Ironically I actually want to be an aerospace engineer. And there is a method behind my "madness" 
I've never really understood what that means. Are we supposed to be reassured by the fact that while you are self-admittedly insane, you're going about your insanity in logically thought out steps?
What's important to me wouldn't be '
how you're being a crazy person', but instead, the fact that '
you are a crazy person'.
While I'm already ranting - what is with the saying 'taking a stab in the dark'? Why are you stabbing people? And why are you so nonchalant about it that you're doing it without any awareness of whomever you're stabbing? It's a terribly inefficient method of stabbing people as well. The 'actual number of people stabbed' to 'stabbing motion made' ratio must be incredibly low. In this instance you're demonstrating both madness AND a lack of method.