Hi guys, I wanted to do Law/advanced science at UNSW and my atar goal is 98+... However my results are not reflecting this at all which stresses me out heaps and have countless of sleepless nights already due to anxiety, and extreme disappointment on myself, I don't want to live 'stupid and incapable'...
Atm these are my half yearlies:
English 16/45 raw (this will be moderated instead) 15% worth
English oral 11/45 (15% worth)
3U 20/35 (30% worth, 3/3)
4U 14/50 (30% worth, 3/3)
Physics 30/60 (20% worth), I have failed my previous by 19/40 (also 20%)
Chemistry 30/60 (20% worth), I have previously received 19/30 (weighs 20% also)....
I am utterly devastated by this and I have tried my best to keep motivated regardless, however this is too much to bear for me and at times I just want to drop out altogether and not do the hsc at all for this year as it seems I am not ready for it mentally..