september 11, 2017
"so i'm moving on, letting go. holding onto tomorrow"
today was somewhat unproductive.
- society & culture / teacher wasn't here so we had to study in the library. didn't have my sac textbook so i had to walk around the school trying to find one and ended up going into my teacher's office and grabbed her copy. by the time i made it back to the library, i had 20 minutes left to make notes on buddhism. but i got distracted by my friends oops. won't happen again.
- catholic studies / finished '10 things i hate about you'. this was my first time watching the film. very interesting... might go read taming of the shrew if i have any spare time.
- double study / spent the first half talking to my year 11 friend who was stressing about her prelim eng ext. 1 exam. bless her, she's so precious. as for the second half, i was so annoyed because i couldn't answer the essay question for the independent trial paper 1. it was so hard. i would like to formally apologise to everyone who wanted to talk to me during this time, but i would just purse my lips and burst in anger because i couldn't answer the essay question. crazy what english and the hsc can do to you.
- english / teacher wasn't here. spent entire lesson searching for teacher's presents for my art teachers. the budget keeps going down because less people are contributing.
after school / booked my nail appointment. continued editing the end of year 12 video, that's going to be presented at our graduation assembly next week. it's about ~16 minutes long so far. it has a lot of sad songs, so i'm expecting tears. my individual gift for my art teacher has arrived and it looks AMAZING!! one of the etsy sellers has finally responded to my custom order, so hopefully my gift for my other art teacher will come next week.
i tried writing more for my english essay but i can't do it. i know it's good practice but i'm stressing about formal, my film portfolio, teacher gifts and graduation, that i cannot be bothered. i promise i will do a lot of revision during the school holidays. im also trying to write my art essay, which is pretty much sprinkled with a lot of bs.
also submitted my draft for my film portfolio to the adv/ext.1 english teacher at my school. she made me promise if i ever become a famous filmmaker in the future, i have to invite her to all vip events and premiere. to that i said, 'of course i will'
i also applied for uac on sunday
?? my mum still made me apply for unsw even though i'm already enrolled at a film school. (i picked screen and sound at unsw and some random courses for my other preferences)