27/03/2022hi, im so screwed and am always on the verge of tears, how's ur day going?
So, this is definitely not going to be like my other posts, unfortunately. No casualness or optimism or anything of that sort because I genuinely feel like I have screwed up this entire year already and now I don't know what to do with myself.
So, long story short, I haven't been to school in
3 entire weeks!!! Yep, that's right, I was away from school for longer than an entire term holiday. Pretty much what happened was, I've been struggling pretty badly with some horrible medical issues which rendered me completely useless and in constant pain for the past few weeks. So not only have I not been at school, I haven't been able to do any school work to keep up to date either.
I tried to drag myself to school on Friday and that ended up with my entire body literally shaking and me feeling like I was going to pass out through my entire first period and then I went home. A couple hours later and I was in hospital and getting shot up on medication through an IV line.
Now, I'm somewhat feeling better and I'm going to be starting school properly Monday onwards. One problem... I am so behind.
Technically, this week is supposed to be all SACs for me, chemistry, physics, English, further... the whole lot. Luckily, I managed to get in contact with my VCE team and I have them all rescheduled to date a little bit later.
So, now not only do I have to catch up on 3 weeks' worth content and study for my upcoming SACs, I have to juggle the new content we'll be moving onto. So, I guess I'm looking for some realistic advice on how I should tackle my situation.
The thing is, doing badly in VCE is not an option for me. I have to do well or my bad ATAR (aka anything less than 90) will be brought up to torture me every day of my life in the future. I have your stereotypical Asian tiger parents and my dad still brings up a C I got in science in year 10 and holds it over my head so... plus he was much more worried about my school absences than my health these past 3 weeks. So yes, I am currently a rolled up ball of anxiety and don't know what to do with myself.
How can I play catch while preparing for my SACs at the same time? How do I do that
and continue working on the content for all my classes all at once? And say I do flop these upcoming SACs, is there still any chance of me getting a good enough ATAR to get into my dream course (97 ATAR... lol it sounds so undoable haha) or am I genuinely just done for? And is there any special consideration I can get to help my situation?
sorry for that vent, im kind of stressed if u couldnt tell... haha... anyway pls send realistic advice and help a girl out... tysm. and stream nct dream's new album ig lol, laugh through pain
xoxo, lin