I deliberately didn't sleep last night. Just one hour before the results were released, I saw the post of high achievers. I was very sure that I would get at least one 40+ subject...Typed my surname, nothing came out of it..I lost all my hope that I was searching courses whose required atar was between 60-70. And eventually it was 7 am. Typed my student number...I was so focused on numbers that the first thing I saw was 42..I thought it was my atar..and I was so terrible...Once I carefully looked at it, it was my scaled mark for specialist...And then I checked my atar out..It was all there 88.90...I'm really regretting that I could've hit 90s if I get a better score on Turkish which is my first language. The awkward moment is I got a better score on ESL. I..It's all good. It's over. And good luck everyone.