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I need to eat more.

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Poet:

--- Quote from: Erutepa on May 20, 2019, 09:04:36 pm ---Another 3 meal day!!!
 8) 8) 8) 8) 8) 8) 8) 8)

There will be no more foods left if you keep going at this rate

--- End quote ---

that it was. 🍴🎂🥑🥙🍜💙

Poet:
Another update:

Yesterday was a bit of a sad time. I did not leave my room till about 5pm and ate nothing but a handful of jellybeans in this time. Dinner was a small taco. I slept for about half of that day and did literally nothing. I wouldn't have eaten without pressure from Erutepa. Oops

Today was better. I had work so I made myself a burrito for lunch the night before. I had a plum at maybe 10:30 for 'breakfast' and ill be heading to a family dinner soon. So my average for the past few days is just above a 2!

Still a long way to go but there we are. Hope you're all well. 💙💙💙

Bri MT:
Hey,  how are you going with this? 

Poet:

--- Quote from: Bri MT on June 08, 2019, 09:38:23 am ---Hey,  how are you going with this?

--- End quote ---
Hiiiii haha ohhh no.

Thanks for nudging me again. :)

To sum up the past couple of weeks, I have been eating two meals a day for the majority of the week; there's rarely been one-meal days. Most of those have been when I've worked (a 9-5 office grind) and forgotten food then been too anxious to leave for more than 15 minutes.

I know I've said this before, but I need to start eating breakfast. I'm just not motivated at all. The closest I've gotten to breakfast since my last entry has been forgetting I had dark chocolate on my bedside table and eating it gleefully at about 9 in the morning.

Today I will eat plenty, because I know for sure I'm spending the day with someone special who loves to feed me. So, still no breakfast, still consistently dehydrated, but keeping that average at a good 1.90.

💙💜❤️

Poet:
Today was the first time I've eaten 3 meals in weeks.

It's actually possible... Who would've thought?

I'm proud of myself, but it wouldn't have happened without Erutepa. Thanks for that, boo. 💙

I don't know how I'm going to go tomorrow. I don't think I'll get 3 in, or even 2, but I'll try to overcome it. I'll also try to drink at least 500mL of water. If I don't y'all can smack me.

Thanks frens 🎶💙

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