Hi guys! So the start of this year didn't go so well. Probably the worst start to the school year for as long as I can remember. I have been thinking a lot since tomorrow is the start of Term 2.
I'm in Year 11
Subjects I am currently enrolled in are:
English
Math Methods (3/4)
Biology
Chemistry
Psychology
French
The thing I'm worried about is French. I've been doing French since Year 7, and never really took it seriously until the end of last year... And Now that it's VCE, I find that I'm often lost, Grammar and Vocabularly is extremely tedious, and I just don't have enough exposure to the language to do a good job of it. Sometimes I really don't know why I wanted to do it.
It was cause I tought it would be really cool to learn the language and the scaling really appealed to me. But I have soon learnt that French takes a lot of effort, and getting a 35+ raw in the subject is really really hard because the top quartile of the subject cohort is extremely strong.
I've been telling myself that I just study super hard this year, and I'll be fine next year. But that hasn't been going well, and I'm starting to find going to each French class daunting as teacher would ask us to read a passage, answer his questions, give our opinions in French. (Our teacher mostly speaks French and I sometimes find it hard to understand him) I am really quiet and pretty embarrassed because everyone else in my class is pretty good. Out of a class of 13ish.. I'm probably amongst the bottom 5 D:. I've spoken to my French teacher, and he says I'm doing fine, and just work hard this year and I'll be fine... Really? Honestly?
I have been considering doing specialist math, but didn't want to do it, because I was disappointed at my 1/2 scores (didn't really try, and did really bad compared to everyone else), and convinced myself I was really bad at math. All throughout highschool I didn't really think Math was my strength, but I was placed in acceleration since yr 7.
I received my SAC scores, and my teacher said that I did really well, and scored at the upper end (of a strong cohort). Funny enough I found 3/4 Math somewhat easier because I actually tried and did heaps of work.
The thing about math is that the only downfall is that I make heaps of mistakes. I'm just so careless! But with mathematical concepts, I find that I am good and understand the steps as to what to do, and specialist is more forgiving when it comes to silly errors.
But I've heard specialist is way way harder than methods (which I find OK, not hard, not easy..) and the concepts are more abstract.
I need your guys help! Should I change subjects? I saying about 60-75% of everyone at my school is doing specialist...,and I'm the only one i know accelerating in methods and not doing specialist.
Is Specialist that time consuming? Because I need to spend time in English as I'm not particularly strong on that as well.
If I do move, I will start GMA at the start of unit 2, will I be disadvantaged? Are all concepts taught in GMA needed for Specialist?
Or should I just stick with French, and prepare really hard this year. You think I can reach into the 35+ in French next year?
A lot of my teachers say that I don't have self confidence, and that I had heaps of potential. On parent teacher interviews, my methods teacher said that she thought that me getting into the 40s in methods was actually pretty reasonable if I tried. (WTF is that even possible?)
Wow, I'm so indesicive and I can't believe I am only thinking about dropping French now. Advice needed!
Thanks You! You guys are seriously amazing!