I was just having a quiet thought to myself of how much of a lunatic I am. I will be so happy to have VCE over. I'm not burnt out or anything because I do nothing I just can't wait to have academics not be the central thing hanging over my head in my life with all eyes on me. It kind of sucks because I don't think my parents care that much about my ATAR as long as I get into whatever course I want, and I'm pretty much the same ... but I have no clue if I'm actually going to get there .. and it shouldn't be that hard by any means.
Started off the year thinking a 99 would be easy. Slowly it crept down to around a 90, now if I get 84ish I would be happy but not really because it's not the course I want to do. I need 30's in all my subjects and a 45 in my only good subject which doesn't even get me it. fml. I'll have to start holiday homework tomorrow as well.