Specialist maths is a very time-consuming subject, but if you study hard for spesh, then you will automatically learn most of the content for methods because of the high overlap.
Proofs are something that most people struggle with, but it's something you need to learn if you're planning on doing university maths. The best way to become good at proofs is with lots and lots of practice. Look up proofs on things like Pythagoras' Theorem and the cosine rule, then try to do a few proofs on your own. There are plenty of problems out there for you to practice on. The more proofs you do, the more intuitive you'll find them.
This is my spesh teacher's motto in life. He says it about once every day in an attempt to motivate us but the amount of work that goes into the subject is insane. Srsly, on homework alone, I spend on average 2 hours on SPESH. I went from being at the top of my class to feeling like I am at the bottom. We haven't had a SAC yet so I can't tell for sure.
My teacher keeps telling me I'm doing fine but the pressure is getting to me.
And you know how VCE is that gigantic competition? That never hit me until I started specialist. Suddenly life is a measure of how many questions you were able to do without help, how much of the material you can retain and a constant countdown until your next SAC. I can't even admit I'm struggling because my class is doing that creepy, let's-keep-an-eye-on-the-competition thing and it's driving me nuts.
People tell you that spesh is hard, but I guess you don't realise it until you start.
How do you deal with this? How do you deal with those horrible moments when you want to quit? I mean, having done specialist before, I'm sure you've had these moments, right? Those moments when you're tired of math, tired of VCE and just tired of life?