For the first time this year I'm feeling a bit down.
For one of my subjects this year, I've been doing great. Really happy with my results, and I've worked my absolutely ass off to get them.
For this particular subject, I want to get to a level where all the top kids are at our school. So I asked my teacher how to get there, and she reckons that those people at the top, are those that don't have to work hard to ace he subject, and that they get everything naturally. They aren't like me, someone who does more than just the homework, and gets ahead 3-4 chapters before we even start a topic.
Feeling really shattered, this is a subject I really like, an had the belief that I could get at least 38-40. Feeling as if I'm not good enough because I have to work hard, and I'm not natural.