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HSC Journal- The Final Years of School
clovvy:
--- Quote from: RuiAce on February 24, 2018, 10:14:33 am ---I know for a fact that nobody on here is going to let that be, and neither should you. If when all you're trying to do is just take the HSC like every other student and you end up being targeted for what essentially is bullying then something needs to be done. If you have a school counsellor, they might be a good person to speak to. But otherwise, whereas not much can be said about your teacher, something needs to happen immediately regarding the bullying issue.
Right now, you're basically being wrongly accused. And it's for an issue that could be considered severe. So your first protocol could be your year coordinator, the head teacher, or as mentioned above the counsellor. Counselling is going to help regardless so it's a good idea to talk about these concerns with her. But assuming your year coordinator is another great person, it really is time to send an email so that they get notified of your situation ASAP. (Same goes for your head teacher, because they have a greater say of what happens in the exam.) If not, then worst case scenario arrange to talk with your principal/vice-principal; they'll always hear you out, and most of the time they'll also take action.
Whilst it's a painful word, you practically have been bullied by a certain gang. And especially since you can't tell who started it, you should definitely do something about it. Last thing you'd want is for all your hard work to turn into a miserable waste just because of some assholes.
With your teacher, you can't always ascertain why the other two were allowed to continue writing. However, that should still be something you deal with if you feel those 2 that were advantaged genuinely had no proper excuse to have been. If you genuinely think something's abnormal in this regard, again you have to take action; just avoid the formal paperwork until you really have sufficient evidence.
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The thing is I don't really have friends at school, if I were to email anyone in this situation I may have to spill the beans which may result in severe consequences on others and myself... This may mean my class teacher get into trouble (my whole class loved her) and if I cause anything, EVERYONE will hate me and I might be picked on a daily basis.... I am literally scared to take actions because I don't know what to say... If I were to take drastic actions such as making reports about these, I honestly need back up and like I've mentioned before I don't have friends at school (as in genuine friends, just acquintances).... Again this is why I wonder if dropping out would worth so I don't have to deal with assholes like these (I have thought about it and decided to stay, but this situation causes my mind to shift again)...
RuiAce:
--- Quote from: clovvy on February 24, 2018, 12:14:35 pm ---The thing is I don't really have friends at school, if I were to email anyone in this situation I may have to spill the beans which may result in severe consequences on others and myself... This may mean my class teacher get into trouble (my whole class loved her) and if I cause anything, EVERYONE will hate me and I might be picked on a daily basis.... I am literally scared to take actions because I don't know what to say... If I were to take drastic actions such as making reports about these, I honestly need back up and like I've mentioned before I don't have friends at school (as in genuine friends, just acquintances).... Again this is why I wonder if dropping out would worth so I don't have to deal with assholes like these (I have thought about it and decided to stay, but this situation causes my mind to shift again)...
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The more you worry about consequences, the more you're saying you need the professional help. If fear is the only thing holding you back then you're going to need the assistance of the counsellor. I'm fairly sure counsellors are legally obliged to keep your conversations with them confidential, unless you provide consent.
As far as things go, their advice is the one you should always take on board (regardless of what anyone else says). If your school doesn't have one, it really isn't a waste going looking for one.
clovvy:
After all of anxiety I go through and the thought of my hard work being in vain, I discovered a huge surprise..
It was the last period of school on Monday 6 March, I was exhausted by then... Discouraged after discovering gaps in knowledge, keep finding more one after another throughout the week as I cannot explain MOST of the contents in physics and chem specifically from the syllabus and noticing how quickly I get rusty in maths.... This last period it was announced that everyone will get their english essay result back... Great, I was expecting 9-12/15 which is going to disappoint me..... as I got my paper it was 14/15!!!!!.. Dammit that was my VERY FIRST BAND 6 EVER IN YR 12 THIS YEAR AND MY VERY FIRST ASSESSMENT OF 2018!!! I was really happy, considering that it is arguably my weakest subject......
At last I experience morale boost, then I notice that as I cram (half yearlies is within 4 weeks), I tend to get less nervous..... I am aiming for more band 6 in the upcoming assessments, and I just hope I make it by then.... I don't really know if 4 weeks is enough to cover the massive chunk of gaps in my knowledge but judging from Jake's article it seems doable... this whole 4 weeks is going to be packed with cramming and passpaper spams within the last 2 weeks before my half yearlies...
I hope I could make it by then
fantasticbeasts3:
Congrats on your awesome mark!!!! So well deserved :-) Work hard does pay off - keep going at it - all the best for your half yearlies, you'll do amazing.
clovvy:
--- Quote from: fantasticbeasts3 on March 06, 2018, 02:12:44 pm ---Congrats on your awesome mark!!!! So well deserved :-) Work hard does pay off - keep going at it - all the best for your half yearlies, you'll do amazing.
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Thanks a lot man, considering that it was a listening task and I do not have a prepared response for my related as everyone gets it in the day (interested with the story? See my previous post, you can see how I feel then and why I was shocked haha)
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