First exam: Biology
I got to school pretty early, was in that state of mind where I knew I had done enough preparation for the exam. It kind of felt like I was going to school as normally as I would, and I didn't feel too concerned at all.
I knew that the round rooms which we have our exams in would be fully crammed with stressed Year 11s (probably because it's their first 3/4 exam), so I kinda just chilled with the other Year 12s for the remainder of the lead-up to the exam.
The exam seemed easy while I was doing it, and I remember that when time was up, I closed my paper, satisfied. And then we all came out and the Year 11s were already asking "oh did you get the answer for this, oh nah but oxygen is not a compound, oh what'd you get for IgG and IgM" and all those questions. I wasn't planning to listen to them, but I did in the end, and I thought that I had made a shitload of mistakes. The stress began to kick in, as I calculated how many marks I thought I lost in total (it went from 5, to 7, to 9, to at least 10), and I started to get a really big headache. I couldn't stop thinking about the exam because I had convinced myself I did badly. I really stressed throughout the night, and I was hoping that Chemistry would be my saviour.
Later in the night, before we went to bed, my friend and I decided to pump each other up. There's no harm doing so, we thought, so we were literally typing "OK WE ARE GOING TO SMASH THIS EXAM. WE'RE GOING TO SMASH THIS. WE WILL GET OUR 50S NO PROBLEM! WE ARE GOING TO LOSE LESS THAN 5 MARKS ON THIS EXAM, BECAUSE WE WILL SMASH IT!"
Second exam: Chemistry
I had blocked the thought of that Bio exam from my mind, and I had to admit, I was looking forward to the Chemistry exam seeing as I realllly wanted to smash it up. I saw my friend in the library and we decided to pump each other up again, but I think I was a bit internally stressed LOL, the ruler I was holding snapped because I had inadvertently pressed and bent it too hard. Whoops.
The exam looked hardish during reading time, and I was a little nervous. But then again, I knew that was how I felt before every practise paper I did. Then writing time started; everybody flipped over to the multiple choice sheet while I just immediately got stuck into the Short Answer section, which I had always practised during trial exams. I did the Short Answer section first (while leaving the ones I was unsure of) and then went through the multiple choice, and then filled in the Short Answer I wasn't sure of before checking all my working again (in the latter end of the practise exams I did, I started to check every answer as I was doing the question)
Coming out of Chemistry, I felt a lot better than I did for Biology.
Results:
I was pretty confident about my Chemistry score, but Biology, I feared. I feared that I'd get an A (pretty good, but I wanted a mid A+ initially). But hey, things turned out for the better, and I was really relieved and glad and felt like shouting all night.
I think my exam preparation was thorough and effective enough, but who knows whether I can repeat the same with 5 subjects at the end of the year.