A half-rant/half-advice-seeking post (from a UoM BCom student):
So...on ATARNotes, especially in the results thread, I see plenty of people averaging high 80's and even in the 90's in a semester's work, even in 2nd- and 3rd-year with much harder subjects, irrespective of the discipline. And it seems that they've done that whilst also having a part-time job and a decent social life, while I'm sitting here typing this with an 84.3 WAM, a few friends who I only see at uni and nowhere else, no involvement in societies (CSS, FMAA, etc.), and no job, apart from an internship at a boutique consulting firm for a month - only because the MD knows me personally. Not to mention that I keep overestimating my final grades by around 5-10 marks half the time - although I have scored 83 or better in 10 subjects out of my 14, and have 11 H1s (I have 2 H2Bs and an H2A that are responsible for dragging the wam down).
The main issue is, that I don't waste anywhere near as much time on social media and clickbait as last year, and I certainly do feel that I've worked a lot harder this semester than any previous semester. But I feel that some of the effort has gone to waste, having made careless mistakes in all 4 exams this semester (making careless mistakes in life has been a part of me since childhood), and recording my lowest semester wam in my degree (83) - albeit by less than 2 wam points.
I was aiming for Dean's List this year, but I feel that it's out of my reach now. So to those who are on Dean's List...I (and perhaps plenty of other ATARNotes users) would like to know what it takes to reach your level. Is it all genetics and natural selection, or is it some other formula of productivity, efficiency, and memorisation? Or maybe it starts with a 99+ ATAR and years of being studious, where the foundations for effective learning are already laid out?
And also, is it poisonous to internally set high (and maybe a tiny bit unrealistic) standards for oneself? I feel like every 90+ score I've got (4x) has come from just taking it easy and not thinking about the end result, i.e. "Just Do It" - Nike. Maybe the pressure makes people choke in the exam...
(on a sidenote: I did spend half of my life trying to be a professional sportsperson, during which I did the bare minimum when it came to studying. But after quitting - for undisclosed reasons - I like to think that I've caught up to the rest of my peers to a decent extent)
Sincerely,
2nd-year BCom student