ahh functionality haha my PE teachers are constantly condemning me for focusing on mostly on hypertrophy (and lack of cardio)
"do what you're afraid of, don't let anything beat you" - that's good! I'll use that

yeah exactly right about the consequences,
deadlifts, bench, OHP, basically
everything else feels so good, but going down and coming up on squats is so taxing and IMO it's a bad sort of pain

total nervous system fatigue is a major factor (by the end of my set I can barely see properly lol)
don't get me wrong, I LOVE the DOMS and I guess I like the pain to a certain extent. squats just scare me a little since I'd look like a clown if I dropped the weight, if I can't complete my set. no other exercise compares, I could just drop the weight.
I squatted on Monday, but was still sore on Thursday so I deadlifted/did back then, promising myself to do legs on Friday.. anndddd I ditched it because I made excuses. (almost as bad as my study habits

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wow six weeks? well at least you'll be extremely sore after getting back into it, since you love pain that should be a bonus
