I don't really know where to put this but...
How do we stop caring about the marks we get compared to other people's marks. Like my friend and I are extremely competitive and even when I get a really good mark, if she beats me I'm still upset with my mark?
I don't know how to avoid that?
Any tips?
Thank you!!
Nia
Hey!
Okay so first all it is 100% natural to be competitive, particularly within the HSC where they place such an unfortunate focus on ranks. It is also okay to be a bit competitive. It can be a great motivator for you to work hard, and rank goals are A-okay as long as you approach them with realistic expectations.
However, when being competitive starts to lead you to think negatively about your own work, or even threaten friendships (I don't know if that is actually what is happening in your case - but I know people where that did happen) then that is when it has gone too far. You need to remember that though in the short term you may get that initial satisfaction of being the "smarter" or "better" student (quotation marks because that is very subjective), in the long term your overall HSC mark is not only determined by your hard work, but also the hard work and marks of others. The HSC really is a team effort, and you want everyone in your cohort to do as well as possible, as that will in turn raise your own marks after moderation and scaling.
Being overly competitive is a difficult thing to unlearn, but the good thing here is that you are self-aware and know that you are doing this. If you catch yourself thinking in this way, remember what I said above about how important it for the rest of your class to do well. Also, instead of working against your friend, try and shift that to working with them instead. Hold some group study sessions with them, share your notes (you will probably have to be the first to offer if your friend is quite competitive as well), etc. etc. Two brains are better than one, and will be super beneficial for your final mark, which in the end is more important than the individual, internal assessment marks that you receive that aren't even considered by NESA.
Hope this helps!