Graduated in 2020, and wow I can't believe it's been a year already!
I was coming into this very nervous. I felt that out of the 5 exams I did, only two went well. Going into the methods exam I had literally given up and just didn't care anymore, and I came out crying from the chemistry exam as I thought i'd bombed it, leaving 15 marks blank as I ran out of time (it was my favourite subject to). Ever since high school started, I had been aiming for a 92 ATAR to get into the B.Sci at monash, which is the first thing I looked up in year 7 to have as an end goal. Even though the in 2020 and onwards the ATAR has lowered to 85, I still wanted that 92 I set out to achieve way back when I was 12.
The night before I took a two hour drive just to ring out my nerves. I was already accepting that at most I could get an 82, at worst a 79 due to all the calculations I had done. I just wanted enough to get into my course. Funnily enough, I slept through the night and got a full 7 hours sleep? Don't know how I did that, but I woke up at 6:30. I checked my email at 6:45, and saw the study score results had come in. I knocked on my parents door, and we all went down stairs. I was just so ready to be disappointed, I had already accepted that I wasn't going to do well. Anyway, I open up the email at 6:50 and my jaw dropped. The first thing I noticed was I somehow passed methods getting a 26, didn't bomb chem getting a 38 and to my utter disbelief got a 48 in food studies. I was hysterical. No idea how to react to that. I was kinda just staring at the screen in complete shock.
Then 7 am rolled around and it was time to check my atar. My hopes had been lifted that I may just scrape into the 90's. The only goal I really had for the year, all thanks to the epic food studies score that people told me I shouldn't take as it won't help my atar (jokes on them lol). After putting in the password to vtac, I clicked it, and to my shock got a 93.2. I was over the moon! My mum was crying, I was just there with my mouth open, and dad was just super happy. So in the end, I had a pretty happy atar story. I got the score that I wanted, I beat out my original expectations from my year 7 self, and my own predictions from the day before. Even though I got a low 90's score which isn't as high as many of the people on these fourms or friends of mine in real life, I was just super happy. I had failed a vce unit (unit 2 of bio, but i was super sick :/), missed alot of school due to health over the years, and somehow I pulled a 93? I came from a school where only 70% of people did an ATAR, and the average was around 62, so I ended up scoring the highest in my cohort which was the icing on the cake. My family celebrated for the rest of the day and new years eve!
I got into melbourne at first with a scholarship, then monash, but decided to go to monash because that's where I planned to go originally and the commute is better...... I took a gap year to decide on that decision. Whilst the atar hasn't been important at all in everyday life outside of getting into uni, it has gained me some respect from a few old fashioned relatives....
The only thing I was disappointed about was my english score, way back in year 10, my english sucked and I aimed for a 25, then I started reading and that really improved my eassay writing and reading comprehension. So I aimed for a 38 going into year 12. I got marked down quite harshly by my school's english teachers which I nor the tutor I had help from agreed with (they marked me down for picking a prompt that wasn't their top 3, as I chose option 4 to pick my own chapter for the the creative essay). I ended up with a B+, B+ A. That meant my SAC scores went down..... I got a 44/60 on the exam, my best performance to date.... I ended up with a 36, which I am still happy with, just slightly disappointed due to all the effort I put in. Overall I'm very happy with everything, plus a year on I don't really care anymore!
Anyway, good luck to the class of 2021! Your atar doesn't matter at the end of the day, it's just on key on a key chain to get into uni. Sorry that this got a bit long...