92+ ATAR is beyond me for the Arts course. I'm sorry that people tell me otherwise, but just the robust and competitiveness of VCE is killing me atm. E.g. especially when one studies and doesn't get any reward...
I think I can relate to you on this note.
When I did 3/4 English last year, my teacher never seemed to think my pieces were good enough for 10/10. It was frustrating and annoying, because I did everything I possibly could to try and get 10/10. But it never happened, until second semester, where I (finally!) got 10/10 for my context SAC. Brilliant feeling that was

My point is, just keep ploughing on. And if what you're doing at the moment isn't getting you the marks you'd like for a particular subject, then change your strategy. If you keep doing the same things, you're going to get the same marks. So, you might as well try some other method.
You'll have a fresh start in semester 2, and hopefully, you'll use the break to reflect on why your marks aren't to your liking at the moment. Then you can patch up these problems & we'll see you at Melbourne next year!
