This is my journey, at my heaviest i was about 80kg, i feel really embarrased to say that, but thats what happens when you have to overweight parents and you don't watch what you eat. the first photo, i absolutely loath. It was a point in my life where i felt the most self conscious and disgusting

that was about two years ago. in 2012 i decided to start weight watchers and watch what i eat, i lost almost 7 kilos, it doesnt seem like much but gosh i love sweet things haha. i got down to about 73kg on weight watchers. now i just don't eat as much, somehow another 2 kilos dropped of me.
Now i currently weigh 70.7kg to be exact. i really want to get into the 60's and 62kg is my goal. this year i want to lose about 8kgs its my goal! so what have i being doing so far? i have decided that i can't do it half assed. i have joined gym and going about 3-4 times a week, doing mainly high intesity cardio. even through i have been going for a while no weight has been lost. I have lost cm's because im also building muscle (the occasional pump class). Its my
diet that lets me down

grrr. Im really trying heaps to cut down on the crap and eat as clean as possible, its so hard but its a working process i suppose. just have to remind myself what i want, sick of being known as the chubby one farrk.
I dont if the photo will work, im on really slow internet at the moment....
