i don't think i've posted in this thread before, but at the moment i have a few things to be grateful for:
- my mum. although i think she's annoying at times, i can understand all she wants is the best for me. she supports me no matter what, and i know i always have a shoulder to cry on or have someone to talk to. even though i haven't been doing well in school this year, she hasn't been overbearing about it and continues to support me no matter what. there is the element of her being pushy for me to do my best, but i know it's for good. her support has gotten me through this year, and my rants are well-received (sometimes with some judgement on how i shouldn't talk about people a certain way) with never-ending advice on how i should live my life, etc. one of my favourite people.
- my siblings. irritating, annoying, just want to avoid them at all times, and every other synonym for annoying, they're always there. awesome people.
- friends. always supportive, although a bit nosy with marks and other going ons in life, they're always there by my side, and knowing i've got their back as well is great. i've grown from a few friendships, that is, moved on - but i now know who are the most supportive people around at school, and i know i can rely on them.
- teachers. in particular - modern and business. they're so incredibly helpful, and are always willing to answer my questions and emails and go out of their way to explain something to me - pretty much giving me a whole essay (very much my modern teacher, he goes into so much depth answering questions and doesn't look at me weirdly when i don't know something. pretty much the reason why i love modern so much). my business teacher especially is an absolute queen, and despite getting terrible marks in the half yearlies, continues to believe in me, right up until now after my trials where i had improved lots, was so proud and is helpful with my 551 dumb questions.
- God. those who know me know i'm relatively religious, and when i'm in doubt i start praying or asking God to help me, and i always feel comforted by His presence because i just know he's always there but not always there i don't know it's just there
all the love,
fantasticbeasts x