GOOD LUCK with your LIT SAC!! I'm sure you'll SMASH it!!
And also in regards to the sleep thing - I FEEL you!! I have an English SAC this week too, and I've literally been dreaming about the characters and breaking up essay prompts in my sleep
Have a great week!!
Thank you so much! I hope I did!
Glad I'm not the only one!
Hey guys.
Yeah, this is a bit late but I didn't feel like writing at the time after my SACs so here it goes...
I'm going to get straight to the point.
Psychology was bad. I messed up the last question because I ran out of time. The teacher was like 'pens down' and she was right in front of me and I kept writing, but the wrong thing! Because I think my brain crashed and was like 'Evolio, just write something down even if it IS wrong'. Yeah, I can't trust my brain anymore. So, I messed that up and then she said 'finish off the sentence', but I had already put my pen down and for the rest of the day, leading upto the lit SAC, I was feeling so terrible. I was just replaying the whole scene in my head. What if I just crossed out that last sentence and quickly wrote the right answer? I wouldn't be feeling like this now. Just an extra 5 seconds and I would've come out of that SAC feeling like a legend but nope. I wrote as fast as I could, as my eyes flitted to the timer on the board and back to my paper, 10,9,8 seconds. I was writing as fast as I could but it wasn't enough and I failed. And I knew the content really well as well, which makes it a bazillion times worse. I really hope I can still achieve that 45+ study score. It's going to be painfully hard.
I was disappointed, especially because I knew the answer but my brain crashed. Ahhhh. Why?!?!?!? I really hope I get above average but what made me feel better was that other people said that they didn't find it fine, so that washed away my fears. But still...
I can't...
Then my lit SAC came! LOL, I think that was the chillest SAC in the entire world because I had literally written down the sentences I was going to write in my essay in my notes so I had the whole essay already planned out, literally sentence by sentence so that was a breeze! Although, for a split second, I thought I would run out of time, thinking about my horrible psychology SAC experience, but I didn't! I wasn't going to feel double the loss today, no no no!
So, I finished and yeah that was that.
Also, it's tradition for me after I finish my SACs on that day to go to my mum's office and go with her home!
So, that's exactly what I did. I always love going home with my mum.
I just loved the thought of how I was ALLOWED to waste time because I finished my SACs.
Because I'm always frantic about 'oh no, I won't have time to study!' 'No, I can't go downstairs and eat because that's going to waste time'.
Yesterday, was a COMPLETE, I repeat, COMPLETE waste of time but I don't feel guilt at all because I deserved it and I need fun in my life. I woke up horrendously late, that was not the plan, and literally just watched netflix and youtube for the whole day UNTIL I went on a beautiful walk outside. I walked for a really long time, and I finally decided to see the horses so I walked all the way to the end of my neighbourhood and saw them. I wore slippers so now my feet hurt really bad and I have like 5 blisters.
Oops. I also ran a bit near the end of my walk and it was so
REFRESHING because I hadn't done proper exercise for like 4 months. I know, it's really bad. Especially because I had kept it up for a year and a half.
Okay, this was probably way too detailed for your interest but I wanted to write it down.
I didn't go to ST Johns this week because of the public holiday and probably won't go next week because I have my chemistry SAC on FRIDAY. That's my last SAC of the term and so I've got to start grinding. I don't want to screw it up.
Hope you guys have a good week!