I must say though, while I still worry quite a lot, Further has helped me deal with it throughout the year and I'm getting so much better. I mean, I thought I might throw up going into the exams, when I was actually less nervous than I was compared to the SACs. After I get these results and have consolidated my first VCE exam experience, I don't see why I couldn't be "normal" throughout Year 12. Yeah, you heard that right. Normal. That's how much better I feel now compared to the start of the year. I do hope I can get through next year without medication and without SEAS - even though it will be tough for everyone around me, as well as myself, I'm determined to do it on my own.