So being me, i sometimes participate in class (if i know the answer, i would say it). So, there's this teacher in my school who constantly picks me to read aloud and answer,every single damn time. i believe im an average student in her class, not smart nor below average. It's like whenever the whole class goes quiet, she always picks me to ask me questions or would tell me to read.(i would usually have my head down, panicking a little bit inside beforehand, because i know i was going to get picked) Being me, i have medium level of anxiety, and at times, i am a quiet student. I seriously feel like i have no motivation to go to her class anymore (only skipped one class though).
also, i've been to counselling and i hated it, and hate to confront or talk to the deans about her, because i know i'll start crying and don't want to make my teacher feel upset. Lastly, i tried to see the positives in it, and would go back to seeing the negatives. My mental health was getting better last year, but now it feels like its i won't be able to handle it much longer.
i'm in my final years of year 12, and need some tips to get through this. Thank you, if you got up to here.