For any standard students!

Module A was straightforward for distinctively visual. Although, I spent far too long on it (45 minutes), which cut into my time for Mod B, which then cut down my time AGAIN in mod C where my writing was absolutely horrendous and I hope that by some miracle they will be able to decipher enough of it because I was stressing so badly in the last 10 minutes of that paper with my last paragraph not yet started!
Module B (complex human relationships wtf) was okay once I really got into it. My intro was shit though, as I began to develop a deeper understanding of the question as I wrote (as is often the case). I had a feeling they'd specify a poem. I had studied each one extensively anyway so I wasn't worried about that. My struggle was figuring out which one to talk about that'd suit the question the most. I initially chose 'Anthem for doomed youth' then changed my mind and went with 'futility' as it explores the complexity behind the deeply sorrowful and despaired human interactions and relationships that evolve as a result of the ruthlessness of war. This same idea is expressed in insensibility of course, as the brutal nature of the war forces soldiers to become desensitised to all but their march, thus resulting in a disconnected relationship between comrades in war. So I think I went okay in this!
Module C. Fml. Began with 40 minutes (and I generally take about 45 in this one but I couldn't get my first two done quick enough!) So I droned on in the first two paragraphs for my prescribed and related. Then had a freak out when I looked at the timer and saw I only had about 16 mins for my last 2 paragraphs and a conclusion. Thus, the second half of that response became a complete an utter mess, in both the literal and figurative sense. Messy and incomprehensible handwriting and a faltering argument. My hand was shaking like never before. I'm just hoping that they can see my quotes and techniques clearly enough. Surely every second word will jump out right!
Anyways, both papers have had their challenges, paper 1 more so for me. I'd say this paper was relatively easy so possibly harsher marking on that front (yay

) I honestly can't predict how this will turn out. I came first in internals so hoping that it will hold me up for any marks lost. But just pleased english is done I guess! I need to stop overthinking these papers now, because like someone said above (I think), we will never get feedback on these essays, so we'll never know where we went wrong. No point stressing when it's over.