Slowly trying to do some work but just feeling so depressed about where I'm at..
Why are you feeling depressed? What is it that is making you feel depressed?
We all have bad days. (Trust me. I spent the week after last year's exam period holed up in my room bawling my eyes out binge-eating chocolate and ice cream.) But if you're consistently feeling bad, I think it's worth getting help be it from your parents, your teachers or your school's wellbeing team.
Kinda feeling like its not worth catching up and I'm destined to be a failure for the rest of my life
No.
What happens in VCE and whether or not you succeed or fail does not determine whether or not you'll succeed or fail in life.
9 months out of your life does not say much about you as a person.
A four digit number you get at the end of the year does not determine whether or not you will "succeed" in life.
Your ATAR does not show the number of times you cried, the number of times you almost quit, the number of times you lost sleep or the number of sacrifices you made in order to study. The only thing your ATAR does show is that in that moment of time when you were being assessed, this is how much you were able to get onto the page and get marks for.
I will reiterate my previous point:
Your ATAR does not get to determine the rest of your life.ALSO: It's totally worth catching up. You still have 200 and something days to turn your game around. What has already happened is in the past; you cannot change it. What you can change is the future and what is yet to happen.
I had a friend who bombed Term 1. I kid you not. She screwed up some of her major SACs in almost every subject and was bawling her eyes out by the end of term (I know because I supplied her with tissues and chocolate). But then she turned around her game. Started studying smarter instead of harder, revising more thoroughly and asking more questions. She ended up getting dux last year and getting into her dream course. It's not too late to turn your game around.