I know But I have that guilty feeling that I'm being far too ambitious. Perhaps I can alter my goals after my first SAC.
The reality of hitting A+ for each outcome hit me. I may be underestimating myself too Lets hope so hey!
Perhaps if you correct all my work I could aim higher
Yeah Kesh - look it's natural for your essays to be a little rubbish at the start of the year. I was shitting a brick when I got my first essay back for Englang in Year 12 (it was a 11.5/15=B+ I think) and I was like...shit...B+ = 32-33 study score. Did I make a gargantuan mistake by taking Englang? And I thought that that was my best effort and I would never be able to improve.
Throughout the year I seemed to be getting the same scores (between 11.5 and 13 - B+ to A). Whilst they were better, I was quite concerned that I was not going to fare so well in the subject. I knew my teacher was a very hard marker, but I thought that's how examiners marked.
By the end of the year, close to the exam, I remember reading my grades - I was getting about 13.5-14/15 for my essays (A/A+). I remember reading them and I was like "hold up, I actually improved!!"
You don't realise it man until you reach the end of the year and you're like (shit! I'm actually getting 9's now instead of like 4's!) so you'll find that you don't see yourself improving - you have to push on. The reward will come at the end of the year.