This is for current/past VCE students, have you ever felt like theres no point working hard when all you get is a below average score? THis past week I've had 3 SACS, been studying non-stop, going to bed late, waking up early and now the best i can probably hope to achieve is a B. Any of you guys experienced/experiencing this?
I can't say I've ever felt like giving up, but I have felt immense frustration. I always feel like I *should* be studying and I always think that I have never done enough work. There's always more and more ways that I can improve and get better at work and it's frustrating to know that I can't be the best at everything I do and bad sac scores really do hurt for this reason. They're at least partially linked to my sense of worth.
I also know that I need the VCE and a good ATAR score if I want to do what I want to do, so I just have to get over bad sac scores and try to forget about them and focus on the future only. I have found this task easier as I have gotten older.
Whenever I feel down about studying or VCE or SACs or School in general, I just think of how much fun I will have next year (gap year) and how much fun I will have if I finally get through to my desired profession (duty barrister with legal aid [yes, laugh all you want but I see it as a good, purposeful application of a law degree and I'm quite happy to sacrifice money]).
So for me it's not so much a feeling of wanting to give up, more a feeling of fear that I might not get what I want at the end of the year along with an intense craving for the ATAR score I want. When I do badly in a SAC I feel very disappointed that I have failed a small step of my journey, but it also fuels a desire to do better next time.
Despite what some will tell you, not everyone can manage to get within cooee of 100% on every assessment by just trying harder.
I could not agree with this more. I go into sacs sometimes where there is no reason that I should loose any marks- I've done the work and covered everything in a huge amount of detail... Then I always end up choking and messing something up. Then there's the opposite situation where I go into a sac having done very little work and manage to ace it. I started to doubt the correlation between work and scores about a year ago. I think it must have something to do with my mindset during sacs that I am pushing myself harder for versus ones where I don't have huge expectations of myself. However, I know that studying less is hardly an action plan for VCE so I'm resigned to the fact that I will have to endure. (And I'm sure that this isn't the case for some people out there)