job man :)
(Sorry I have to do this but that wasn't swimming! Olympian knows what I mean :P)
Hahahahahahaha, it will be swimming soon enough! See you soon, Kybaby.
Hey Brendan!
I haven't really come across you that much during my short time at AN :), but I've read a lot of the things you've said from the past (AN Stalking) and your statuses haha. :P You've been an exceptional and enormous inspiration, not just to me, but to an abundance of other students, both who were in the same and different situation to yourself.
I think you've filled in that gap of hope that many people like me have had in them since the start of the year and I can't thank you enough for that. As someone said before, you're definitely one who can make light of any situation. That is one hell of a quality, I hope that continues onwards!!!
So from the bottom of my right Ventricle, I'd like to sincerly thank you for everything you've taught me this year. Best of luck for the future mate!
Lots of Love from Kesh
X0X0
You're always welcome Keshy - I know you will smash Further. I'll of course be sticking around to (hopefully) keep helping you guys out. No excuses from Class of 2013 - everything is at your disposal, and if it isn't - go and get it! Thank you very much for the wonderful message :)
lol, I remember you telling me, being deadly serious, that you are scared to mark my ESL-Essay [or is it EAL now?!?], because my English would be on a higher level than yours and that was even before I became good.
Congrats champ, never doubt yourself again
Hahahaha yes I remember this - I didn't want to give you feedback that would make you worse. I'll definitely keep this with me for a long time and bring it out in those moments that I feel I'm not good enough. Cheers Florian - you're an inspiration :)
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D'you like your new nickname OlympianLegend?
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D'you like your new nickname OlympianLegend?
Hahaha, well when people tell me that I give them hope and inspiration, it certainly makes me feel like one :). Thanks, man :)
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Feel really bad from when I said something stupid :(
Well done mate!!
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Well done Brenden! thanks for being an amazing person this whole year, you've helped me immensely and countless others. Proud of you and your great score!
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Feel really bad from when I said something stupid :(
Well done mate!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA that was so fucking funny!! Don't stress man - I don't mind in the slightest, I'd forgotten until you mentioned it LOL. Would've been a pretty good call if I were actually having a crack at you. Thanks, too!
Well done Brenden! thanks for being an amazing person this whole year, you've helped me immensely and countless others. Proud of you and your great score!
IlyY<3
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Hey Brenden, thanks for all the memories on IIRC :)
I don't think I would have got the ATAR I got without the aid and assistance of the WONDERFUL students/teachers right here on ATARnotes!
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Hey Brenden, thanks for all the memories on IIRC :)
I don't think I would have got the ATAR I got without the aid and assistance of the WONDERFUL students/teachers right here on ATARnotes!
Hahaha, IRC for the win! :)
Yeah, I certainly wouldn't have either :)