I am sorry that you have been so frustrated by the trig module. One good thing about the subject is the choices that are available, except in the Core.
Your hard work appears to have not paid off for you and this leads to a couple of options you may want to consider. First up, did you fully understand the fundamentals of bearings or the sine and cos rules or has your hard work been directed toward attempting lots of questions wherte you eventually found the correct answer? Unless you have a commitment to, and a process for, gaining complete understanding of the fundamentals of any of the mathematical concepts, you may revisit your frustrations in other topics and modules.
Have you asked your teacher for advice or extra assistance? Are there catch-up classes available at your school? If your confidence in trigonometry has been fully shot, then a good tutor should be able to help you if that is an affordable option.
Another possible alternative could require even more personal determination and hard work, but could be more effective in the long run. You do not have to only study the modules that your school has selected! Discuss this with your teacher! While the Core is compulsory, you can do any three modules you like in either of the two end of year exams. Your school does not get to see what modules you attempt.
If trigonometry is too hard to recover and there is to be no more SACs this year that include trigonometry, you could look at another independently studying a module that your school is not doing.
The Networks module may be the easiest to work on independently for someone whose forte is not mathematics. If your school already includes this module, then you could look forward to greater success in this module. But you must put every effort into complete understanding of every concept within one day of it being introduced in class. Ask questions of your teacher and utilise the fantastic help available in this forum. Look up the great many posts that already exist and where you could find really useful explanations.
Another module that you could find quicker to grasp is Matrices. This does depend a lot on applying matrices on the calculator but, once you have understood what they are, this could be a good option for you.
One final point. You say that Further Maths is a potential pre-requisite for you. Does this mean you must get an "S" or is there a minimum score you may need? If you only need an "S", did you know you do not have to sit either of the two exams and you only need to satisfactorily complete the coursework at school. Discuss this with your teacher if the situation conmtinues to distress you.
I hope you have greater success and reassurance along whichever path you choose to take.