Hey, hope everyone is well:
So idk if this is gonna really get much responses but I figured hey, why not: So I thought I would create this thread for anyone in Australia who is currently in lockdown, so if ur feeling down, need to vent, want some advice then post here, no judgement/shame in however your feeling.
So to begin here is how I am feeling:
Crap
Ok I will elaborate: Tis been a rough few weeks, I spent months studying for a big physics competition which I ended up blowing which hit me hard, the last round of assesments I did ended up being really, really bad, like a string of scores from 50-70 which left me feeling really disapointed. Coupled that with some minor family fights and u get my current mental state. I really needed some friends but lockdown last time prevented me from seeing anyone, now we have another one. Won't lie, this one really, really stings. I do have a theory that your room reflects your mental state, and right now my room and desk is so bad I wake up, shif tthe stuff on the floor to my bed and then just reverse at night in order for it to be usable. Beyond this we fam were gonna get together for the first time in weeks due to other lockdowns to celebrate aniversery where a some family members died, my grandmother who I hold very dear in particular was looking foward to it, went all out of buying stuff for the fam to eat aaaaand boom, cancelled.
The lockdown is definetely hitting me hard and my mental state vs time is reaching an undefined gradient. But right now I am just taking it one day at a time.