I've been completely unmotivated for music. It just wasn't what I thought it would be, and I'm kind of burnt out anyway by this stage. I did my year 12 over two years, which means that I did two subjects last year and two subjects this year (with one 3/4 subject done in year 11). It seemed like a really good idea at the time, especially because I did alright in my subjects (39 for English and 42 for Psychology... not overly bad).
Having to come back this year has been really hard for me and I've felt all year like I just wanted to get on with my life. I don't plan to go to University for at least a couple of years so I'm not too concerned about my ENTER (or is it ATAR these days?). I haven't done anything more than the "due by Monday" type homework for music and haven't studied in my spare time at all. I can do aural recognition of intervals flawlessly but that's it. My understanding of theory is almost nill, though I think I can scrounge a few marks from each question.
What percentage of the mark is this written exam? From what xoxogossipgirl is saying it's only 25%, but is that for solo or group (or both)?. Could it really be that small? I think the performance exam went well, so if that's a bigger percentage then my study score shouldn't be too bad.
Ahhhhh, although I'm in damage control at the moment, it's so liberating to know that tomorrow this whole school struggle is finally going to be over! Free at last!