my god. that sounds like an awful career. (no offence). 12 hours a day of having to deal with the fatalities of mothers and babies? i couldnt stand knowing that every patient i attended to was either dead or mortally wounded. ill stick to midwifery.
might i ask why this line of profession appeals to you?
You know, a significant number of people in the health profession would face the risk of having to deal with someone dying under their care (but of course, paramedics, hospice staff and ER doctors / nurses would deal with a whole lot more than most).
I once knew a paediatric nurse who I asked, 'how do you deal with it, (people) dying in your care?'. His response was on the lines of, as insensitive as it is, you just have to detach yourself from the situation for your own sake.