Btw what does being behind on school rank mean? I have no idea what that means
HSC Results rely reasonably heavy on your rank in your subject at school (1st, 2nd, etc). There's no like, definitive translation between rank and result though, because way too much affects it. Like, you can't guarantee a certain result with a certain rank. But it does give a good indicator of how you are travelling
To aroon; it sounds like you are stuck in a bit of a vicious cycle (forgive me for being presumptuous). Procrastinate for a bit, so you then have to work hard and make yourself tired, which makes you more likely to procrastinate. Rinse, repeat. Add in a nice mix of trying to prepare for assessments "a few months out", when it sounds like you are not having the best time to begin with, and no wonder you are procrastinating! It's your mind saying, "I want out."
Swag is right; balance is key. Look, I'm not saying there is anything wrong with people who have finished the HSC course already. That's great, good on them, but I sure as hell would never have done it. There's nothing wrong with setting goals, but
they are them and you are you. People get incredible results without acceleration through their courses, without giving up Youtube, without giving up their partners or their social life or the things that make them happy. Hell, I got 99.80 and I had an
awful Youtube addiction (that's only gotten worse at uni... gulp).
It's all about balance.
So in summary of my two cents
1. Don't worry/compare to what others are doing, at least not in any way that is going to be negative for your mindset. Do what is best for you, not them.
2. Procrastination
can be a sign that you are overworking yourself in the wrong ways. It's impossible to concentrate when you are already tired. If you force yourself to take breaks regularly then the work in between those breaks will hopefully get easier.
3. Don't stress about rank - I came from 2nd last in Extension 1 after my half yearly to 1st by the end of Trials. Hard work will make up for anything you aren't quite happy with.
4. Don't give up your unproductive habits - Just give yourself allocated time for them
routine helps - If you tell yourself every day that 4:00-5:00 is your study hour for Subject X, and you do that
every day of the week, gradually your brain will accept it and you will be able to do that lower level of work you are craving... Over time, good habits take a while to form