| 28.04.2017 |
- Spesh SAC is
O V E R. It was four hours in total (i know, 4 hours of Spesh
how am I still alive) where our school divided it up to two hours Wednesday afterschool, one hour Thursday and one hour today. Wednesday's part was mainly vectors and a bit of complex numbers, and personally I found it really hard. So when I heard that quite a lot of people found it easy I thought h o w ? Thursday's part was mainly complex numbers but with a little trig at the end. I thought it was quite easy. When I came home and I thought about my answers, I realised that for one of the questions I multiplied something by zero and I didn't put it as 0. I thought the zero was a one. [insert facepalm emoji]. But oh god, today's part was all trig and it was the WORST
- Not gonna study today to celebrate that my first Spesh SAC is over and I'm still alive. But at the same time I have my Eng Lang sac next Wednesday after school. Now I'm going through this mental conflict.
Should I study or watch youtube? Study or youtube? Study or youtube? Study or youtube? ....
- Sometimes I just casually look at the pile of textbooks and study notes on my shelf and I think
"Hmm yes there is much to do, and I know that whenever I study hard I do well, but I dunno...another youtube video then I'll definitely study"
and the next hour I'm like "After dinner I'll study"
then "I'll study before bedtime so that my brain can absorb and process it while I sleep"
then "Nah I'll study in the early morning".
And then I wake up in the morning from my alarm and I think "Nah, I shouldn't stress myself out from studying in the early morning."
And the cycle repeats- Lastly, I just want to thank everyone who left me really nice comments on my guides and sent me kind messages over PM. You guys are all so awesome! Really, I'm so glad that I get to be a part of such a friendly and supportive community