ugh I feel like such a fuck up, I badly offended a friend with my stupid ass roasting jokes (which usually go down fine in real life but obviously they're more sensitive than I anticipated)
anyway so then a couple of days later I texted them that I felt bad and they were like 'cool' (which probably means we are definitely not cool lol) so tHEN I said I was sorry and was only joking but they didn't reply and it's been almost a week which is the longest we haven't talked this whole time knowing each other
I'm prepared to let this friendship go (it was relatively new, we're not that close) but I don't want to be a bad person, should I call them to try and make amends or should I just do nothing??
I want to clear my conscience but I also kinda miss them lmao
not sure if it's worth it, I think the worst thing that could happen to me is a bruised ego if they don't answer or accept but still idk
How badly did your friend react to it?
Also "cool" does not Always equal as not cool on text. But then again you would know them better then me.
I would call them or see them in person to apologise and just clear it up as opposed to texting as it reduces the chance of more miscommunication and misunderstanding to occur. As I suspect your friend just wants to put this past them and doesn't want to talk about it for their own reasons.
I wouldn't take it too personally, but I would attempt to understand restraint on roasting jokes especially. As a personal example, I always joke with my "close" friends on how living with mental illness is hard and make all kinds of jokes about it. But I don't do this with just friends because people have different sensitivities about it and I know with my close friends they get when I'm joking and being serious.
So my point is sometimes you have to tone it back and be wary about how everyone is about things. It isn't about being censorship and all that hogwash, it's about respecting others as well.
Sometime I make really edgy and "potentially" offensive ethnicity jokes with people I trust because they know I'm not a racist, but rather someone who likes a bit of dark humour. But I never make those jokes in front of people I don't trust or people who get offended easily.
Humour is humour, you either get it or don't.
"Those who are easily shocked should be shocked more often" Mae West.