anyone else feel like crap that they did basically nothing worthwhile study-wise these holidays? I was way more motivated at the start of year11 and now I feel burnt out. I was content with my results from prelim but seeing as they do not count towards my ATAR I see myself having to start this process all over again, something that I have no enthusiasm for anymore(I made this sound a lot more sombre than reality ).
Hey! I know exactly what you mean by feeling 'burnt out'. Truth is, we can attribute a few reasons to this- I can think of two right now:
- Putting in too many hours of study at one go- although this may seem productive, it's really not. Usually there are two outcomes, one being half-heartedly studying for the whole time
and typically getting distracted, equating to a much lower amount of actually productive work, or through some kind of miracle incredible self-discipline, actually forcing yourself to concentrate for a large period of time. Except the problem with this is that you feel a LOT less motivated to do your work after this, often for days, sometimes even longer, due to exhausting your willpower (I read about this in an article, I will link it if I can find it again). This often is described as 'burning out'. As you can see, the second outcome is a lose-lose situation, and we don't want to be feeling like this in Year 12. - Maybe a more likely reason in your case, might be a feeling of demotivation because you're not sure what exactly you're aiming for. On the contrary, perhaps you've
planned your whole future out had a goal in mind, and/or a dream career, and now you're not sure where you stand. Or you do presently still have a specific goal, but for some reason, the motivation just isn't coming. In this case, you need to find out what's working for you and what isn't. Whether you have plans for what comes after the HSC, you still have to do it (provided that you are taking the exam, which I can assume you are since you asked this question), so you need to find your purpose. But not just any purpose, something that you know you'll work towards. Sometimes having smaller goals and similarly small rewards for accomplishing these can be more effective than having a long-term, vague goal that you're consistently working towards. Of course this all depends on what works for you.
As for these holidays: undoubtedly, some people use them to get a head start on their work for the upcoming year, but
not everybody does. Remember that there are many people just like you- they may also feel burnt out, or demotivated, and haven't done anything these holidays. But there's definitely hope, so don't give up on your dreams just yet! It's not too late to start. Although having a headstart might be advantageous, don't forget that you still haven't learnt this content at school, so you haven't missed out on anything! If you're really worried, you could read up on the first few dot points of each subject area for all your subjects, so that you have a brief idea of what's happening as you get back into regular school work. Even revising content from last term can be really helpful. Alternatively, sign up for an ATAR Notes Lecture so that you get the best of both worlds
In all honesty, only you can motivate yourself to be, well,
motivated. After
surviving prelims, all of us are like
"oh no not again!" but just remember that Year 12 is ONE year, which is a comparatively small time to invest effort and hard work into, if you think about the long life you have ahead of you. And definitely remember that there are many alternative pathways to reach the same outcome. Don't feel like crap, you can do this!