i'll be travelling between france and switzerland during the time ATAR comes out, so i'll most likely stuff up the time difference while i'm there, get super nervous and continuously refresh the results website or something for a couple of hours in an internet cafe/on an iphone.
overall, i'm hoping that all my effort, sweat and hours in the library have paid off this year (heck, i even spent my hours on a long haul flight writing shitloads of text response essays and completing math exams during the last holiday, dropped my CAS 200 times due to the limited space on airplane desks).
somehow i can't adopt the 'i don't care what i get, it's all been done' mentality because all the things i've done so far is to prove myself that i can perform well rather than just getting into my desired course (which only needs an achievable ATAR). which is bad as i can't fully relax for the holidays just yet due to this uneasy sense of foreboding.