Yea thats fairly true dude.
You have to honour the guy for transforming the world's largesat country of 160,000,000 people into a Communist State... respect for that

HOWEVER... he was an idiot to a great extent. Think about it:
When he enacted War Communism, Russia was instantly screwed... it was clear that this 'lovely idea' of equality in the form of communism wouldnt work... War Communism showed that.
Then he resorted to NEP, an "unfortunate but necessary step" he claimed. But look at the results, it fixed Russia almost instantly, it blatantly demonstrated the benefits of capitalism.
So i think he just didnt want to believe that something he had worked 2 decades for wouldnt work.
He was both a great man (for his outstanding achievements) but an idiot at the same time.
And with what you said about him being an "idealist," you are exactly right. He had negelected and hated the "dark masses", yet when he was lacking support he changed his mind and said that they were exhibiting a revolutionary psyche... which is bullshit. Over 100,000,000 people dont just change in a few years.