You may have been following my path to self destruction over the past two or so months, when I first decided that I hated my course.
Well, not much has changed.
However, I do have to decide what to do with my life by the end of next week so I can at least give my tutors warning about potentially writing reference letters for my exchange stuff. There's also re-enrollment and subject choice, the ever increasing VTAC late application fee, what to focus the most attention on in the exam period.
After spending last night in tears for two hours because I couldn't find any tinned tomatoes in the pantry, I again return to my trusty VCE Notes people for help/to rant to.
Option 1: Continue with the initial pathway in a Bachelor of Arts (Media and Communications) Enriched Major degree! This means that I will take only Media and Communications subjects next year, and in third year. I would do a research project and an internship in my final year. Next year, I would exchange to the USA - preferably to be at UPenn. After this degree, employment opportunities are unlikely because it's very hard to get hired without doing freelance journalism for some extensive amount of time (I would rather jump off a tall building than find myself with this profession). Following this, if you do get employed, opportunities do not look appealing. Basically, I would have a degree, but unattractive employment opportunities. So let's change that.
Option 2: Continue with the initial pathway in a Bachelor of Arts (Media and Communications) degree, but modify to a double major degree! I would do at least two media subjects per year in second and third years, and then choose a second major. Which would be the only science major I am allowed to take - Psychology! Having done MBB1 and MBB2 this year, not a problem, it appears! Can still apply to UPenn and go on exchange same time next year. After this, I could (presumably?) do Psych honours as would a normal BA person (somebody please confirm this) and then potentially could do a Masters in Psychology or something similar with the ultimate goal of studying neuropsychologically related things, clinically or otherwise. Possibility of what employment?
Option 3: Continue with the initial pathway in a Bachelor of Arts (Media and Communications ) degree, either the double major or the enriched major, but then add on a fun little JD at the end of this process to escape into a career with actual employment opportunities and an Arts based life. As I was considering this when I chose Melbourne, it's not so far-fetched or a last minute decision - just one I haven't considered seriously in a while. Possibility of stable employment.
Option 4: Apply for a Bachelor of Biomedicine (first preference) or Bachelor of Science (second preference) through VTAC and get the hell away from the Arts department! Could then aim for GAMSAT and medicine, or major in neuropsychology, or major in other biologically relevant fields which I might enjoy because I do love biology. Potentially still have JD open to me at the end of this - all Arts is not lost. Have already completed all breadth requirements. Harder to do exchange. Possibility of stable employment.
THERE ARE HIDDEN QUESTIONS IN THE STATEMENTS ABOVE. Hint: Option 2. Someone please clear these up for me.
Given that I have been pondering this question for two months and still have no idea if I want to give up on Arts entirely, do miss science a lot, and do not particularly wish to be a journalist when I am older which of these options looks the best from where you stand? If it helps, I hate all other career paths Media and Comm will lead to - PR is boring and so is marketing/advertising.
Is it better to have an internship if I stick with this degree, or is it better to broaden my horizons?
Is it farfetched to still be considering a law degree given the above information (even if i double majored in psychology, I would possibly still go into law).
I rate exchange as a high priority - it was one of the major reasons I chose Melbourne Uni and something I have always wanted to do.
Given my muddled life and my mixed interests (which have pretty much been 50% love of arts 50% love of science my whole life, see VCE subjects) which option do you think is the most reasonable?
I honestly don't care if you don't know me at all and feel you can't answer that question, I am running out of time, am stuck in a rut and can't afford to keep losing two hours of my day when I lose an ingredient I needed to make dinner.
Edit: if you also know where I can find a non-specific to a course or field adviser to help me with my decisions, this would be good, or if the advisers at the Arts and Music student center are actually appropriate for my questions (because they seem to deal with major choice and etc more than this) then let me know and I will contact them).