So basically my English teacher "strongly disagrees with my writing style" because i "use big words" which he finds tiring whereas I'm told I should use "simple terms" and marked a lot of my sacs this year down so I sit on an average of a B+ (which is disappointing because I really wanted a 40). But I just got two trial exams back marked by "examiners" so I'm told and in both of them I got 9.5/10 in every section - which is extremely contradictory to most of my marks throughout the year which look something like 21/30, 23/30, 32/40 and my only A+ of the year was a 46/50 which led to me losing my 40 hopes and focusing on something around a 32-38. I'm usually really strong in English as I do both English and Lit and enjoy them thoroughly, and throughout year 10 and 11, I lost about a total of 4 marks in all my assessments including exams, and I thought something was wrong with me this year, but after getting my practice exam results back I'm thinking its my teacher? If I perform similarly on the exam and get 9s or 10s in all of my essays, do I still have any hope of a 40?
I know I'm over-thinking things and the times passed but I need to appease myself I really love the subject and it'd suck to not do well in it because a teacher doesn't "agree with my writing style".